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[kmmyzz]

This manip. gives me so much feels

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Twin look, anyone?

cr. yatinn_

[ximichem]

20 minutes ago, kmmyzz said:

This manip. gives me so much feels

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Twin look, anyone?

cr. yatinn_

~~I THINK I REMEMBER YOUR EYES~~

[bonchimiste]

13 hours ago, shuwei said:

i read addicted, dropped counterattack, am reading irresistible, and will read feng mang eventually. 

the gist of irresistible: 

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(idk if i'm romanizing the character's names correctly but oh well)

the top, yuan zong, is the owner of a bodyguard company. yz and his younger sister, yuan ru, are orphans and he spent all of his youth taking care of her and building his career, thus at the age of 31 he has never been with anybody.

yuan ru has her eyes on our bottom, a police officer named xia yao. xia yao is very handsome, but due to some "personal trauma" he refuses all his admirers and also ended up a virgin at the age of 24 lol. yuan ru enlists the help of big bro to help her woo xia yao. for her sake, yuan zong ends up following/pestering xia yao for so long that he too fell for xia yao along the way. yuan zong waited until his sister gave up on xia yao and immediately confessed to him afterwards. bc of our top's persistence and endless patience, xia yao eventually caves for the first time in his life.

there are 2 side couples in the story involving xia yao's bffs. i find their relationships kinda silly so i most scroll through lol.

the emotional aspect of irresitible's cp not nearly as well developed as gh/bly. but they are more, um, sexual. i find myself breaking a sweat at how vulgar some of the scenes get, gh/bly are rather tame compared to them lol. its kind of a fun porny story and i dont think its drama material (then again, i didnt think counterattack was either...).

and i doubt cjd is going to produce anything else bl anytime soon. this addicted fiasco was probably a too much for that tiny studio and might scare away future potential actors cjd cast too.

 

Thank you so much ;A; I'd love to read CJD's other works, your Irresistible summary sounds like something I would totally read , since I'm finishing Addicted atm, and sorta started Counterattack, but her other works are impossible to find in translation ;; 

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also, is it just me, but I find the overall description of Chi Cheng in the Counterattack novel strongly reminding me of Bor Fang which I can't help lol

CJD seems to have tried producing one novel per year >< Very interested to see what's going to happen to her company next.

[sixte]

1 hour ago, thoron said:

note to fans: im not sexualizing the real ZZ&JY, those two i consider sacred. no kidding.

Hum...

32 minutes ago, bonchimiste said:

CJD seems to have tried producing one novel per year >< Very interested to see what's going to happen to her company next.

She will build a HaiLuoyinWorld near the arty quarter in Beijing.

[IMOmusings]

5 minutes ago, sixte said:

She will build a HaiLuoyinWorld near the arty quarter in Beijing.

I will pay to fly there and see that...I truly would o.o"

[hailouyin17]

@savekaya thank you for the translation! I hope someone translates the other parts of the honeymoon of our Gu Hai and Bai Lou Yin.

As for You Qi and Yang Meng, these guys are the cutest!!!  

[bonchimiste]

8 minutes ago, sixte said:

She will build a HaiLuoyinWorld near the arty quarter in Beijing.

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I hope it has a lot of gay erotica-themed rides then, otherwise it wouldn't be truly Chai Jidan's 

 

[ximichem]

2 hours ago, kmmyzz said:

Not sure if this has been shared here or not but this is HQ audio recording of JY singing 漂洋过海来看你 for A-mei concert.

This is the rehearsal version, so the quality is goooooood. JY's voice is such an eargasm, give it a listen!

Here's the mf link -> click here if you love JY

cr. 鲸鱼粥酱

Thank you! /auto-replay mode on/

Me when listening to this:

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为你我用了半年的积蓄    Wèi nǐ wǒ yòngle bànnián de jīxù     For you I spent half a year of savings

飘洋过海地来看你    piāo yángguò hǎidì lái kàn nǐ      to cross the ocean to come see you.

为了这次相聚    wèile zhè cì xiāngjù     For this meeting between us,  *starts singing here*

我连见面时的呼吸    wǒ lián jiànmiàn shí de hūxī     even my breathing upon meeting you 

都曾反复练习    dōu céng fǎnfù liànxí      has been repeatedly practiced. 

言语从来没能将我的情意    yányǔ cónglái méi néng jiāng wǒ de qíngyì   Words could never   jiang wo seems chenmo (lonely) to me

 

表达千万分之一    biǎodá qiān wàn fēn zhī yī      express even a bit of my affection. *off-pronounce*

为了这个遗憾    wèile zhège yíhàn      Because of this regret,

我在夜里想了又想不肯睡去    wǒ zài yèlǐ xiǎngle yòu xiǎng bù kěn shuì qù      I’ve thought and thought in bed at night, unwilling to fall asleep. *shaking voice*

记忆它总是慢慢地累积    jìyì tā zǒng shì màn man de lěijī     Memories, they always slowly accumulate,

在我心中无法抹去    zài wǒ xīnzhōng wúfǎ mǒ qù     unable to be erased from my heart. *shaking voice*

为了你的承诺    wèile nǐ de chéngnuò          Because of your promise,

我在最绝望的时候    wǒ zài zuì juéwàng de shíhòu      even at the darkest moment of life,

都忍着不哭泣    dōu rěnzhe bù kūqì     I’ve held back my tears. *stressed voice*

陌生的城市啊    mòshēng de chéngshì a      In a strange city, *shaking voice*

熟悉的角落里    shúxī de jiǎoluò lǐ      in a familiar corner,

也曾彼此安慰    yě céng bǐcǐ ānwèi     we’ve consoled each other, *softer voice*

也曾相拥叹息    yě céng xiāng yōng tànxí       and embraced while sighing,

不管将会面对什么样的结局    bùguǎn jiāng huì miàn duì shénme yàng de jiéjú     not caring about what sort of ending we would face.

在漫天风沙里    zài màntiān fēngshā lǐ    On the whirling sand,

望着你远去     wàngzhe nǐ yuǎn qù      watching you walk away

我竟悲伤得不能自已    wǒ jìng bēishāng dé bùnéng zìyǐ       I was so sad I was beside myself.

多盼能送君千里    duō pàn néng sòng jūn qiānlǐ     How I wished I could accompany you wherever you went,

直到山穷水尽    zhídào shānqióngshuǐjìn     till the ends of the earth, *out of breath*

一生和你相依    yīshēng hé nǐ xiāngyī     a lifetime together. *gain breath to sing out loud*

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陌生的城市啊    mòshēng de chéngshì a      In a strange city, 

熟悉的角落里    shúxī de jiǎoluò lǐ      in a familiar corner,

也曾彼此安慰    yě céng bǐcǐ ānwèi     we’ve consoled each other, *wrong lyric* something like kaishi (beginning)

也曾相拥叹息    yě céng xiāng yōng tànxí       and embraced while sighing, *wrong lyric*

不管将会面对什么样的结局    bùguǎn jiāng huì miàn duì shénme yàng de jiéjú     not caring about what sort of ending we would face. *out of breath*

在漫天风沙里    zài màntiān fēngshā lǐ    On the whirling sand,

望着你远去     wàngzhe nǐ yuǎn qù      watching you walk away

我竟悲伤得不能自已    wǒ jìng bēishāng dé bùnéng zìyǐ       I was so sad I was beside myself.

多盼能送君千里    duō pàn néng sòng jūn qiānlǐ     How I wished I could accompany you wherever you went, *wrong lyric/pronounce*

直到山穷水尽    zhídào shānqióngshuǐjìn     till the ends of the earth,

一生和你相依    yīshēng hé nǐ xiāngyī     a lifetime together

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多盼能送君千里    duō pàn néng sòng jūn qiānlǐ     How I wished I could accompany you wherever you went,

直到山穷水尽    zhídào shānqióngshuǐjìn     till the ends of the earth,

一生和你相依    yīshēng hé nǐ xiāngyī     a lifetime together.

 

Idk, am I over-speculating? He's too emotional in the beginning already, wait did we talk about his teary eyes and shaking voice when entering the stage and starting to sing?

 

[chlorox]

Fellow addixts, who can help me? I am looking for an old pic of jy n zz, where jy was taking selfie with zz and the mirror behind them revealed that jy is grabbing zz's behind. I need that to meditate on and reach enlightment. Xie xie

[ximichem]

1 hour ago, chlorox said:

Fellow addixts, who can help me? I am looking for an old pic of jy n zz, where jy was taking selfie with zz and the mirror behind them revealed that jy is grabbing zz's behind. I need that to meditate on and reach enlightment. Xie xie

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As you wish

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and JY's face when you're looking at those pics

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Edit: Just realize these gems are on the first page lol

[IMOmusings]

1 minute ago, ximichem said:

I do have, hold on 1 sec

 

In @ximichem we trust LOL you are always on hand as our YZ archive of 'candies' 

[chlorox]

Thanks a lot @ximichem now I am free.

[nippy2002]

Another reason why I like the GH and BLY dynamics. 

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I like the fact that there really Isn't  a strong indication of who is the top and bottom in their relationship. They are equals, they see each other as equals and when in bed, it is a matter of preference, I would imagine after 8 years, that is even more similar and somehow again it is quite real life. I have read that gays or homosexuals don't like the the Yaoi version of a seme and uke because really in their relationships they don't have that clear distinction so this pair actually hit it close to home.

 

[ririsasy]

I am overwhelmed to reply to every posts after I left for bed. I am loving everything. The discussion turn into something really enjoyable to read.

1 hour ago, thoron said:

 

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lost? nah. your awesome post just got doubleteam'd by the greats,  @gayyoxx and @guhai ..

i say you're getting the hang of this newbie.  well done. 

 Dang.... (I deleted the thumbs up emoticon). Thank you @thoron for your encouragement and compliment.  I can't be any happier to be in @Guhai and @gayyoxx team!! 

1 hour ago, aeislaeigh said:

EPISODE 15

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No dude, this is priceless to me and I will cherish it for the rest of my life... (So cheesy early in the morning...)

 

 Thanks for the gifs! It's priceless indeed. Really sweet moment between our guhai and louyin.  

2 hours ago, kmmyzz said:

Not sure if this has been shared here or not but this is HQ audio recording of JY singing 漂洋过海来看你 for A-mei concert.

This is the rehearsal version, so the quality is goooooood. JY's voice is such an eargasm, give it a listen!

Here's the mf link -> click here if you love JY

cr. 鲸鱼粥酱

I agree that Jy's voice is really fitting with eargasm thing (you know when he spek . He likes to take that panting long dragging breath. It just his normal speaking I don't how he will sound giving under another circumtance.

I have been listening this really beautiful sad song from korean singer. They put this song  

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"When the light turn off, I go quitely seeing you... they whispers and go against us.. don't look at me like that.. we just a little bit different. We do nothing wrong. What is love? the flower blossom in the world full of thorns . we are so in love , that's all. Leave us alone". (Brb bawling my eyes out)

4 hours ago, gayyoxx said:

@thoron

He was taking off his suit and then put on Thai-styled shirt then began playing game with the audience. I don't have the video (could not make myself to watch the FM again), but it is at the earlier part of the FM.

@Scandani Looking at his previous photos and activities, I agree with @ririsasy that ZZ has aggressive and dominant personality but those are tempered by his cheerful and polite nature.

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In the bedroom, if he wants to, he will be very aggressive and dominant. Look at Men's Uno' second promotional video, when ZZ looked at me the screen, smirked and took off his clothes. I just... I just.. Novuhfenuhfs erhouvnwreuho chuisefbv!!!

Now, the interesting point is, when ZZ is with JY, he does not put his aggressive mode on. In the BTS, he might be shy or had not been used to with their relationship, so at times, he looked awkward, blushed a lot or avoided JY. After that, during Shanghai FM and interviews, he is more and more allowing JY to lead. His style also changes, he becomes cuter and cuter each passing day. At HC while we see him fighting JY at his best, he was enjoying losing too. He also teased JY first during their flirting but when JY came, ZZ made a small gesture of surrender (inclined his head and upper body, moved to give JY space). So, I guess, most of the time, ZZ lets JY to lead but that does not necessarily mean ZZ is passive.

 

 

Yuph. I think Zz will give up his dominant side for the sake of balance (can not be too much ying or too much yang in relationship) . 

This is completely my delulu mind speaking : 

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I think ZZ giving up his more dominance side willingly for JY benefit after they met and after he admitted to himself that he is indeed attract to JY more than in buddy term. You know what people you tend to look more beautiful when you fall in love. I think ZZ looks very different now than he was at the filming of shangyin time (ofc with fame he has to take care of himself more but his aura also looks so different). Our Zhouzhou looks more feminine(not to offend anyone opinion. He still looks manly ofc but feminime in term of beautiful). more adorable. Our heavy-metal-lover boy is going marphogenic. Turn himself fron already beautiful caterpillar into a magnificent butterfly. JY effect? Huh. Consatnt Juijitsu practice? being carried like a princess in few occasion effect? who knows.

4 hours ago, guhai said:

Hah, so, I did a bit of bolding...and you can literally read it like a piece of sm*t  But, if you don't have a vivid imagination...here you go:

—andddddd I'm not going to write the rest  Thanks for the original post @ririsasy. I had fun.

THANK YOU FOR THE BOLDING . I was giggling the entire time reading it. Oh my . You have such talent . I don't know when I will ever reach your level of creativity. That was superb!!!

4 hours ago, Scandani said:

I would beg to differ the reality of JY and ZZ with their characters for a while. In the car scene, yes, BLY is an active participant, which is rare, since we usually see GH pleading and making advanced move without BLY's reaction. Even after their first hand job, BLY lie there seems upset (though this is understandable since he still can not accept his sexuality).

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In earlier pages we had discussed a bit about dominant side of GH, but in a dom/sub spectrum, it is always the sub that holds the power, since control are given with trust to the dom partner, and if the sub take back the control, the dom will be left with nothing. this is true to the aspect that it was bly who decides the pace of their relationship, he also who decides when they can have s*x (GH can plead and plead and plead, but without a yes from bly nothing would happen. (let's forget for a while the second kidnapping, though imo there was never really a rape, just a rough lovemaking from two inexperienced lover, with a little foreplay of shaming on BLY's part when he has to face SH while Xiao Hai Zi still inside of him) . But then again that second kidnapping is one of my favorite part in the novel (feel free to judge me  )

In the drunk state GH when BLY for the first time making advances moves towards GH, he kisses all over, he grope, his hands are all over. He can not help himself, but that was because GH was drunk and when GH realized what's happening he was startled (who wouldn't really? when you're drunk and someone sitting on top of you touching and kissing you, wouldn't you be startled too?) He let BLY for a while, because he obviously enjoying it (the gifs in the previous thread is a living proof of how much GH enjoyed it). But, it was not long until the scene changed, he flipped BLY and started make his move. And BLY did not fight that, he let GH being the aggressive one. And let me give you, my most favorite face of BLY, his sexiest moment in the whole series for me.

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This is the face of a man, who is waiting for his beloved to make sweet love to him. or to make him scream. you decide

 

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In the scene on the MV, I think GH was slow enough (you have to remember they're both young men with lots of energy and hormone, and their encounters can be quite physical). When he pushed BLY down and aimed for a kiss, you can see BLY closed his mouth and ready for the 'attack' and he laid his hands (again) on GH's waist. And when the scene turned to silhouette, GH was still on top, making advance movement, but BLY's hands are also on his waist. Isn't you @gayyoxx who told me that this is also GH's favorite position, that BLY is on top coughridinghimcough, while xia hai zi inside him? or please remind me of how it goes.

But then again, the seme and uke in this series are really not the usual one we see in another bl series. there is none who is overtly feminine for example. both are quite dominant. 

Since you were mistaken between FS and JY with hoodie, here is a little gift of JY and ZZ in hoodie, with caps, and glasses

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@gayyoxx I always think that he is quite wild in term of sex. haha I said this long before I forgot in what page, that I think in real life, JY is a more traditional one. ZZ probably more adventurist and can make you sing hallelujah, don't know it's just the vibe am getting. so I agree with you and the rest on this. I was disagreeing with ririsasy on the characters, not the real life JY and ZZ .  

 

I was talking about the real life JY and Zz by pointing out how ZZ played bai lou yin (in term Zhou should have not done that if he is playing as bai lou yin (not that I am not rejoicing his slipped in character. It's all glorious). I think he subconciously turn into himself rather than playing bai lou yin) . Thanks for the picture . Very considerate of you! I have seen it. Save it! And cherish it. (Oh gosh. I am finally finish replaying to all of you.) Sorry if I make any mistake. I never intend to offend anyone here. . I LOVE ALL of you !!

[ximichem]

Close-up HQ HC fancam vid

 

and ZZ, can you please stop it, wo qiu ni~~

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Anw, waiting for wallpaper of these by Mr_WWWWWHALE >"<

[Princess Merna]

 

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and i really want to know this, why only ZZ and JG can`t appear together..it`s not okay for them but okay to FS and CW?

and is this only to Addicted, what about CA actors?Why the eyes only on ZZ and JG?

 

 

[gayyoxx]

@Scandani

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I always think that he is quite wild in term of sex. haha I said this long before I forgot in what page, that I think in real life, JY is a more traditional one. ZZ probably more adventurist and can make you sing hallelujah, don't know it's just the vibe am getting. so I agree with you and the rest on this. I was disagreeing with ririsasy on the characters, not the real life JY and ZZ

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but they're young, who was it that said sexuality is fluid, so enjoy when you're young, explore, dive in. Nothing is set in stone. Be pansexual! #eh

 

Angelic face + great body + adventurer's spirit in one package? Now I understand why in my delulu land, JY is head over heels toward ZZ. Who would not? 

4 hours ago, pureblade said:

I have to agree here. I'm not sure why (may be from the yaoi phenomenon) that roles are squarely depicted as polar opposites. Many times it usually is not the case... that is why there is a term used many times in relationships -  compromise.

Maybe because yaoi and BL novels were originally written for heterosexual women so it would be easier for the readers to form attachment to the story and characters if the characters are categorised following the "normal" pattern of heterosexual relationship, one as "manly dominant" and one as "womanly submissive"? Of course, I mean no offence to Xena the Warrior Princess and all strong women out there.

But back to JY-ZZ!

Does anyone here have the lyrics of ZZ's new song?

Edit: looking at @ximichem's post on JY-ZZ's old pics and comparing it to JY's pics yesterday at airport, why do I have this feeling that JY is more handsome now? I usually prefer JY!GH but lately, he seems to...glow?  #delulu~~~

 

 

 

[Soohee ssi]

My fave manip 

 

Smile more baby whale~ 

*1D little things start playing* I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile~~

[Tin Le]

I just read on private group that at Thai FM, some fans saw JY and ZZ holding hands when walking out after the meeting ended but the staff asked them to not take and share any photo. He said they was in love on March. Even without any confirmation I still believe from bottom of my heart. Poor me

Let me recall some remarkable milestones on Mar:

Mar 13:

• ZZ took a wrong car key from JY someone
• JY replied in his interview: "The place he wants to go most is their his home"

Mar 14: ZZ posted on his Weibo: "I'm ready, take me home"

Mar 17:

• JY liked Until You FMV, commented an INFAMOUS double-couple bent steel pole
• CJD: "The fangirl life is fullfiled, no regret even if dying now "

[ximichem]

11 minutes ago, gayyoxx said:

looking at @ximichem's post on JY-ZZ's old pics and comparing it to JY's pics yesterday at airport, why do I have this feeling that JY is more handsome now? I usually prefer JY!GH but lately, he seems to...glow?  #delulu~~~

Finally someone speak it out. Yes @gayyoxx He, now, looks distressed, vulnerable, and.. cannot function my brain to describe, eyes swollen, half-hearted smile, and everything. Really pains me when I go back to check my folders. It's like I'm reading a diary, how they change and how things change. *need a moment*