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Hello~ i don't know if anyone is going to read this but I'm going to write anyway, I'm 21years old girl and I'm suffering from depression but i can't tell anyone about it not my family nor my friend because simply they wont understand how i feel, If you meet me I'm really shy girl can't even make eye contact, if you know me I'm the girl who's always laughing even when there's nothing funny but once I'm left alone everything change i feel a deeep down sadness that i can't even explain, i hate myself i hate my life, i spend the whole day in bed because i don't have the mood or desire to do anything ( i have step mother who never talk to me, 2 elder brothers who work so they came home at night when I'm sleeping - or pretend - so i won't have to talk nd pretend...  Really don't know what to do with my life im losing all the motivation to live i used to have a lot of dreams now i don't even think of the future if i have to describe myself or how i feel i would say one word "tired" tired morally so bad and don't even know how to help myself my one and only escape is reading books nd music... 

 

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@No Eul I'm reading :) AND replying! :D 

Though life may be challenging from time to time, there are always things to look out for: a nice sunset, a day off from work/school, friends, a great book, good music, the latest K-Drama starring Park Bo Young (well.. in my case that would be a good thing :tongue: ).

If you need someone to talk to, you can always PM me. Or simply reply here and we'll see what we can do to get you out of your funk :) 

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no exactly a bad day, but something i need to get off my chest. tuesday was supposed to be an entertaining show for me, thats all. right now all i have on my mind is relationship issues. i am getting involved in something i wanted nothing to do with in the first place. first of all, B came up to me and started telling me what to do, so I got annoyed and told her to teach me (since it was her job anyways) how to do what I needed to do, then the boss came up to us and started screaming at B.

I ran off because it was too heated and i didn't want to be part of it. Then B went crying to the vice president (?) or whatever it is he is.... and he decided it was time to get rid of the manager. and another manager. WOW. lol idk what to think about that. this manager is the one who told me she thought this company was doing well. WTF do i do? i want to quit this company. but i quit too many companies and its time for me to just stay and grow in one place. the fact that the EVP (idk what he is tbh?) wants me to take her place. i should grab this opportunity, since its great but at the same time.. WTF!!!!!! =/ idk. that's insane. making someone a manager when they dont know wtf is going on. 

=/ THIS SUCKS. i just dont want B to be manager either because she is a ... yea i'm not saying it but u know. 

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snooping is unpleasant and it shouldnt of happened.. however, now im hurt and befuddled because of it. this sucks balls since how would you face somebody abt it when you were the one that was fouling up too..!!!

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stick it you aho. yea f me to for having my suspicions proven right. damn. i guess im not meant to have friends. oh well i tried but they all just wanna lie so ima just live the rest of my life to and fo myself.

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You threw the boomerang as hard as you could
And told me to wait in your place
You knew it was coming back
But you wouldn't be there to catch it
It's so unfortunate that something has to end
For a man to realize he wants more

yo, sing it

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Dirtbag. I know you and your girl went your own separate ways so don't be coming into my peaceful life just because you're "lonely" now. I'm not your booty call or rebound.

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Haven't fall to sleep till 4.00am and thought the bus was ok...but the jam got me late for company...

 

 

 

Then something wrong with my work, I and my boss have to adjust again and again...

 

 

 

Then that was the pay off day too, but my bank kept my money because time is exceeded...holy.............still haven't solve this money stuffs till today  :(

 

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i finished work at 7pm everyday and i hate it. i used to goback at the end of the working time hour, 4pm and i didnt know why my boss give me so much task to do :(. he even called me at 12 pm haha but thats ok its life as an employee right.

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Thought is a critical thing, a man can think every possibility and it is his own feelings. Also when he could not do something in his real life then he thought that what or how he did his thought.

One of those days are very bad for me.

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I am very happy to know that my thought become success.

 

 

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