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[Guest NEYUGN93]

I hope hanging out with you is worth all the paranoid-ness I'm having, traveling alone to see you.

[Guest heartdrops]

Today was the first time you talked to me "directly".

Although it was online, I felt happy that you actually said something directed to me.

[Guest michikosashimi]

its been months since i've seen you.

its been weeks since we've talked.

by now my mind should be off of you.

for some reason it isnt.

i hate this feeling of missing you.

i feel an urge to hate you now.

i dont know what to say to you.

i just hope when you come back for those 5 months,

that i would not see that face that i once loved.

[Guest Rekidai]

i hate you. i hate how you are right now, i hate how even though we still like each other you just want to be friends,

your stupid and naive

[chifuni]

Baby, can't we just start over?

[Guest twinkle_l0ve]

you make me want to give up.

give up on everything.

you've unknowingly given me a burden. A burden that isn't even mine to bear.

[Guest hellobby]

I john teshing hate you. The hatred just grows deeper with each passing day. I feel like I'll explode soon just by living with you and having to see you. I can't wait till I'm 18 and out in uni so I don't have to be near you anymore.

[Guest whiterainbowx]

I've slept with it every day til today. I guess it's time to let go, aye?

[Guest oh tangerine x]

it was nice seeing you again.

eventho you forgot who i was or pretended to,

you were the first guy i liked and the only one who never found out.

i guess we should keep it this way.

as much as i don't want to, i miss you a bit.

[Guest Seriah]

stop saying that i'm this and i'm that, i'm so tired of it.

you guys are the reason why i act this way.

don't believe it?

take a step back and look at all the things you've said and done to me.

[Guest jaeka]

Lawl, you cannot be without me, can you hun <3

[Guest Frozy]

Dedicating all my time for the people I love, yet receive none back. Six years has this phase repeated itself. Maybe NG's really do always finish last.

[Guest infinite*]

I MISS YOU.

No, not anymore.

[Guest ___orangelicious]

I think sometimes I almost have to drive myself half insane before I open my mouth.

UGH. I'm so distorted inside, kind of all over the place, I trust you but then little things likeeee why is your personal mssg thing still that...small things like that irk me and I can't discuss this with anyone sane who wouldn't think I'm out of my mind but understand until MONDAY. Ridiculous. Absolutely ridiculous.

[Guest hanilemon]

I know you're busy but I really really really would love to hear from you now.. I'll beg to hear your voice. Even if it's just a minute. Please. ):

edit: Thank you so much. I feel relieved now. <3

[lyyzilla]

you're married.

we're still awkward... LOL

and you're my sister ==;

let's be closer now.. since you're married and all LOL

yeah y'know

[Guest IATEYOU]

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away<3

[Guest Classicelfryoko]

...why can't I throw my feelings away?

The more I try to push you out of my life I can't.

..I love you so much. I miss you so much right now.

I wish you knew...god I wish you knew what it's like feeling

this all the damn time. I don't regret telling you at all.

But god damn..god damn..it hurts so much.

I hate crying over you.

..I love you so much. ughh just...GO AWAY

[chifuni]

Damn this ache. If this is what it's like to love someone, I almost don't want to have anything to do with it.

[Guest april_showers]

I know things at this stage when I start to believe. So I'm trying so hard not to be rash.

Just don't want to repeat my mistakes and screw up.

Is this a poor excuse to play hard to get?