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[Guest axelle]

i miss u sooo much my choxki, i cant wait for you to arrive...

fetch you from the airport, eat dinner with you...and spend

my weekend with you! ^^ i love you always, mwah! *hugs*

6 nights to go....

[Guest NuChee]

"Talk to you tomorrow" (jan. 30)

Ahem, where's my phone call?! >_<

I miss you..

[Guest flyxme.]

you made me laugh so much, it wont be the same without you :[

why didnt you come to school today? i thought you would

i dont get to laugh at your stupid questions and jokes anymore..

[Guest sushiwhore]

'somebody's baby' <- my current happy song

o_o anddddddd o_o i love my baby (wallace) and my boyrfriend <33333333333

[Guest Emyli]

I know you like me. Ask me out already. My answer would be yes.

[Guest supermonkey]

im this close - to breaking up with you... im tired of all this...

[Guest starstargumi3]

i think you like me back :blush:

[Guest Purple.Orchird]

*sigh* i wish we could have something in common

when we talk on msn it's just a small intro

i wish we were in the same school as you

i want to be the best friends again.

it was just soooo much fun when we did things together.

i want to be there for you when there's tough times not her.

i dont even no who u like now!!

when u gave me that card BBFL.... was it really really true?

why couldnt EVERYTHING be the same???????

why are u such good friends with L???

Why did u call her a really good friend?

i just really dont like her. i dont even no if we would get along.

i wish i could move far away and meet new people.

we tried to be the bestest friends. but i can tell it's not working.

you're moving on to other people. i can still remember when it was the 5 of us.....

i want to be there for you, talk a bout things i can tell to people.

but it's never going to work is it?

Sandy, i just really wish we could be friends again. the bestest friends.

[Guest 2cOokiees]

what do you want from me,

can you just please tell me what you want?

this is getting really ridiculous,

you asked me if was richard simmons off,

yes im, but not at you.

at all my stupidness, i regret it.

i regret it so much.

why did i even tell you?

whats the point? this is so hard for me..

im suffereing through all these, and you dont even know shieet,

all you do is just stand/sit there and watch me?

you promised me your gonna tell me, and do all these?

but you know what?, please dont make promises when your not gonna keep them?

PLEASE, please dont give me hopes, then CRUSH THEM,

it hurts, i dont wanna see you hurt, but do you know that im getting hurt myself cuz i dont want you hurt?

whats the point of me waiting?, your not even gonna do ANYTHING.

just, PLEASE dont make any promises when your not gonna keep them.

this is just hurt for mee...

[Guest shiawasebeam]

i found out your name and now i can't stop thinking of you;

it's crazy. i'm pretty sure i'm starting to like you. one problem -

you stole the cake i wanted. and it was the last piece.. it was a

yummy cake though.

[bORicha.]

So do you still like her? Just curious.

[Guest miss lisa]

i realized something. this is never gonna be easy. its never gonna be okay. and its never gonna stop hurting. you are who you are and i already know what to expect from you so i should stop hoping that sumthing will be different because it never will be. youre never gonna change. i let myself get upset when you fail my expectations but you will never truly be able to satisfy me b/c youre really not good enough for me. and i dont mean that in a mean way. its just that i know what i want and what i expect and i know that i deserve it. so im not gonna change it or apologize for it anymore. and you really dont have what it takes to make me happy. im only wasting my time and disappointing myself when you continually fail to be the person i desire. at heart, youre still so young and immature. you have no idea what you truly want or where youre going in life. ive been thru a lot more than you have and done playing stupid games. youre just starting out in this crazy world and you've gotten so caught up in the hype of it all, you dont see whats real. im so sick of this place and these people and i realized that youre no different than they are. i dont know why i ever expected anything from you when the only thing youve proven to me over the past year and a half is that you no substance or strength of character. you cant be depended on and you really have no idea who you are. and yea we're all still trying to find ourselves but you just change as the crowd does, like youre afraid that the real you might not be good enough. one day i know you'll learn but im over it. im tired of playing around w/ the boys. i let myself be weak and vulnerable for you b/c i wanted to know that you could and would take care of me but you cant take care of me when you cant even take care of yourself. but the only way you'll learn is thru experience so go, do, and fail. drown. pick yourself up off the ground. and be a real man. kus so far all i've seen is a lost, insecure, little boy and theres nothing sexy or attractive about that. youre so stuck and you dont even realize it. i want someone whos going places. the real worlds gonna hit you real hard. and i finally see that youre never, ever gonna be good enough for me.

[Guest lshluvr]

your...? if so, thanks for bringing her. maybe i can stop "relapsing". if not, thanks for bringing her still. maybe i will stop once and for all.

i wish i didn't see you so much tonight...that was so '-'

and why were you looking at me? please stop.

seriously.

that makes things worse and i'm tired of worse. i want to feel calm and peaceful.

i thank you for bringing her, but why do i feel so detached and heavy?

i told my friend i was fine. pretty sure i was. or at least felt i should be. i guess now, i can somewhat leave for reason 1 and possibly reason 2 if it happens. i don't want to because of the other unnies...but i think this will help me leave.

my new plan:

if i don't see you (or see you but not make eye contact), i cannot greet you.

please let that happen until at LEAST i leave. that's all i ask. too bad you probably won't read this.

guess who will have trouble sleeping tonight. at least this will help me more with emotions.

[Guest addickshun]

i wonder what i'd do next time i see you.

[Guest --infatuated.]

OH-EM-EFF-GEEEEEE!

last night was heeella cool with tha girls

& robeeeert.

hahahahaha.

touge-ing on calaveras & redwoood.

slightweight dizzy still, but it's coooo.

gonna visit the RUNS tho.

bouta get me some accction, FORRREALS.

hahhahah. i don't like the daily.

i need me some NEW THANGS.

boothang. hahahaha SYYYYYYKE!

bustin' 130. SMASHIN that sht hella hard.

on our way to taaaaap. & GOT THERE ON TIMEE.

*phhhhew. was a CLOSE richard simmons ONE

but hellllla 180'ed cusa the "TALK"

daaaamn. i'm hella sorrrry jobaaas!

:[ hella not NEEDED

'thinkin' its all coo with us now.

like, it's never gonna be like that ANYMORE.

you know it too.

just one of them thannngs.

but whatvs, i'm fckn PREPAREDDD for tomorrow tho! eeeey.

[Antz]

you're the best. <3

but seriously.

you just HAVE to get a job soon, okay?

that money in your bank isn't gonna last soon.

[viviians]

when are you gonna gimme the chance to talk things out?

avoiding me isnt gonna solve anything.

[Guest Hazy]

I envy you sometimes, but other times I feel sorry for you.. maybe it IS best if we stay away from each other for a while..

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Don't expect me to be free everytime you're free. It's annoying and everyone has their own lives.

[Guest cathyy_]

i cant believe you did that to me.

i cant believe you toy with me then throw me away for someone else.

i cant believe you even call yourself a friend after you did that.

i cant believe you lead me on like that.

i cant believe you didnt even tell me.

i cant believe i had to find out from someone else.

I CANT BELIEVE YOU.

so absurd.

[Guest addickshun]

who are you choosing? :x

my heart hurts so much.