[Chinese Webseries 2016] Heroin Web Series 上癮网络剧

[ariafoxx]

We needs to be strong to continue support our boys

If anything, support from all of us is what they need now

*group hugs*

[shuwei]

this vid shows jy's reaction to the 3 of them. he is absolutely precious lmao. (it also shows the subsequent the "shenanigans". and then his reaction to said shenanigans ._.)

[gayyoxx]

@ximichem

https://t.co/WtZXzHAR63

is it working?

edit: Shuwei already posted the same vid too above me.

[aeislaeigh]

31 minutes ago, bidubudu said:

Sorry if this seems delulu, but him saying "I love you" (我爱你) at the end instead of "I love you all" 我爱你们 almost seems out of place when he had been saying "you all" a few times, and it suggests that that's really what he wants to say to a particular someone. And "after many years" is to me no doubt a reference to a longing hope that one day the censors will change their minds.

@bidubudu Nope, don't be sorry, analyzations like these somehow uplift my depressed mood and right now, I really really need them badly. thank you also so much for the translation.. 

 

[zhouboy]

warning: just a sad comment about JY

 

so JY was really bawling out. you can see it in his eyes.

not to blame the managements, but we all know the boys are good with each other. the best things in life is worth fighting for. and the boys will definitely fight. maybe not now but they surely will. same as how BLY made himself strong and then fought when he know he can win/put up a good fight. 

[IMOmusings]

2 minutes ago, nippy2002 said:

@IMOmusings though it absolutely make no sense to me but these arrangement is explainable at least...

 

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Seems like it is zz, fs and cw at one table? And JY at the other? 

 

That would make more sense, but iono ... wasn't there someone on this thread that was in the FM that can verify? 

I'm fairly sure that I saw ZZ by himself, coz the stream zoomed into him...?

[Kyle Gaming]

Just leaving it here to lighten up everyone's mood. Good night everyone.

BTW i been lurking around here, for i dont know maybe a month or weeks, and just want to thank you all for the gifs/pic/vid/updates.

[ximichem]

3 minutes ago, gayyoxx said:

@ximichem

https://t.co/WtZXzHAR63

is it working?

downloaded!

[aeislaeigh]

35 minutes ago, ximichem said:

GO WATCH HC FANCAM COMPILATION FOR CONSOLATION GUYS!!!

@ximichem Oh yeah, gonna watch it over and over again like crazy!!! 

[hangs]

3 minutes ago, zhouboy said:

warning: just a sad comment about JY

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so JY was really bawling out. you can see it in his eyes.

My heart hurts

[savekaya]

Sorry to be sharing so much personal feels. Somehow it just feels very comfortable to voice out in this group.

 

I have been quite skeptical about this fanmeet, because past events has shown that couple luck is not on our side. And life is not a drama. We cannot expect JY and ZZ to do something against the odds to satisfy our imagination especially with the crap restriction that is given. But the subtle hints about the strong r/s they have dropped and how appreciative they are is what makes me love them more and more. Regardless of what relationship they are in, the fact that they have come this far is because of each others presence. Not just the two, but everyone who worked hard for Addicted. 

I have a love-hate relationship for Addicted. Because its what makes and breaks JY and ZZ. I am not their family nor friend. Just a random human who admires same-sex relationship more than others. And its that one fateful day where I just watched the uncut scene of ep 11 that caught my attention. I love the drama and novel absolutely, because it did not make any guys in the story look like they are on the losing end. I had no interest in the actors, only the storyline. Until random backstabbing news of them started surfacing, thats when I fell in love with them. And my internal ship started sailing with them being who they are. Honestly at this point, their talents are still not that strong to make them look capable for the great fame they’re getting. But I know that they have the capability. All they need is time, opportunities and training.

Now that the last fanmeet is over, we know that the chances for Addicted 2 is slim af. This probably marks the end of the journey of addicted(original cast). But this will be a new start. I know that we may never see them together for quite some time. But its okay, because they will have their own stage and they can only get better. Only then, they are capable of protecting their own friendship/relationship. Because people can no longer attack them on how its because of a taboo drama that got them to fame, but because of their own work that what deems to be acceptable to the public, and no controversies can be caused. 

I have been a fangirl since 11, and for being a fangirl for a good 9 years, exploring the different cultures from Taiwan, Kor, Jap to China. This is one of the most tiring, heart breaking, but also the most fulfilling fandom to be in. I hope that I had provided useful news although few. And I hope the fandom grows stronger and stronger each day. Really appreciate the people here although I interact very little with everyone. This is probably the one fan group I will hold closely to my heart.

Edit: And I would like to say something here. JY and ZZ have been very very hard working and sincere kids. Anything that did not went in our way should not be blamed on them. They have tried their best to give the best to their fans. However, they just ain't strong enough yet. Give them time, they still have a very long way to go.

 

 

-The important thing in my life is freedom.

I’m sure you two will get it soon. JiaYou.

 

 

[izziehudson]

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At this rate the future does look dark for these boys if they were to stay in China, with the cancellation of events and all - it must be really tough on them, I can't even imagine. I really hope they can move somewhere, Taiwan is probably the best spot to go to for now. 

It's slightly easier for JY since he's not tied to any company yet so he can completely start anew in Taiwan, probably get signed there and work there, whereas for ZZ it's tougher since he was supposed to release an album and still under a contract with Enlight. If he can't get anyone to call him for events and TV shows whatnot I'm afraid his company will just drop him (as a flop) and move on to the next hottest thing in town. *touch wood*, I hope that never happens because this lad is way too talented to just flop like that!!!

richard simmons you richard simmons you richard simmons you SARFT for making my boys' lives difficult. Can't you see how miserable they were, no thanks to you! richard simmons richard simmons richard simmons. ARGH (hope this automatically changes to Richard Simmons lol)

Hope the boys will still succeed in their own careers and someday, probably, when they are well-established, they can reunite and collaborate again.

 

I shall keep supporting them both as I did initially. How silly of me to think that JY was in good hands so I didn't have to worry so much so I focused more on ZZ. Seeing him being so heartbroken and frustrated on stage just now killed me inside. 

 

This ship will not sink. This will go on for as long as I remember. I have never been so emotionally invested in celebrities (minus Fahrenheit 飛輪海 - was a huge huge huge fan of them when I was in high school lol) but this series and all the obstacles the boys had to go through make me wanting to support and protect them even more.

 

Sorry for the long post. I keep ranting here because my partner doesn't even want to listen to me talking about two guys (she said their lives have nothing to do with you, how could she... )

 

On a positive note:

- I have new found love for DaShu (Lord FengSong). Hope he bulks up a little, he has the potential to get good roles in future dramas -- but definitely not cut out for singing hahahaha (he's super adorable but I feel guilty for finding him attractive since he's like at least 4 years younger...) and let's be real he's the star tonight (for doing that little "you know what" gesture)

- JY appearing in A-Mei may lead to career opportunities in Taiwan if he utilises it properly. I believe he is in good hands so while he's still the "It" boy at the moment, he needs to use the star power! He made friends with Wang Da Lu which is a pretty huge budding actor as well (plus having a rich and influential daddy), maybe he could help...  

- ZZ's new song sounds pretty good and if the lyrics are really as said, I will definitely listen to it more and more (and stream the song endlessly if he were to upload on Weibo!) plus I've always been more of a fan of upbeat songs so...

- Looking forward for their next projects, wherever they may be. I am certain once this whole stupid thing die down, people will still want to see them in other things.

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(p.s. as I said previously I'd much rather not have Season 2 than having them flopped hard. This will always be in my memories, never had I ever ship something so hard. Plus at least having them in S1 enables me to put a face on each character so I can imagine things however way I want to, which is even better and not as frustrating as waiting for uncut scenes lol)

 

Think happy thoughts and pray for these boys. May you all be blessed, take good care of your health and never forget to tell your loved ones how much you care (because you'll never know when's the last time you'll get to see them again) 

 

(again sorry for being an absolute mess and for this bloody long rant)

[zhouboy]

8 minutes ago, shuwei said:

this vid shows jy's reaction to the 3 of them. he is absolute precious lmao. (it also shows the subsequent the "shenanigans". and then his reaction to said shenanigans ._.)

ha! I was right. it really was FS who pushed ZZ towards JY. good job little SongSong. 

[purpleedamame]

42 minutes ago, Cynnamin said:

 

I don't think it is much about the ban or some mogul going against them. I think it is more of the ridiculous rules and regulations in place that restrict them in some way. 

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Read something on Weibo today but did not post as I wasn't going to dwell on the ban anymore. But the irony is that apparently there was no actual concrete directive from the authorities to ban the boys. The broadcasters all heard about it via the grapevine and knew that SARFT wanted ("recommended") them not to use the boys. The broadcasters are all watching out to see if anyone dares use and broadcast the boys and to test the bottom line. In short, no one dared to be the first to break the unwritten rules and throw in wasted resources. This part is hearsay. 

This part is not hearsay. The director from the reality show It Takes a Real Man (Zhen Zhen Nan Zi Han), a show where they send stars to join and train with the real army, was seriously considering signing on JY for Season 2 (they met up already and this was posted on the director's official weibo weeks ago where he praised JY and said that he is a great candidate for the show and under consideration etc etc). On April 16 (Happy Camp day), this same director posted that he was "observing what Hunan TV would do with HC" <-- he didn't name the station nor the program but it was clear what he was talking about and he didn't deny it in subsequent comments below the post. In the end, Hunan TV chickened out and this director more or less reacted with resignation, saying he has no choice. I guess he meant when even Hunan TV did not dare air something they have already filmed, no one else would. Fans commenting below the post then said they understood and thanked the director for even considering JY. (Apologies. I would get you the source for this section but I'm currently too tired to dig through Weibo.)

What's my point here? Guess I don't have any. Just wanted to elaborate on the situation a little from what I've read that's all.

 

[Scandani]

50 minutes ago, kmmyzz said:

Fan account:

JY continued to cry during hi-touch session with fans.

He keeps on weeping and wiping his tears away

 

52 minutes ago, purpleedamame said:

That moment where they pulled ZZ away from JY.

When FS said those words and held back tears.

When JY held back tears.

When everyone just looked darn... stoic.

When ZZ and JY had to stand on opposite sites of the stage -- for just the little time they're on stage together.

What is this torture for? Because the boys want to try their darnest to save their careers? Through no fault of their own except to be so exceptional apart and together? Which industry mogul got jealous, which government official decided they didn't like the hype, which competitor got threatened...WHO started all this and for what ultimate purpose? To save the humans of China from being brainwashed by 2 happy go lucky youths?? Mind boggling.

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My heart just broke and continued to break into more pieces. And then even more pieces. I've got a vital internal organ all over my floor right now and I don't know what to do with the little pieces.

This emotional pain is really unexpected for me and it's laughable because these are people I. Do. Not. Know. And then I think of how THEY must feel - a million times worse - and I feel so angry at the unfairness of this all. 

How do I continue on with this fandom when it actually hurts me so much? 

Honestly, I'm not upset because it is the "end of Addicted" nor the end of the public JZ "ship" (I never thought they were truly together anyway). The former is entertainment, the latter is fun to speculate and fantasize on, but ultimately non of my business. I just find it all really unjust for these young men as individuals. This ban and its consequences are like personal attacks and they don't deserve it.
 

I know this thread doesn't like negativity and I sincerely apologize to those affected by my words. I have nowhere else and no one else to say these words to. I'm sorry. Sorry.

Don't worry purpleedamame, this is not negative at all, I think this is just voicing our frustration. I just got back home and just managed to see the clip of the FM, OMG that is so heartbreaking.

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I do not ship them as a couple, but to see two people that had known each other closely for several months and no doubt had a strong bond of friendship between them, to be treated like that. That was just..wow. I still can not find a proper word to describe it. I would never believe that in a million years, had I not seen it with my own eyes, when ZZ tried to stand next to JY and then being dragged by the security guard. And the light of JY's face when he saw that ZZ is just far away. On the big screen on 1:31 I guess, you can see how he was quite shocked and his smile disappeared a bit. I am sure they can meet outside the venue, and hide from the fans and the press and continue their bond, but to be media outcasted like this even outside their home country is totally absurd to me. I do not believe it is the SARFT, I do not know who is responsible for this, but definitely not these two boys. Because you see, they want to act normal around each other, and just act like friends as usual, and being dragged by security team in front of the camera? REALLY? REALLY?

It is so heart breaking to see these boys crying on the stage, and being separated like that. I mean, REALLY.

At the moment I can not gather my clear thought, it's just pure sadness and anger atm, and then back to sadness, knowing if they stay in their country, we would never get to see these boys in any of shows together again. It made feel a bit disgusted. Dear HJY, you love your freedom, don't you baby whale? Please consider move to another place, where you can be free to interact with anyone, to be friends with anyone in public or in private. 

Maybe tomorrow, after reading more clear analysis on to WTF actually went on this FM, I can only garnered frustration atm.

 

from this happy face to be able to stand next to each other like this

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To more happier face from both

And then ZZ got dragged away to stand at another end, this is how he looks like

And he has this WTF sad face all over

I am a grown woman, goddamnit!!! I am a logical sensible intelligent being too! And yet, I am crying like a fool.

 

[ririsasy]

Anyone want to proof read my porn here before I post the link here? Lol. I just afraid someone will snap my neck reading my broken grammar. 

 

(My promise to mend all the broken heart a little. )

[haiyin02]

Again.. This is a rollercoaster day for this Addicted family. I was seriously hoping for another Because of the Sea duet to see how their relationship has grown. But, NO, life decides to give us lemons. Boo!!! 

However, we do not know what is really happening behind the scenes (why they had to separate the lovers err friends haha). So let's just trust their decisions and support them individually (if this is the best route for them).  They have so many dreams to achieve and going against the government is definitely not the wisest choice for these talented and charming boys.

This is not the end. Someday, I'm positive we will see them in a project or together on a stage.

Ps. Waiting for videos of their speeches with eng sub. Huhuhu

 

[nouveaux]

Yuzhou is like Addicted in real life. Two strangers met, fell in love and are separated against their will...

They have to fight against SAFRT, they have to fight against each other's anti-fans, they have to fight against the ban...

 

This is real life drama.... and it pains me to see them apart.

[purpleedamame]

1 minute ago, Scandani said:

 

Don't worry purpleedamame, this is not negative at all, I think this is just voicing our frustration. I just got back home and just managed to see the clip of the FM, OMG that is so heartbreaking.

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I do not ship them as a couple, but to see two people that had known each other closely for several months and no doubt had a strong bond of friendship between them, to be treated like that. That was just..wow. I still can not find a proper word to describe it. I would never believe that in a million years, had I not seen it with my own eyes, when ZZ tried to stand next to JY and then being dragged by the security guard. And the light of JY's face when he saw that ZZ is just far away. On the big screen on 1:31 I guess, you can see how he was quite shocked and his smile disappeared a bit. I am sure they can meet outside the venue, and hide from the fans and the press and continue their bond, but to be media outcasted like this even outside their home country is totally absurd to me. I do not believe it is the SARFT, I do not know who is responsible for this, but definitely not these two boys. Because you see, they want to act normal around each other, and just act like friends as usual, and being dragged by security team in front of the camera? REALLY? REALLY?

It is so heart breaking to see these boys crying on the stage, and being separated like that. I mean, REALLY.

At the moment I can not gather my clear thought, it's just pure sadness and anger atm, and then back to sadness, knowing if they stay in their country, we would never get to see these boys in any of shows together again. It made feel a bit disgusted. Dear HJY, you love your freedom, don't you baby whale? Please consider move to another place, where you can be free to interact with anyone, to be friends with anyone in public or in private. 

Maybe tomorrow, after reading more clear analysis on to WTF actually went on this FM, I can only garnered frustration atm.

 

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I am a grown woman, goddamnit!!! I am a logical sensible intelligent being too! And yet, I am crying like a fool.

 

 

 

Thank you @Scandani. Your words are my words too. Your pain, mine.

Btw can anyone link me to ZZ's new song with those revealing lyrics? I don't feel like ploughing through the whole fan meet. Thank you.
 

[shuwei]

22 minutes ago, htuvecila said:

So the FM has ended and I decide to post some personal thought about it. 

Warning: drama, drama and more drama lol

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I think they have done the best being considerate for JY and ZZ's future career. Its not like JY can't be with 3 of them, it's only about JY and ZZ can't appear together publicly coz whenever they are together no matter what they do there are chaos from fans (fighting), shippers (creating drama), antis (throwing bad rumors), media (write some juicy need for views), etc.. The last segment proves that. FS and CW are under same company with ZZ, so they naturally perform together with ZZ. If this were JY-ZZ fanmeeting alone, I think they'd perform separately still. JY is definitely not a victim of CJD's company.

The fan meeting was confirmed in mid March, the ban started somewhere after 2nd April, after the filming of RFT2. I don't think CJD can do anything lol. Everything happens so damn fast and if they say the truth of what is going on behind the scene, it only brings up negativity. Its like an official confirm "yes JY and ZZ are banned being together". There is no way they would want to do that. Let everything be unverified is the best option they have right now.

 

i agree, i think its silly to blame cjd. i wish that she can be like the ceo of sm entertainment and issue bans to her foes instead of getting banned, but she is just a bl writer whose dream was to make her work come to life. addicted is her baby. it is her most recent and most lengthy (and in my opinion also the most intricate) work. anybody who has written something of their own knows, that feeling as if the work is your own child. she found these 4 guys, took them through a journey, and made it happen. and then everything became a whirlwind lol. i cant imagine anyone who would want to see their baby end up this way.