Facts About Yourself You Would Never Admit In Real Life

[jaykidding]

I'm easily influenced.

I'm selfish.

Hypocritical.

I like to sing around my house with a mic that isn't even plugged in :`D LOL.

[Guest jiwoneex3]

-I've been through depression.

-I smoke.

People would look at me and the last thing they'd suspect is that i smoke. same thing about how i was depressed, so why bother admitting it to people.

-I rarely have any close guy friends and i'm afraid no one'll ask me to prom.

and the guy friends i do have are like, younger or someone who i have completely no interest in whatsoever.

-I can't socialize easily with the opposite sex.

-I don't want to get married. Just for the simple fact that i don't want to have to clean up after my husband and make him breakfast and dinner everyday.

-I am small-minded and bean pie and conceited. But i was made into that.

-I think about myself first.

-I believe money can buy me happiness.

and yes, this thread is depressing.

i feel like i have no life.

[asdfxkathy]

i was really depressed at one point, but plastered a fake smile on my face everyday for more than a year.

just so it seemed that everything was alright in my life for my parents & sisters & friends. so that they all could be happy.

to this day, no one i know directly knows about this.

i obsess over my weight.

i can't trust someone fully. not even family.

i feel like i'm so depressed sharing these. xD

here's a more cheerful one. (;

i like to blast the music and pretend i'm a famous singer when no one's home. xD

[Guest amyoii]

- I afraid to let others see my weakness

- I acted bold and strong in front of others but in reality, I think I'm very fragile

- I'm insecure about my height

- I help others to solve their problems & live a better life but I can't cope with my own emotions

- I've had suicidal thoughts

- At times, I wished I never existed

[Guest Tinaaaa_x]

- I guess I have three different lives?

Me with Family Relatives: Shy, Trying not to embarass myself.

Me with Friends: Happy, Cool, Nice, just being w/ myself.

Me with myself(At home): Crazy. (I guess that's what happens when you have a sibling ... " )

- I am really, really nice to people & I use/ re-think in my head over and over again about people. I DO consider peoples' feelings a lot. <-- I'm not dumb. ; D

- I am not smart as what people think I am.

- Im such an Asian while on the computer. (Watching anime/dramas, reading manga, forums.. ;D )

- I'm scared mini cooperless when I'm alone in the dark. (Esp. when it's 8'oclock at night on the street walking back home...)

- I smile all the time. (Although I always argue is this smile fake or not? )

- I like doing the wtf look. n__n.

[Guest LEE_01]

-i'm really not that smart as people say i come off to be..i feel bad when i have to ask questions ><

...

/Same here, I am certainly not a 'typical asian' - smart in math or ..lets just say academically smart in general.

/I have symptoms of Dyslexia, but apparently I hide them well

/I don't see a bright future for myself

[Guest pocketsoul]

I strive to be better at everything than my friends.

Sometimes I enjoy spending time with anonymous people on the internet more than I do with real life people.

I become insecure with myself whenever anyone says anything about my appearance.

[Guest k9krazy123]

I'm gay

I'm OVERLY competitive and I'll work as hard as I can without cheating to win even if it kills me

I'm suicidal

I know martial arts

I hate people seeing me sad and hate seeing people sad so I'll make a fool of myself to see them smile

I hide my sadness with a smile

I had a plan to commit suicide

[krstnellne]

It's difficult for me to express my feelings towards others.

It hurts hard when people think lowly of me.

I always wonder if I made the right choices or not... I regret a lot.

I obsess over my flaws and constantly pray for improvement.

[Guest dreamyxxx]

your post is so depressing ..

i hope life gets better for you

anyway, back to the topic

- i hold grudges...for a LONG time

- i'm actually really judgemental, but i just keep those kinds of comments/thoughts to myself

- i may seem tough on the outside, but i'm actually soft-hearted..

- i get emotional during movies/dramas

[Guest ketchup?]

Sometimes I have the worst self-esteem ever, but oddly enough sometimes I'm super conceited..

I'm not smart and I'll have my college rejections to show for it. Seriously. No joke.

I can't talk to anyone other than my circle of friends because I'm self-conscious and anti-social.

My older brother and I have been estranged for over six months.

[Guest triplex<3]

- i care a lot about what other people think of me, but pretended to be ignorant

- i always want to be better than everybody else

- i think i'm better than everybody else, and feel normal doing it

- I don't feel like I belong, but acted like I have a lot of friends

- i pretended to be nice and cute just to make things easier for me

- i'm really just waiting for life to be over. still wondering why i was born

- i judge people by their looks

[Guest lawlietoii.]

- i've had really low self esteem since i was little. i don't know why. during the past two years i made friends that indirectly helped me feel better about myself.

-i hate being given compliments because i don't know how to answer.

-sometimes i feel like i'm two different people infront of friends and family, and then myself.

-i used to cry a lot. now i just keep it in.

-i've always been scared of failure.

-i'm not as smart as people think i am...i'm actually pretty stupid.

-i like to be alone.

[Guest Jennibeans]

- I flirt with guys, even though I have a boyfriend.

If I find out a guy likes me but I don't like him, I like to lead him on.

I'm really conceited inside.

My parents don't know much about my life outside of home.

I wish I was prettier and I get really jealous when I see good-looking girls.

LOL i think im like u too just that i dont have a bf

[Guest xRainStarx]

-I have three lives:

Family: nice, innocent, I don't argue back

Friends: Fun, carefree, bold

Myself: Fragile, low self-esteem, hating myself a lot

-I've never had an actual 'best' friend that I could tell EVERYTHING to. I have one that's very close to it, but I still can't bring myself to talk to her about things that bother me, even though I love her to bits. I hate being a burden to others.

-I'm so bad at sports to the point that I hate being on a team because I always let my team down. And I feel horrible because they act nice about it and I'm so undeserving.

-I'm suspicious of everyone and trust practically no one.

-I cry way a lot

-I envy other people's lives so easily.

-I am the worst conversationalist in the history of the world. I don't want to go out with people I don't know REALLY well, just the two of us, because I'm scared that we'll run out of things to talk about because I fail at engaging in conversations like normal people.

-I find myself very annoying when I think back at the things I did.

-I'm very distant with my parents. I never talk to them unless they ask me something.

-I'm kinda fake and lie a lot, depending on how you look at it.

-It wouldn't be too bad to die a peaceful death.

Man. I'm a depressing person :[

[Guest aznsweetie143]

1. I have no heart.

2. I sound profound, but I mean none of the things I say.

3. I care only for myself.

[uruchai]

- my younger sister is a lot luckier [in school, in love, in friendship, in experiences] than me; and she's living the life I once wanted - or even still crave. most of the time my envy towards her turns into anger.

- i'm always five steps behind my friends in life.

[Guest lovex3]

- I'm not as good in math as everyone thinks

- I have a back fetish

- I like getting hit on ( haha )

[Guest TICKLE ME Jx2]

- On my weekends, I drive to a parking lot and sit there for hours to make my mother think I have friends.

Aw, I'll be your friend!

- I often wish I was someone else.

- I often feel lonely.

- As bad a role model Miley Cyrus may be, I sometimes wish I was her.

- I want to be a Disney Channel star like Demi Lovato.

- I get jealous when I see someone prettier than me.

- I like to spend time with my family/parents.

- I judge books by their covers.

- I judge people by their looks.

- I have a high level of self-esteem.

- I'm not good at having deep conversations with people face-to-face.

- Its awkward for me to express my feelings when talking to someone in "real life".

That's it for now.

Cheers!

[Guest musical.memory]

1. I hate myself, and no matter how happy and perfect I always act, I am practically dead and bitter inside.

2. Self-pity is unhealthy, but it almost comes natural to me at this point.

3. I miss my father to an extreme level.

4. When I know that a guy likes me, I tend to pay more attention to him even though I know it's evil because I don't like him back. Then when he likes another girl I get kinda offended. [stupid girl]

5. No matter how many times you apologize, I probably won't ever forgive you even if I said I did.