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  1. On 2/4/2017 at 9:39 AM, Gabi Bros said:

     Is a really good list but I am not sure about this statement. What do you mean by star sickness in IU's case? :)  My english is not that good and probably it has other meanings. I think star sickness is when someone (because of fame) begins to think of himself as superior or overly special. Like "fame gone to the head"? I think IU has always being humble about herself. I think she got into depression because she thought she destroyed her career in a second (being herself the only at guilt) when she uploaded in 2012 the photo with the super junior guy ("dating scandal") gaining lots of haters in the process. And yes, probably feeling guilty for the guy also. Time proved that she never lost the fame. Before scandals she topped charts, after scandals she also topped charts. Still had the public recognition. Probably people were more crazy about her during the Good Day times, but I think that is pretty normal, it was something new and for many she had a completely angelic aura (not black and white, only white). For me the only thing that changed is that she got more or a lot of (immature) haters. Fame is still there. Don't know if she will still be topping the charts with next album, but for sure she will give good music. I trust her talent. 

     @Gabi Bros @WH  You're right. IU has actually never experienced 'star sickness'...and least for sure not what Joongi experienced.

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  2. Ahhhh. Thank you @latinoona.  I KNOW I am a broken record, but I know I'm not the only Uaena who loves IU/Jieunie's voice and is always mesmerized by it. KPop and the K-entertainment industry is actually chock full of singers with tremendous, beautiful voices. But I always keep going back to our IU because of her interpretations and the stories and feelings her voice evokes. So here I am once again repeating a wish I have for our Joongi -- the experience of having our Jieunie sing to him, in an intimate setting (LOL...not necessarily just she and him, but with others present...because a dedicated song would be such a meaningful gift). All that would be necessary is her guitar and her voice. I'm sure he would melt to pieces.

     

     

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  3. 1 hour ago, starcandy0516 said:

    It's only Namoo who give the statement that they are only close friends. It's not JG himself said that, but according to my experience in K-Ent, a lot of reporter from those media outlets called JG's agency to give some explanation. Then, his agency give official statement to them. So, that's why we see so many official statement from Namoo to media outlets. It's because those reporter called Namoo and asked for some explanation.

     

    @starcandy0516 @MrKobegiant Hi! My apologies for always summoning you both. I tried to backread to see if this NB article was already addressed. If so, please disregard. My question is whether the original Namoo press release was mentioned, or are they actually saying Joongi made this comment?

    http://netizenbuzz.blogspot.com/2017/01/lee-jun-ki-denies-dating-rumors-with-iu.html

    EDIT: wasn't sure if this was the article that was originally referenced in your post above @starcandy0516

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  4. 5 hours ago, NerinaC said:

    Okay I am not sure if this is the right time to update my fanfic.... but here it goes.

    on side note I revised part 7 a lil bit, I will put the revised  version here along with part 8 so you don't need to back read or trying to find it on previous page. 

     

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    It was around 9pm when his message arrived, Jie Eun was planning on her special farewell party for Inna unnie. Inna unnie 5 years on Volume Up KBS radio station had come in a closure on last May. But since both of them were pretty busy and the broke up situation kind of made her forgot on her first plan and promise to her unnie on their last show together at Volume Up. She had promised to make an unforgettable farewell party for her number one DJ and unnie. It is time to spoiled Inna unnie, it is the right thing to do after all she did for her.

     

     

    ‘Are you busy? Do you want to go out and have a drink with me?’  Ji Eun eyes became wider in a second, she blinked and reread the message a couple of times. Her heart beat a little faster than the usual. Joon Gi oppa is asking her to have a drink with him.

     

     

     ‘Alone?? Just the two of us??  Ommo ommo ... Ottoke...’  She panicked, it had always been a group gathering, not too many people but never been just the two of them, Hong Jung Hyun shi was the one that mostly  around and went with them, sometimes Jin Ki Jo shi, Hera shi, Kim San Ho shi or Jo Min Gi shi would joined too, Han Na unnie was at China, so she couldn’t join the gathering, which is why she made crying face emoticon on her private and group chat whenever she knew about the group meetings.  Another message came in, while she was panicking  on what to answer him.

     

     

    ‘I understand if you can’t though, it is late after all.*smile*’ 

    “Oh no no no, I will, I am going, it is not that late, I can go!” she exclaimed in panic, forgetting that was a message not a phone call. She realized that a little bit late and quickly answered his message.

     

     

    ‘Sure oppa, where should we meet? The usual place?’

     She waited for his answer... 3 minutes passed, she kept staring at her phone screen waiting. ‘Why he didn’t answer?? Was I too late?? Come on... please answer oppa’

     

    She threw her phone to her bed; angry to herself thinking that she had missed the chance, when all of the sudden a new message came in. Quickly she grabbed her phone and checked the message.

     

     

    ‘Yes the usual place is good, thank you Ji Eun ah *big grin smile, hug*. I will see you in an hour’

     

    Ji Eun rushed to her wardrobe, ‘What to wear? Something simple or cute or sexy? Argh how about the make up?? What to do?? Oh my gosh what is wrong with me, calm down Ji Eunni!’

     

    In the end she picked a simple jeans with pink top and put on a simple but cute make up on. She took out her big hoodie, hat and masker, wore her favorite sneaker. She still need to have precaution, She didn’t want  to get him in gossip magazine. He has always had that clean status all these years, she didn’t plan on changing that. Life of celebrities....

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    When she arrived, she spot him pretty quickly. He waved at her, pointing at the sit in front of him.

    “I am sorry I am late, oppa,” she bowed at him apologetically.

    “It’s okay I have just arrived like 5 minutes ago too, the usual?” His smile is somewhat brighter than the usual today, quietly Ji Eun noted in. She nodded at his question, thanked and smiled back. He quickly ordered her favorite drink and returned to their sits with the drink.

    “So, the drama will aired in a few days, are you nervous?”

    “Very!” she blurted out, Joon Gi oppa chuckled at her straightfowardness.

    “You don’t really have to be though. You did a great job Ji Eun ah.” He said while looking at her eyes directly. She could feel that he is being sincere, Joon Gi oppa always been sincere and open to her from the days they were at the filming. That was probably what made her trust him and let him got closer.

    “Can I believe that? From someone who said that he is worried; to have an idol as the leading actress?” she teased him.

    “Hey, that was before I see how hard you work on your scenes and how amazinng the result was,”  he quickly retorted. “You have proven me wrong Ji Eun ah, you are Jjang!” He raised his thumbs up and laughed brightly.

    “Thank you paeha your benevolence is beyond measure” She bowed at him and laughed.

    “Good...” he said it with his kingly  voice and nooded wisely, before burst into another cheerful laugh. Ji Eun followed his lead and laugh whole heartily.

    “Han Na unnie is amazing though, she delivered Yeon Hwa amazingly. I adored her acting, she is really beautiful. Her Yeon Hwa is really beautiful”  

    “Yes, she is a great actress,” he nodded in agreement, “But your Hae So... it is beyond compare. I am thankful that you are the one who get the role, Ji Eun ah. I really do.”

    She felt her face getting hot by his praises,

    “Aigooo..... you are just being kind oppa.”

    “No, Hae Soo is really beautiful.... You are really beautiful Ji Eun ah”

    An akward silence filled the air, Ji Eun didn’t know, was it the drink or something else, at that moment all the noise around her went quiet, she could hear her heart beating louder than any drum everything felt in  slow motion, all she could see was his eyes, his nose, his smile.... his ... lips.

    “Uhm... I am sure... That Ki Ha shi would say that to you everyday too,” he coughed and cleared his throat breaking the silence. He diverted his gaze to the band who was on stage.

    “Ah hahaha thank you oppa...” She laughed nervously. ‘He thinks i am still with Ki Ha oppa....Why do I feel disappointed?’ She gazed him intently, he sensed her gaze and looked back at her with his sweet smile; at that point she wished time would just stop

     

    Part 8 (I made this part longer than the usual, plz do mind the error and typos... I am typing from 10 pm till 2 am lol >_< ... n hopefully you guys enjoy it)

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    A revelation .... is that what it’s called? That night she found out her feeling for him. She tried to reason herself that it was impossible, not so long ago she had her heart shredded to pieces by one she called as “Love at first sight” and she was sure she won’t fall in love in anytime soon. It just doesn’t make any sense, how he entered her heart; she refused to acknowledge it. No matter how she sees it, it is probably just a rebound or worst.. Hae Soo feelings. She still has Hae Soo feelings attached and falling for him would just be like falling for his Wang So not for who he really is.  She knew how those type of love would end, when the magic disperse so would the love. So she made decision to bury her feeling and would try to kill it somehow, with all her might; or that was what she thought.

     

     

    On the day of the pres conference, when she saw him again, she forgot all that she had decided few days ago. Her eyes kept finding their way to him, her ears seemed to gain some kind of super power because they were able to  catch his laugh and chatters from  far away, her lips been in half moon up whenever he was around and her heart .... oh her heart been running in miles on high speed whenever he was near; she was sure she will have a heart attack soon.

    She couldn’t stop herself to keep stealing glances at him, smiled at every words that he said, blushed whenever their eyes met, felt like in heaven whenever he praised and support her, and agreed on most of his opinions.

     

     

    “Sigh... ottoke...” Ji Eun was in the ladies room, it was break time before the cast interview.

    “What’s wrong?” Han Na unnie voice startled her. She didn’t know that she was there. Ji Eun just shook her head and bit her lips, she frowned.

     

     

    “That look... doesn’t like nothing for me,” Han Na looked at her with concern.

    “Look, Ji Eunni... you know how I am not someone who like to poke my nose to someone else business, but really I was hoping that you could trust me and told me what’s been bugging you lately, I am here for you... though I may not have the solution, but I am here for you.”

     

     

    “Unnie... Is not that I don’t trust you.... I just don’t know how to talk about this,” Ji Eun felt guilty to make Han Na unnie thought she didn’t trust her.

     

     

    “Try... you could at least try,” Han Na smiled kindly.

    “Okay unnie... but later, let’s go somewhere together after this event.”

    “Sure, let’s go drink together, just the two of us. Beside I have been left behind on our gatherings, you guys been having fun without me.” Han Na made funny sad face to lighten her mood, Jie Eun smiled and nodded.

     

     

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    “I... I think... I am ... in love,” Ji Eun said quietly. They were in one of her favorite hang out place. It was a small drinking joint not to far from her apartment, the owner knew her and always gave her a private area, away from the common crowd.

     

     

    “To? Ki  Ha shi? He is your boyfriend... how is that something to sigh about?” Han Na sipped her soju.

     

     

    “No...,” she shook her head, “we broke up.”

     

     

    Han Na unnie looked at her and quickly made a connection with the ladies room episode, where she found Ji Eun crying in the corner of the room.

    “Ah... I see, I am sorry to hear that.”

     

     

    “No, it is okay, it is inevitabled. We have been in break ups and reconciles. I guess we have reached our limit.”

    “Was the fact that you are in love with someone else, is the cause?” Han Na unnie asked carefully.

    “No, never unnie,” Ji Eun quickly retorted. “I would never..., just somewhere along the line I guess our love was not enough. He said he just couldn’t do it anymore and I.... no matter how much I loved him, I agreed... we were at our limit.”

    “So what’s the problem? Ohhh... Don’t tell me you are in love with a married guy?!” Han Na unnie made a playfull shocked face.

    “Nooo ommo unnie...!” Ji Eun almost shouting in surprise.

    “Sorry, sorry, I was just joking,” Han Na chuckled, “then why are you so troubled?”

    “Because I don’t know.... if this is real feeling or just a rebound... or even worst ... a circumstantial feeling.”

    “Circumstantial feeling?” Han Na unnie repeated, confused.

    “I am in love with Lee Joon Gi sunbaenim,” she said in small voice.

    Han Na was quiet at first then she finally understood what has bugging Ji Eun.

    “You are worried that you are in love to Wang So instead of Lee Joon Gi shi?”

    Ji Eun nodded as the answer that was her biggest concern.

    “Then... you should make sure, test it if needed, take your time, make a list for things that you love about him and make a list for things that make Hae Soo loves Wang So, make comparison, if you find lots of similarities... then yeah it could be you are in love to Wang So and not sunbaenim,” Han Na said while looking at her eyes. She looked serious but with a smile she continued,

    “But... I don’t really think that it was Ji Eunni. ”

    “What do you mean unnie?”

    “I think it could be real love, because Hae Soo .... she already ended even before you broke up with your boyfriend, for a rebound.... that one I am not sure but I don’t really think it is. In anyway you should make sure, so you won’t regret it.” Han Na smiled encouragingly.

    “And.... whatever your final answer is, I believe in you. I never see anyone at your age as mature and wise as you. I know you will get your answer, I will always support you.”

    ---

    Moon Lovers had aired for a few episodes, the ratings weren’t as good as everyone expected. Baek Hyun and Ji Eun were at the end of the stick that got bashed the most. Usually she would ignore the basher by taking them in and refuted in her own way. But this time she really felt bad and sory  for dragging other casts with her, if only it was just her own work it would have been a different story.

    ‘Good evening Jie Eun shi, do you want to go out for a drink? Joon Gi sunbaenim and  I are out at the usual place. Was just thinking if you’re free and interested to join.’  Hong Jong Hyun message popped in her phone.

    ‘Good evening, I will see you there in 30 minutes. Thank you for inviting me Jong Hyun shi’  She really could use some drinks, and she also need to see him. It has been a couple weeks now since their last meeting. He still messaged her and sometimes facetimed but she had been avoiding him a little bit. Due to  her need to do evaluation with her feeling to him. But tonight seeing the ratings lower than 7% really taking a toll on her.

    “I am so sory oppa, sunbae... it is because my lacking skill, that Moon Lovers got such a low ratings.” Ji Eun pratically bowed at them soon after she arrived.

    “What... no no that’s not true, Ji Eun ah. I have told you right you did an amazing job,” Joon Gi oppa quickly stopped her from bowing any deeper.

    “You really did Ji Eun shi, stop thinking the low ratings because of you. You can’t really believe the haters ... they are all lies.” Hong Jong Hyun patted her back in reassurance.

    Joon Gi oppa then passed her drink, they have ordered it before she arrived.

    “For now let’s just drink and enjoy the night.”  He smiled as usual.

    “I wonder how Baek Hyun shi.... he got bashed pretty bad too,” Jong Hyun shi drank his 3rd can of beer.

    “I have messaged him, he should be okay.... with his busy schedule, he didn’t really have time to wory about the bashing.” Joon Gi poured his drink to his glass.

    As usual he would try to take care his hobae, even though the filming had ended a few months ago. Ji Eun wondered if she was more concern about her feeling for him or his feelings for her. The thought on all of his kindness, his concern, care and constant supports were only an act of a sunbae toward his hobae; for some reason poked her nerve, she was upset.

     

     

    She ordered her fourth Chamisul to drown her baseless anger to the point she felt a little bit tipsy. . Hong Jong Hyun had went home somewhere around her third bottle, she didn’t really pay attention. He left saying he has schedule tomorrow, so it is just her and Joon Gi oppa.    

     

     

    “You are drinking more than usual, are you okay Ji Eun ah?” Joon Gi oppa was watching her; concerned. 

    “I am okay, I am not drunk yet,” she quickly retorted while pouring more soju to her glass and gluped it down in one go.

    “I think you need to slow down a bit. You are driving here right?”

    “I said I am not drunk yet!... Oppa” she almost forgot her manner, adding oppa on her last sentence didn’t really making the tone milder though, but at least she tried.

    Joon Gi made a low held down laugh, he found Ji Eun tipsy manner cute

    “Why are you laughing? Oppa,” she was having trouble to keep her manner while feeling tipsy and annoyed at the same time.

    “You are allowed to use banmal, let’s be casual to one another.” Joon Gi said with a chuckled.

    “Okay then, dont regret it later oppa, since you suggested it, I will use banmal,” she happily agreed on. She poured the last remaining soju from her bottle to her glass and drank it in another one go. She raised her hand to request another bottle.

    “I really think you should slow down Ji Eun ah,” He pulled her hand down stopping her from ordering another bottle.

    “Stop it! Don’t be so caring...!”she pulled her hand of his roughly,  she half realized what the alcohol had done to her, but it was too late to stop. Joon Gi oppa was stunned

    “Don’t be too kind to me, you confused me. Oppa... your words, your actions.... I really have trouble to understand it. Is this how you treated your hobae?? Does it apply to every junior actress and actor you know?”

    “Ji Eun ah...”

    “I don’t like it.... I hate it!“ She blinked a tear rolled down her cheek. She saw his hand raised toward her cheek, but stopped mid air. He gaze her intently, she gazed him back the air felt thick and intense.

    “What if I said I don’t treat every junior the same? What if I said that you are special? Ji Eun ah... “ his voice was low and deep.

     

     

    Hi Chingu! Please tag me too when you share. I'm thoroughly enjoying your story. :rolleyes:

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