[Drama 2017] Because This Is My First Life 이번 생은 처음이라

[meiil]

They better talk things and resolve this triangle thing tomorrow. I already hate it too much.

[lollyminx]

It seems like JH figured out everything

Just now, meiil said:

They better talk things and resolve this triangle thing tomorrow. I already hate it too much.

I know right?! There's only 3 episodes left. Better resolve it fast or give us two episodes more.

[cherryblossomkawai]

Omg SH is worried about JH.

He tries to find her but instead he is seing JM. JH is aware of it.

Also the preview, I can’t beliebe it. 

SH has the cat collar “Woo-Ri:URI” and put on the cat. 

[teep523]

OMG jh is telling JM: I stopped writing because I was sexually assaulted by Director Jo.

 

I am so proud of JH!!!!

 

JH: I came to discuss how to solve this. I need to solve this before I can work again.

JM: Well there's two ways.. one you can sue him. two.. we can make him disappear (JM goes on to tease her by saying that her employees can make him disappear... sounding like a gangster lol) No, I'm just joking.

JH: Ah.. you're really bad at joking

JM: I have been told that that;s a charming point of mine (omg lol she is just like SH, I can see why SH would have liked her)

 

and uhm guys HOLY sh...

JM: I lived with the someone I dated when I was in school.

JH: wow thats so cool

JM: it's really not that cool. I just ended up living with him because we had a child.. you're curious about what happened after that right?

JH: Yes

JM: Well, the child didn't end up well (she means a miscarriage I think) and there was also opposition from the family....

 

uh omg I am really starting to like JM a lot. She curses Director Jo out when drunk in the car with JH. JH like alr loves her a little I think.

 

JH;s ending voice over: that guy's and my Room Nineteen, has been opened/discovered.

 

OMG THAT WAS SUCH A GOOD EPISODE.

 

[rembrandtz_5e20]

SH really did pick up the woori cat collar. But why does JH look like she has tears in her eyes even though she was smiling??

[prettynerd15]

OKAY Gordon Ramsay i may finally need that your beer right now

[angelflower]

When SH finally goes into JH's room...

 

 

From 0:42:

 

SH: It's the first time I've entered your room since we got married.

JH: Yes. If I knew, I would have tidied up...

SH: No, this is fine. It's like you and it smells like you.

JH: I... smell? (LOL SH and his robotic ways)

 

SH: "To Room Nineteen" (Thanks @teep523!)

JH: It's a book I liked in university. It came to mind recently so I'm re-reading it again.

SH: Can I ask what it's about?

JH: There's a couple, a perfect couple. A couple that lacks nothing in the eyes of others, and satisfied with their lives, complete with a harmonious family. One day, the wife says that she wants a space for herself. So the husband created one on the 2nd floor, calling it "Mother's Room". But the children and members of the family would go in and out of that space and gradually it just became a second living room.

SH: So what did the wife do?

JH: So she found a hotel far away from home and rented a room without the knowledge of her family. Occasionally for a few hours, she would remain in that room, doing nothing. Feeling the happiness from being in the room alone.

SH: Because it was a space solely for herself. 

 

[icyphoenix]

@teep523 thanks for the explanation of the scene.. My heart sank for a bit.. Now I m relieved.. Hope JM is a good one.. I don't know how wud JH react when she knows abt JM being the ex!! 

[bebebisous33]

37 minutes ago, xxPeepsxx said:

Whoa. I wanna sock Shim WonSeok in the face. 

 

I mean, them breaking up is probably for the best, but, he's such a jerk, the way he handles it.

I have to disagree with you. It was all about HR's dream all along. She wants a big wedding, she wants to become a housewife ... He has no money to marry her like she wants.  Like he said, she never asked anything about his dream.

[kimnabong]

omg i feel so evil for being slightly relieved that the kid died. sorry. so sorry. it kind of makes me feel like JH and SH are really fated. First love or not. and it probably really explains why JM was so angry and that SH's parents were so devastated. And SH.... it justifies the 12 year pain. Still though, i'm relieved about it. oh em. am i bipolar?

[mapleoaks4]

Ok just watched a clip. They lived together and they got pregnant. She then said something happened to the kid. So I'm thinking a miscarriage?

[icyphoenix]

Preview 

 

 

[cherryblossomkawai]

Seriously drunk JM and drunk JH were so cute. I love them ! 

So they wanted to marry because JM was pregnant. That’s even sadder since I believe the child isn’t here. 

[meiil]

So she had a miscarriage. Man this is becoming very tough... 

[ahhhjummahhhjo]

Can’t wait for subs but even watching it raw still seemed to me like a good episode in terms of progress. 

 

Thank you for the recaps and @teep523 I am glad you liked this ep! Makes me even more excited for the subs. 

 

The preview made me sad a little. And the fact that it’s 3 episodes left. 

 

Curious: does Se Hee know about the child/possible miscarriage, I wonder?

 

gives us a glimmer of hope for a child in Ji Ho and Se Hee’s future. 

 

Lastly, I am disappointed in Ji Ho’s hormones. Why’d they let that girl sleep?!

 

 

[Amulya Kolusu]

Its a big shout-out to all those people who said HR is selfish, yes she might be selfish but who isn't in love!! She just can't live without him and marriage is like sealing a deal for lifetime, if only WS realised that he wouldn't be able to fulfill HR's dreams after marriage then they wouldn't be able to separate as easily as they did now. 

[meiil]

3 minutes ago, kimnabong said:

omg i feel so evil for being slightly relieved that the kid died. sorry. so sorry. it kind of makes me feel like JH and SH are really fated. First love or not. and it probably really explains why JM was so angry and that SH's parents were so devastated. And SH.... it justifies the 12 year pain. Still though, i'm relieved about it. oh em. am i bipolar?

Yeah I feel the same... it also pretty much explains everything aka SH sad life, the very bad breakup, the parents drama etc etc

[cherryblossomkawai]

So it’s wasn’t just a break up. 

Now i understand SH more, he feels guilty about the miscarriage. Bigger trauma. 

 

We have another proof that SH was really in love with her earlier. He didn’t throw out the collar and keep it. 

 

I applaud the writer. 

We were all thinking he couldn’t move on because SH was scared to love again.  But wow it was more. 

How many times are we going to be surprised ??

[xxPeepsxx]

 

JiHo: CEO-nim... why didn't you get married?

JeongMin: Huh? Uh? Me?

JiHo: No, I mean, you're so pretty and reliable person like this... "why is she still not married"... that's why I was curious. Since I got married too, so more... Was it a... inappropriate question?

JeongMin: No. When I was younger, I was curious too. "That unnie too, why is she still unmarried at her age?" Back then, I thought marriage was something that one'll definitely do eventually. 

 

JeongMin: I did it once before, something like marriage. When I was in school, I was a campus couple with a friend and lived together.

JiHo: Lived together? Whoa... super cool.

JeongMin: Well, it's not like those kinds of cool "living together". It was because while dating, a kid came up. (aka, they got pregnant)

 

JeongMin: Therefore, in order to get married, we lived together. You're curious about what happened after that right?

JiHo: Yes, honestly.

JeongMin: Because the child didn't come out well, we broke up. Plus, the other side's parents opposed us.

 

JeongMin: Ah, because Writer-nim is so transparent, so I became just as transparent huh~ That's why I, cannot/should not drink with writers.

JiHo: I guess I really... asked an inappropriate question.

JeongMin: No, I like it. This is just like chapters in a book. Pain too, is now all just a memory after all.

JeongMin: Thank you.

 

JiHo: In any case I, couldn't have known it then...

JeongMin: Shall we have a glass?

JiHo: This person, [], and...

 

Caller: The person you're calling isn't picking up.

 

JiHo: Whether that person could have known it or not, I don't know. Sometime, that room called "confidence", we'll have to face it. (?)

 

 

SHIET. I'm like super shocked.

 

[meiil]

I don’t how to feel about the preview it looks sad but also good? can somebody pls translate it (the full one)  so we understand better?