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[chlorox]

Have faith in YuZhou. This might be the end of Addicted, but again, have faith in YuZhou. Emotion doesn't lie.

[_supermai]

This is my 100th post. I have prepared and saved this for the best but...

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5 hours ago, Teng In said:

From live streaming

他在后台呢 我们不能同台。。 原话 来自洲洲

He's at the backstage, we can't be on the same stage, words from Z during fanmeeting

5 hours ago, Soohee ssi said:

I just wanted to hug all Thailand Fans, and all the Yuzhou shipper right now. I feel you. We expect too much, like hell it's hurt though. I saw many shipper already left for good and repair some broken heart. If you can't handle this, better go offline for a while and comeback later. 

Let's just say that the ship had its stop over to a place we didn't know. When will it move forward? We don't know either.

I do not want to say anything for now as I am in an unstable condition. I can see everyone is really devastated with the 'failure' of this BKK FM. 

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I will take @Soohee ssi advice. I will refrain from this forum for a while and will comeback whenever I feel I have moved on.

I hope you won't think that I am a fake fan. It's just hard for me to go on especially that JY is mainly concerned because I stan him so hard in this CP. Everybody's heart broken and we have our own way of coping up. Unfortunately, this is mine's.

Thank you everyone. I will try to comeback with full courage.

*YZ, please drag all of us away from all this bullsh*t*

[xix19xix]

Just now, gayyoxx said:

 

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I truly hope that they consider moving abroad. Taiwan maybe?

I truly hope that JY's attendance at A Mei's concert last night was more of a political stand point: from A Mei to support JY, from JY to acknowledge A Mei's -and his- connection to LGBT world. This is maybe very delulu of me, but I could not think of anything else atm.

I know that the profits from doing business in Taiwan-only is not as great as in China but with the censor bureau clamping and shutting them right and left, I see a very dark future for them in China.

 

 

Yes. I hope I am not wrong. But my hunch is that this is already the case.

[gashupingo]

This actually make me ship harder. Although we prob won't be seeing them much together. They will be in my heart as the best CP in the world. My true OTP!

Anyway, I haven't been viewing the posts posted here during FM. Dunno if anyone posted about JY's song.
This is the original singer
I Crossed the Ocean to See You:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNQohQBFnwI

Translation:
http://www.chinasmack.com/2014/more/chinese-pop-songs/i-crossed-the-ocean-to-see-you-by-liu-mingxiang.html

This song has a lot of meanings if put to context(highlights one part of lyrics):
"not caring about what sort of ending we would face."

[nippy2002]

Frantically refreshing this thread and killing myself emotionally with all the pic and videos.

Thank you all who shared.

And could not help being flabbergasted and speechless that they are placed at separate tables. At least make another one join JY so that it will not be so obvious. 

[stones1]

ANSWER THIS QUESTION

So all 4 boys now have Instagram?

Chen: https://www.instagram.com/winwinmua/

Feng: https://www.instagram.com/linfengsonglfs/

ZZ: https://www.instagram.com/timmyxu/

Johnny: https://www.instagram.com/johnnyyy1107/

[kmmyzz]

I never think the ship sinks already. It's obvious both of them care for each other, the bond they developed is too strong

to be ended because of this mess. Unless it's inevitable, then we'll probably see the end of them.

I'd say their era as a cp from Addicted might ended already, but I know the special bond they have between them.

I'm anticipating good news coming for them in the future.

Hopefully they get to be in a show, together, without having to be worried to be edited or cut out from the show.

 

Best of luck for your future, Jingyu and Zhouzhou.

We're always here for you

[sixte]

1 hour ago, xix19xix said:

My guess is that his team is trying to "save" his career and prevent all the other shows that he had shot or going to shoot from being banned. Someone else mentioned about SARFT cannot control the hearts of the people. Well, you cannot say they had not tried.

So do you think China feels that it scored a victory here?

I am wondering if they know what they had just done... how would the separatist movement in hong kong and taiwan be any weaker now? Why would the world see them differently from how the West has been portraying them as an oppressive state. This is entirely a deliberate move by them, not instigated by anyone... How would anyone see China as a country that respects human rights and liberties?

I get a sense that China does not know how to manage its economy and international image. Previously, the way they handle their stock market is incredibly amateurish. Now, they killed a golden goose of soft power in the most heartless manner. I am sure everyone here has a great impression of China after this.

So do you think China feels that it scored a victory here?

Yes, the image it projects is intensely positive. This series could not have been produced and aired in France (I speak only from what I know), because of the "school boys" love, which is an absolute taboo here. Not  speaking of social and political implication (an aarmy head General fmily affairs, corruption all around etc.). We discussed all that already. So, for all these reasons and many others we could develop, definitly,

I am sure everyone here has a great impression of China after this.

[stones1]

9 minutes ago, kmmyzz said:

not gonna put pics of crying JY, the thread is emotional enough for what happened in the fanmeet.

i don't want to make it sadder by having a picture of emotional JY to be on stage alone by himself

 

can you pm them to me then?

[IMOmusings]

3 minutes ago, nippy2002 said:

Frantically refreshing this thread and killing myself emotionally with all the pic and videos.

Thank you all who shared.

And could not help being flabbergasted and speechless that they are placed at separate tables. At least make another one join JY so that it will not be so obvious. 

JY's table had 3 people, ZZ was by himself and looked very sad and lonely =(

[gayyoxx]

2 minutes ago, gashupingo said:

This actually make me ship harder. Although we prob won't be seeing them much together. They will be in my heart as the best CP in the world. My true OTP!

Anyway, I haven't been viewing the posts posted here during FM. Dunno if anyone posted about JY's song.
This is the original singer
I Crossed the Ocean to See You:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNQohQBFnwI

Translation:
http://www.chinasmack.com/2014/more/chinese-pop-songs/i-crossed-the-ocean-to-see-you-by-liu-mingxiang.html

This song has a lot of meanings if put to context(highlights one part of lyrics):
"not caring about what sort of ending we would face."

Ah, my tears fell again. May the fate be benevolent upon you, JY and ZZ.

20 minutes ago, spacebound said:

Here's the moment the enter the stage in better quality.

 

@ximichem Could I ask a favor: download this clip and put it on your collection?

[bidubudu]

10 minutes ago, bidubudu said:

 

 

Translated from 1:38:34 to 1:39:24

JY: Do you all know what is "铁汉柔情"? (铁汉柔情 Tiěhàn róuqíng Direct translation = Iron man, soft heart)
JY: (to the translator) Can you translate "铁汉柔情"?
Translator: "铁汉柔情"?

(Before the translator can translate, the thai Emcee starts to speak and the translates walks over to help translate)
Translator (to JY): What are your feelings right now?

JY: Feelings?
(JY lowers his mic looking uncertain for a moment)
JY: I hope that after many years, I can still continue to see you all.
(JY is teary-eyed at this point. He pauses for a moment, lowers his mic before raising it again)
JY: I wish to... wish to see you all forever. I love you.
(He nods for a few moments before lowering his mic)

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铁汉柔情 may be understood as a man who appears stoic on the outside but he also has a soft and feeling side to him. In this context, he may well be saying that he may appear to be unfazed, but he does have feelings.

Sorry if this seems delulu, but him saying "I love you" (我爱你) at the end instead of "I love you all" 我爱你们 almost seems out of place when he had been saying "you all" a few times, and it suggests that that's really what he wants to say to a particular someone. And "after many years" is to me no doubt a reference to a longing hope that one day the censors will change their minds.

 

And I really can't help but be reminded of this moment in the show to see JY/GH teary-eyed and Teresa Teng's song 我只在乎你 playing moments later, a song that he sung with A-Mei at her concert, which no doubt now takes a different meaning for JY now. 

Perhaps it'll really take years before JY/ZZ can see each other again.

[liesl]

Separated but still thinking of each other. Separated but still supporting each other from far.

 

cr: @estreline

Supporting ZZ's song in indirect way.

 

Reposting from @kmmyzz

The lyrics from ZZ's new song has JY's motto on it.

[purpleedamame]

I am back and it's not Christmas after all. I haven't watched the full fan meeting. Just the bits and pieces posted here, but I got the main gist. I'm not sure I want to watch it now.
 

14 minutes ago, gashupingo said:

https://youtu.be/vfgfNtn9nT8?t=5990
DaShu knows: "I wish JY bro and ZZ bro will get better & better."

 

That moment where they pulled ZZ away from JY.

When FS said those words and held back tears.

When JY held back tears.

When everyone just looked darn... stoic.

When ZZ and JY had to stand on opposite sites of the stage -- for just the little time they're on stage together.

What is this torture for? Because the boys want to try their darnest to save their careers? Through no fault of their own except to be so exceptional apart and together? Which industry mogul got jealous, which government official decided they didn't like the hype, which competitor got threatened...WHO started all this and for what ultimate purpose? To save the humans of China from being brainwashed by 2 happy go lucky youths?? Mind boggling.

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My heart just broke and continued to break into more pieces. And then even more pieces. I've got a vital internal organ all over my floor right now and I don't know what to do with the little pieces.

This emotional pain is really unexpected for me and it's laughable because these are people I. Do. Not. Know. And then I think of how THEY must feel - a million times worse - and I feel so angry at the unfairness of this all. 

How do I continue on with this fandom when it actually hurts me so much? 

Honestly, I'm not upset because it is the "end of Addicted" nor the end of the public JZ "ship" (I never thought they were truly together anyway). The former is entertainment, the latter is fun to speculate and fantasize on, but ultimately non of my business. I just find it all really unjust for these young men as individuals. This ban and its consequences are like personal attacks and they don't deserve it.
 

 

I know this thread doesn't like negativity and I sincerely apologize to those affected by my words. I have nowhere else and no one else to say these words to. I'm sorry. Sorry.

[kmmyzz]

Fan account:

JY continued to cry during hi-touch session with fans.

He keeps on weeping and wiping his tears away

[zhouboy]

16 minutes ago, kmmyzz said:

 

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I smell something fishy here, it's either they're caught to be dating irl, hence, the separation from being together in one frame,

I'd choose the last one

I chose these. HAHAHA

 

 

16 minutes ago, jaenzhou2u said:

Mayb the fans need to be stronger too... like idol like fans.... if we cant sail by using ship... let us build submarine... 

a battle submarine. they have military backgrounds right? hahaha

[nippy2002]

@IMOmusings What? So JY was with the others. So it kinda confirms that YZ are the ones being persecuted. Again, why not do it two by two? Strangest event  planning and organization skills ever...

[jingwoan]

15 minutes ago, kmmyzz said:

I guess all streams stopped by now, heading of to have my first meal of the day.

At least they had 4 of them in one stage for a moment, I'm just glad to see them 4 standing together.

Hopefully we'll get to hear the explanation for their separation.

But just a random thought

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Someone mentioned about the actors of Lan Yu were afraid to see each other for years since they developed feelings, can it be the same for YZ?

Oh wait nvm, actually both of them looked like they wanted to stand next to each other, but something that only they knew refrained them from doing so. FW, who tried to help them, pushed ZZ next to JY instead. But the staffs saw what happened and quickly dragged ZZ away.

I smell something fishy here, it's either they're caught to be dating irl, hence, the separation from being together in one frame,

or,

CJD disagree to let them be seen together in a frame,

or,

SARFT denies the strong bond between YZ.

 

I'd choose the last one

 

i was just thinking......could it be Enlight's arrangement? From the FM video's it looks like FS, CW and ZZ are at one table, while JY who is not under Enlight is places at another table?

i somewhat pity Thai fans.....they paid so much and all they wanted was a nice FM session, but then again.....I heard that this FM management company is not a very good one in Thai....

WISHING JY and ZZ to continue have a strong bond.............AND PLEASEEEE SEASON 2............

[akira1221oor]

Don't know what to say to you guys anymore.

I was like "da fuq" through this FM, I can't imagine what you've gone through, seriously. I was so upset, frustrated as hell seeing their expressions, they looked so sad out there alone and then when they were together their faces filled up with joy, and that shocking face of HJY when XWZ was dragged away and XWZ's painful but had to smile face, frigging #\?&$@&&&

Don't know it's good or bad, this FM, XWZ and HJY aren't allowed to be on the same stage but you can see clearly it's against their will.

Anyway, big hug to all YuZhou shippers, Addicted fans, anyone heartbroken because of this FM, I'll go gather info for you guys, hope there'd be good news to come.

[IMOmusings]

This is but an obstacle or their path to glory~~~

By overcoming this obstacle, they will become better actors and better men for it.

People will look back on their careers and see that the very first time they met on screen resulted in such hullabaloo but they survived and not only did they survive, they conquered their adversaries. 

Trust in them to do what is right for their careers, and ultimately, for themselves as individuals.