Michelleys Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 Dang, You just really want me to fall for you dontcha? Well guess what? I did. Mannn, I hope you're not playing me or anything. Because after the snuggle, I really did fall for you. =) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest mz simmonz Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 I had a dream about you last night, which is really really unusual because I have no feelings for you. Sure I found you physically attractive but I know what kind of guy you are and you are not the type of guy I would EVER date. In the dream, we went to school together and I didn't feel well and neither of us drove that day so you took the train with me..I thought it was really sweet since you don't live near me..anyway on the train you told me to lay my head on your shoulders so I did..it was time to say goodbye and I wanted to kiss you so much..you kissed me gently but I wanted a deeper, more passionate kiss. You felt it and we kissed with more passion until you pulled away, and looked at me angrily and said, "that's what you wanted right? there, are you happy? this is why I stopped liking Sara, she acted like that too" (Sara is my friend, who also has no romantic ties with this guy). It was strange...the next day you called me and said that you didn't want to see me anymore. i really wonder what that dream means because you're not even the last person i saw or spoke to..i never thought about dating you and im sure the most you ever thought of me was "getting lucky" since you are such a typical frat boy. weird! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest accoustic-x Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 the tears we shed, the countless hugs we shared, they're all in my mind, so rest assured and go on with life as usual. we're not breaking up or anything, just a short period of separation. I'll miss you definitely and i know you will too! so, cope with it just for this while. It's for our good and i'm sure you understand too. Maybe it'll be a blessing in disguise? The further you are, the more my heart yearns for you, but i'll bear with it just for this week, cos it's something inevitable and something beyond our control. I'll be looking forward to next year! it'll be a happier year for the both of us! i love you J. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lost Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 I can't help but notice how depressing and lonely this Christmas was... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest sorbet6 Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 the email was really really unexpected. it has been, what, 2 years since we last saw each other? way to go, i think i'm stuck on you AGAIN. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Smileforjessie Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 i really like you you were so cute at the train station ^3^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest <3 for six seasons Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 Sometimes when you find something great, you have to give up a lot to hold on to it. The way to tell if its worth it or not can only come in time, but without giving it a chance you will never know. ;] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ritzy! Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 now i'm feeling like we're at the end of the road, whatever we had now i gotta let go nights like this i wish raindrops would fall to cover my tears whishing i could replace all these wasted years of loving someone who cuoldn't love me back and now again i gotta start from scratch and it sucks knowing, that i've given you my everything .. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest joolee. Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 You tend to always confuse me, what are you really thinking as of now? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Mr.Saturday Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 This is not what I expected. This is not what I wanted to happen. This is not how my life should be. This is not how I want to live. This is not who I want to be. This is not who I am. This is not why I'm not so lost. This is not why I am lost, please. This is not the way it should be. This is not me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest --infatuated. Posted December 27, 2007 Share Posted December 27, 2007 TRES SATISFIED. forrrreals. i'm loving where i'm at & i don't know whyy. LOST it only'cause you didn't care. you made it seem that way. YOU pushed me away. regrets? PERfcknHAPS. but idk anymoreeee. motto. BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS out there. have fuuun with it. :] 1011. CONTACTS already! sheeeesh. more days to come. afraid but lovin' every moment. <3 thannnnks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest TXX Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 I want to hear ur voice. We have nothing really special going on but somewhat you got this special impact on me. If this is a dream, I wish I can wake up NOW. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
votre-beau Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 I'm tired of this, and i'm sure you are too. I know it's just not worth yelling and screaming at me, scolding me like it would actually go through my thick skull, as you said. But you still find some energy inside that torn, worn-out body of yours to release all your anger on me-- us. I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say. I'm sorry. I know it doesn't mean anything to you anymore, but i'm sorry. I really am. I'll stop this, I'll quit. I'm not going to do it anymore. But, I know whatever I do, you're never going to approve. You're going to find some flaw in me and yell at me all over again, like a repeating cycle. But, I just can't take it anymore. I hate feeling bad about myself, I hate how you make me feel like i'm so ugly in the inside and out, I hate it. I hate going to bed and trying to muffle out my sobs and cries. I hate pitying myself. And I hate how I pity you. I'm sorry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest addickshun Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 my dear friends. i'll be seeing you tomorrow n__n* it's been days i haven't seen you guys and laugh like there's no tomorrow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest crystallizedtear Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 why do i still miss you? my heart yearns to hug you i can't give in to this feeling i can't somehow love has always disappointed me we were not meant to be --- i hope tomorrow i have a great day with friends and that work is fun too and that all this makes me forget about you you're not worth it. i wish i really meant it when i say that sentence but my heart can't believe it. freaking stupid heart. i can't wear my heart on my sleeve i want to lock it up. away. from the world. but it's so hard. i like you so much. i hope you're happy with her. i hope you're happy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest chairya Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 i hate you. if you want to talk, talk. sure, you call me. but.. playing video games while youre on the phone w/ me pisses me offfffffffff. rawr. that's it. i'm crazy~! i don't feel like talking with you much anymore ughh ill just see you later, whenever that is. HAVE A NICE TRIP UP NORTH FOR THE REST OF BREAK BABE I'LL SEE YOU IN A WEEK AND A HALF. (yes it's THAT serious. AHHH SO FRUSTRATING) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ilovemesomekorean Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 It's funny because i always tell myself that i wont get hurt, because i wont let myself fall. I know it's too soon to say anything, but I.. I think that i am falling for you. You're my first real relationship. That's for sure. The others were just flings. I like you a lot, so please... If you ever lose interest just let me know. So i can pick up the pieces as fast as I can. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antz Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 i miss you. so freaking much, it hurts me. i need to see you, because lately it isn't been good for me at all. everything is just falling apart, and we can't even talk on the phone long because you're always tired. and i feel so bad for keeping you on the phone. i just miss you so much.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lily-chan Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 I loved you for loving me... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest __forensic Posted December 28, 2007 Share Posted December 28, 2007 If you really liked me, as you claimed, then you'd make more of an effort. Even if you're intentions aren't to get together, then, like i said, i don't mind being just friends. Just don't make me be the first one to initiate everything... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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