Guest soju69 Posted September 18, 2010 Share Posted September 18, 2010 GOIng to the wedding of the man I loved and still love and living with them, in the same house for a month... Regretting the past and dont know what do do in the present and in the future... Completely lost and tired Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OfficiallyK Posted September 18, 2010 Share Posted September 18, 2010 You were there with me when I was at the verge of tears because of him. Him that I could've been with. And you comforted me; asking, talking, listening. But it didn't happen with me and him for some reason. He and I came close to being a couple, but it didn't happen. Then I later realized it was you. It should've been you the whole time. I was stupid, I was blind. And now that I've realized, you already have another. Yet you and I seem to still have something. I push it away, i ignore it. I close my eyes to it, but I can only hold my eyes shut so much. I see you showing up with hickies on your neck from time to time. And it makes me want to slap you silly, because, around me, you act like she doesn't exist-- when her existence is clear on your neck. No love I've had has ever worked. I give up. So the day you come crawling back, remember that we came close. We were that almost. Because almost is all I am. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest skybubble Posted September 19, 2010 Share Posted September 19, 2010 The realization of how vulnerable and sensitive I am. I shouldn't have relied on anyone but myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest may__chick Posted September 19, 2010 Share Posted September 19, 2010 He says that he doesn't know what to do. But obviously he values our friendship more than a possible relationship. He doesn't seem to realize all the good things that would happen if we were to be together. But instead he looks at the bad things that might happen if we break up. You never know unless you try. But he's not willing to. And I don't know what to do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NotWhoISayIAm Posted September 19, 2010 Share Posted September 19, 2010 I was in love with her... We did everything together.. We talked all night, every night. One day she tells me of her crush. I was devastated... My heart torn to two. We were meant for each other! In my eyes, we were... In yours, we're just friends. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
OfficiallyK Posted September 19, 2010 Share Posted September 19, 2010 The fact that no one (outside of my family) is worth my tears anymore. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Nov.7.13 Posted September 20, 2010 Share Posted September 20, 2010 - feeling as if I've "put up" with my boyfriend for the last four years. I want to say that I trust him, but he's lost it due to his actions -> talking to a girl and going to her house to see her and such, just communicating with her as if she was his girl, and telling me that she's nothing to him. I don't know what to believe anymore...=) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Sorahakone Posted September 21, 2010 Share Posted September 21, 2010 i want to be happy too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest andishouted Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 My dignity got in the way of us. Now I'm all alone without anyone to rely on. Am I really pathetic? Sometimes I just think I'm not good enough. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Sophi.e* Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 people who tells lies to cover another. and then lies to everyone else. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest amity Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 I might lose him because of my insecurities. I know I'm being clingy and pathetic, but I still can't stop. It's painful to watch yourself turn into reality the one thing that you don't want to happen. Breaking up. I know if I continue it will happen. But I can't help myself from being afraid. Afraid that whenever he wants time to do something he enjoys that he's found something better than me. I wish I was more confident in myself so that I don't push the person I care most about away from me. I wish I was happy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest asdfhjkl; Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 Never, ever good enough. Everytime I think about him, I think about you twice. You really don't care anymore, don't you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest CornFlake1430262937 Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 i love him and he still loves me but we can't be together anymore not because of anything, but him he doesnt want it that way anymore he gave it up too painful to be real why cant we? how could i ....? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest meiming8_1 Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 Saying a final goodbye before we go to uni we'll see each other in a few weeks but for now it's hard. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest gal-bi Posted September 22, 2010 Share Posted September 22, 2010 i miss you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest xReiko-Love Posted September 23, 2010 Share Posted September 23, 2010 Notice me too! Goodness, you sit behind me. Talk to me, say something. You may not know this, but just a single word makes me happy if the voice is yours. But he seems to find interest in one of my best friends. Believe it or not, she may like him. If they end up going out, All I can say is..."I'm Happy." And she sits near him..all the time. Maybe they are meant to be. edit ;; found out he likes one of my friends (not my bestfriend, just my friend) she likes him back, and im heartbroken. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest AsianEGG Posted September 23, 2010 Share Posted September 23, 2010 The smile my crush gave me today. Looked so sweet that it made me melt. But it might not be the sign I think he's trying to give me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ParappaRappa Posted September 23, 2010 Share Posted September 23, 2010 people are upset, i have no one, i feel scared, and i cried today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lolpocky Posted September 23, 2010 Share Posted September 23, 2010 My bestfriend in Asia, where I used to live, is liked by one of the "popular" kids and she likes him back. She's so effortlessly pretty and talented and just amazing! My bestfriend in the US is insanely pretty and tons of guys like her. Yesterday, she was complaining about having too many guys fall in love with her. Another close friend of mine seems to go from boyfriend to boyfriend. But what about me? I know I'm not as pretty as them but when is my time? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tinasweetheart Posted September 24, 2010 Share Posted September 24, 2010 i told him i don't feel happy and that i feel pretty terrible. he didnt say anything. he just stay quiet, & i also stay quiet so we were silence on the phone for about 10 minutes and he just say "if you're not talking, ima go to sleep." then he quickly said his 'goodbye, sweet dreams, i love you, muah.' as fast as he can the hung up on me. i couldnt help but cried when he didn't ask me why i feel unhappy and he doesnt even bother to comfort me.. even just one bit. i feel so terrible cuz recently he told me i dont show him enuff love & that bothers me, now that this happened tonight, i feel even worse. i called him back, and he just say "if you have something to say, say it." then i just couldnt open my mouth to say wut i wanna say, cuz honestly, i dont even know wut i wanna say to him. then he just say "i dont know why you're unhappy but let's talk about this tomorrow. i'ma go to sleep, night." then our short convo ended right there... i cried my heart out right after we hung up. i feel so sad and just so confused right now. why do i feel like i'm not important to him anymore... </3 my heart just dropped right when he said "let's talk about it tmr." cuz it seems like me being unhappy isn't his matter to bother with... </3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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