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from epreview at yes24 whenever I see him, my heart beats i knew he is my love whenever I see him, I am all twinkle, twinkle i knew it at first sight as warm as ?spring star is it possible for love to come? whenever I see him, my heart jumps will you stay by my side for sure Can love come whenever i see you I am twinkle, twinkle today, tomorrow and again and again my thoughts are only of you. for real. don't lose interest. for real don't get irritated. for real don't leave me. for real. embrace my eyes for you. 1. SoJu was really a strange female. I met her for the first time when a friend invited a few to a pub in winter.

Sunnies, I just ordered through G market. their website is not very user-friendly, but finally, I was able to order. http://gsearch.gmarket.co.kr/Listview/Search?keyword=눈물은 하트모양 you may have to register. see if it works for you.

I saw m.yes24.com posted at dc-koo. few fans posted that they ordered it through it. I am posting the title of the book and Koo's name in Korean for you all 눈물은 하트모양 구혜선 I tried to buy via yes24, somehow could not do it.

I am not sure yet how to buy her book. I am looking into Gmarket but i dont think they have it yet. English version would be great for me too.

https://m.blog.naver.com/PostView.nhn?blogId=sum-lab&logNo=221538179523&navType=tl AJH and KHS couple: romance level zero...he says it's like living in a temple. A couple that grew stronger on trust than on flutter of the heart. AhnGoo couple. Koo HyeSun. Naturally, Ahn JaeHyun's name comes up. Ahn JH and Koo HS are a couple. We once had a chance to peek into their sweet newlywed life together through tvN's program. A dominant wife, a romantic husband. Their biting yet sweet relationship aroused dreams of marriage for the singles and shared understanding beyond romance ideals to those who are already married. 2 years have passed since the program. Are they still sweet to each other? Who is Koo Hyesun the person in that relationship? Of course, part of GHS's identity is the marriage to AJH. However, she is also a woman constantly building herself as an artist with her endless creative works in art, music, writing, directing and more. She is a wife and much much more. Coincidentally, she is about to publish a novel and so I met her at a cafe in Seoul Mapo-gu Hapjung dong. I asked her about AJH, marriage and love. Q I hear you are releasing a novel. A scenario that I wrote before getting married is coming out as a book. Title of the book is "A tear is heart shaped." It is a story that I wrote about 7 years ago, a romantic comedy scenario. It comes out on 24th. Q A tear is heart-shaped. What kind of story is it? Story of marriage in it? Original title was "Soju's Sangshik". Heroine's name is Soju. Male lead character is Sangshik. Their names are opposite. Heroine is Soju who loves soju. The man is an ordinary man with extreme common sense. Sangshik meets Soju at a friend's engagement party and falls in love at first sight. It is a story of their relationship. I wrote it 7 years ago, so, it has no story of marriage. However, you may find a lot about Goo Hye Sun in her mid-20's. You can basically think of Soju as Goo Hyesun when she was in her mid-20's. Q What was GHS like in mid-20? In my early 20's, I dated with all of me. Love made me obsessive and all consuming. Breaking from such a relationship left me crushed and empty. After a relationship that nearly destroyed me, i realized that I needed to change. In my mid 20's, I no longer wanted to be all-in, but wanted to be tough. I tried hard not to be possessive. Of course, I worried about him since I loved him, but I allowed a lot of space and freedom. I believed that I must think of him as an individual and not my possesion. Ironically, the more I let him go, the more he became attached to me (smile). Q Is your husband the first reader of your book? What did he think of it? Several people already read it while it was still a scenario. Once it became a novel, my husband read it for the first time. People mentioned that characters conversations are peculiar. Because I talked so much about Soju with my husband that he did not have much of a reaction. Q Is your husband more like SangShik? No. Sangshik is an ordinary man, My husband is no ordinary. He is also special. Q In what way is he special? Ajh is like a white poster paper. He is amazingly talented in accepting people as they are. When I first met him, he was in a state of exhaustion from someon trying to restrict and change him. I told him that I am not yours and you are not mine.He said that made him feel relieved. I have a tendency to want to protect what is mine. My old boyfriends could not understand that part of me and even became angry with me. Ajh-ssi accepted me fully as I am. He accepted this peculiar me. Q When people think about AJH and GHS, they think about the Newlywed Diary. Are you both stil like that? No, we are not newlyweds. (smile) We are there and not there. When we are together, it feels like we are not there. But, when we are not together, we think about each other. That is our relationship. We are objects (?). Q What about fluttering hearts? Fluttering heart is important to AJH-ssi, but I do not like it. When you feel fluttering heart, life becomes exhausting. What was important to me while dating and when we married was sense of comfort. We are friends. We shared everything about our past relationships and married when we felt free and comfortable inside. Recently, AJH-ssi would say he wants to feel that flutter of heart. Then, I would say it is just the weather. It is because it is spring. Then we talk about if we are trying to polish the marriage too. Rather than fluttering of heart, we have trust in each other. In my 20's, I also played the push and pull in a relationship. By 30's, around the time I met AJH-ssi, I was tired of the unnecessary yet existing jealousy and push and pull that go on in a relationship. AJH-ssi's real self is kind, considerate and friendly. At first, I did not care for that aspect of AJH. Because he is so kind to opposite sex, I mistook him as a playboy. One day, he sensed that I did not care for that part of him, and he completely changed. All of a sudden, he hardly interacted with other women at work. I liked AJH because he did not cause or start unnecessary misunderstandings. I felt comfortable with him. Q How do you think trust develops? I feel that it comes from keeping promises well. When the other person speaks of what s/he does not like, I feel that it is important to listen well and try to change and adapt. I happen to be a person who has a list of likes and dislikes. In the beginning, AJH-ssi saw that part of me and thought negatively of me. However, only after the two people hear each other out about what is emotionally uncomfortable for the other person and help and protect each other, can trust also develop. I think it is also important to know the boundary of relationships. When I meet a new person, AJHssi will also become aware of the person. When he also meets a new face, he lets me know. We talk to each other about who is prety and who is cool. At times, AJH-ssi would talk about someone who is his style, but I would merely advise him to watch his behaviors and to watch his emotions. I feel that the time spent on the relationship is important. The time spent with a new person cannot be replaced. Newness also becomes familiar and comfortable. We talk about not becoming deluded and deceived by newness and freshness. Q What is marriage to GHS? It is about living together. Life style dose have to match somewhat. We must be able to accept each other's egoism. Timing is also important. I do believe that there is time for marriage. (smile) Q Do you think you changed due to marriage? AJH-ssi has become comfortable. But I have become anxious( up and down). Typically, I am calm, not so swayed by emotions. But at times, I find myself asking why am I so upset? Why am I so intolerant? AJH-ssi and I are different when it comes to moments when we feel pushed aside and/or when we feel free. AJH-ssi felt more pushed aside and I rarely felt that way. But, when he changed, I began to feel more pushed aside. For example, my husband likes to watch videos and TV with me. He wants to do things together. But, I prefer to do things by myself. I would tell him to use his own time. So, he started to go out with his friends and just spend his time more freely. Then, I started to feel bored. So, we came down with a rule. We don't have to call each other when we are working, but let's stay in touch at least once a day. We will set aside the time. Such things. Q What do you think is most important in marriage? The strength to accepting each other's privacy. You cannot hide anything in marriage. Everything that is you is exposed. Instead of as a man or a woman, it is important to accept each other as human beings and family member. We are animal after all. It is important. To me, what is ideal in marriage is that we are able to ask for toilet paper from the bathroom. We have to be comfortable. While living with pets, we are not going to throw them away because we don't like their smell. It is because we choose to live together. In some way, our romantic life is at the complete bottom. (smile) But, we have a joke based on trust. I would ask AJH-ssi with whom he would like to marry, he would say why marry again? let us just live as is. QHow do you divide up housework these days? I pretty much do the housework for now. If you look at our schedule, AJH-ssi is busy and I am not. IN the beginning, I did housework excessively, but, these days, I do as much I can do. I used to collect all garbage and even take it outside by myself. These days, I would collect the garbage and just leave it at the entrance and AJH-ssi takes them outside. I think we developed our own rules. We don't want to be stressed out by housework, so we don't tell each other what to do. QWhat is it like being a couple who are actors? Our work is all about the labor of emotions. We have to develop our characters and perfect them. They are related to our pride and confidence. When AJH-ssi is about to enter work, I do not ever vent about my needs and complaints to him. I don't want to ruin the process of his work at perfecting his role. I think about how he won't love me anymore if I ruin or cause a scratch while he is trying to perfect himself. It is the same with me. I do not touch this aspect which I consider absolute. Q If you hold back on your emotions, doesn't that cause problem in the relationship? Maybe because we have been together 3-4 years now. But feeling pushed aside is minimal. Maybe once or twice a year, we may talk about when we felt hurt by each other. There really isn't that many things that we consider are problems. Of course, we fought a lot more at the beginning of the marriage. But, that helped a lot. while fighting, we learned a lot about each other and we learned that we are two different people. But, fighting really waste a lot of energy and we both do not like the after effects of fighting either. We also realized that long conversations do not necessarily resolve feelings. I feel that we are capable of forgetting. If I felt hurt by AJH-ssi, my tendency is to turn the focus away from AJH-ssi. I do my work. I say to myself that I need to feed the pets and move away. AJH-ssi also automatically pretends to go to the bathroom or that he needs to go out to exercise. When we move past that point of hurt, we forget what it was. Q But couples have expectations. How can hurt feelings be minimal? It can work if I focus on my life. When I get busy, hurt feelings also go away. I think of it as my problem and not his problem. AJH-ssi does talk about feeling like living inside a temple. (laughter) My husband and I promised each other not to ruin or destroy each other's lives. Even if this moment ends suddenly, we can say, thanks for living with me until now. We must acknowledge each other and we also have to give up certain things. AJH-ssi wants to constantly work on himself and I support and cheer for him.I don't ever want him to give up on himself because of me. We both gave up something once we decided to marry. Marriage is in a way a state of lost profit. Because I married, a limitation occurred in my acting career. Same is true for AJH-ssi. We have both lost. But we also became a team. As one team, there are pros. Because my husband is working, I can rest. If I work, my husband can have his free time. I support and hope this team will roll on well and the only thing I have to do is focus on my life. QHow does GHS see love? In the past, I thought love is about understanding everything. I thought love is like mother's love--all understanding and all consideration. Now, I do not believe in love. For me, I just believe in myself. I don't know love. Because I believe in myself, I think it will be OK. I don't trust happiness either. The moment I feel happy, misfortune also come at the same time. I try not to be enslaved by emotions. If I get a feeling, I try simultaneously to get the opposite feeling as well. I consciously try to maintain middle ground/ equilibrium. I tend to focus on actions instead of feelings. I used to be tardy and late to appointments. So, I remind myself that I tend to be late. So I tell myself to move one hour early and arrive at the appointment early. Q YOu are continuously working. Where do you get the inspiration? I get it by loving. While I raise my pets. In my twenty's relationship was everything. Now, I reminisce those days since they are all in the past. UNlike 20's, I have new type of emotions. I make quicker judgments about myself and I have developed a certain pattern of lifestyle. Since controlling the daily life pattern is possible, I focus on the inner self. These days I am analyzing into my past anger as well as any complex, sense of inferiority, etc. It really helps me to be more understanding of others. Q How do you want to remain as a couple? We talk about not wanting to be a show-window couple. Of course, the public is important. But, our feeling is that marriage more of two people's problem. We promised each other not to live an artificial or pretend life just for the public. Marriage is not a business and ours is not. Actually, when we decided to do the Newlywed Diary, I did think that some people may think of our relationship more as business. I did have a problem analyzing that. But, now, I know that I cannot have a baby or carry out a perfect marriage for the sake of the public.

Sorry Sunnies,,, I have been tired these days and did not get to translate her new episode of Pet Diary. I will defintely do it before the week is out. Sorry again.

If you find the interview on her new book, let me know. I don't see it anywhere. Maybe it will appear when the book actually comes out. I am waiting. Thanks a lot.

Thanks @izaku. (The first time I saw KHS) my eyes turned to all hearts. All of a sudden, I was just by her side. Yuboy-ya, you are pretty even if you do nothing. What is strange and awkward is when we don't say I love you to each other daily. I just liked/loved this person so much that I wanted to start marriage as soon as possible. I have told her that if I lived as AJH so far, I want to live as her husband from now on. Even if we have a baby, I feel that I will say I love my wife more than I love my baby. It feels so good that I don't know how to explain it. Marrying you is my birthday present. The love story that I want starts from marriage.

Thank you @izaku I wonder what it is. Maybe AJH is also coming out w a publication? A "romantic man" is a public enemy for all men around the world. AJH's a collection of short literary or philosophical extracts.

WOW!! @izaku! You are going to the gallery? Hope you meet Koo!! I hope you will be able to share your feedback. I am so excited for you!!!

Thank you for the news @loveukoo After reading from here, I got curious. There seems to be no news at dc-Koo gal. then I read an article from naver. An announcement from Partners Park that Koo and PP decided not to re-contract. There is no infor as to why. But her contract ends at the end of May. Partners Park wishes her well. that is it. I did not hear anything about her book officially. I am sure dc-koo gal is not going to say anything until things are truly official and they are not going to say or do anything that could turn into idle gossip or speculations. they are appreciatively and extremely protective of Koo. Thanks.

I did some translation of her first epi. I use RissaBallen to post some translation. I dont know how to put the translation into the YT---I am not technical. I am curious as to what ointment she uses before she goes to bed and what sun tan lotions she uses. Could not get the names off ot them. If you guys can see it, hope you can post it. I hear you Wildcherry! But, I think I understand her anxiety about returning to acting. She gets an army of critics and haters. As much as I love to see her act, I can wait. I hope she can return in real small roles,,even as a one time guest or something.I love that she is so visible with so much that she does. Love it. Have a good day Sunnies!!! Have a Fighting day!!!

I also saw the show Talk Nomad when Koo was their first guest. She mentioned that she gave the book to her husband. That is what I remember.

I am frequently visiting DC-Koo to see if there are any more posting about the seminar.. "A life healed through art"...I guess Koo referred to her own life. Art for her is not just drawing but also composing, writing and making movies. After all they are all art. She has been saying that all along. She freed herself from constraints that she may have built, through art. I really wish I were there. The seminar post also reminds me of what Koo said in a variety show: after Blood ended with low rating, she encouraged her husband with a book, a title that has a similar theme...no matter what, continue to live fully and courageously and never mind others' criticisms. And she gave that same book as a gift to one of the hosts who just went through a divorce. She is an art herself.

두번 세번 말하지만 나 개똥손임ㅁ I may be repeating myself, but I really have no skill at taking pix. 쿠의 미모는 절대 못담아... I just cannot capture Koo's beauty... 솔직히 나 GV나 팬싸도 몇번 가봤는데, 오늘 본 쿠가 제일 예뻤어 Honestly, I went to GV and fan signing few times, but I think she was prettiest today. 본인은 살붙어서 빼고 있다고 하는데 (10키로까지 붙었고, 5키로 또 붙었대) 근데 진심 살찐지 전혀 모르겠고... She says she is trying to lose weight (she gained 10 and added 5 more). But, honestly, I cannot tell... 한시간 내내 웃는 얼굴이었거든? She was smiiling the entire hour. 진짜 사람이 저렇게도 예쁠수 있나... 싶었음 I was just thinking if anyone can be that pretty. 어쨌든 본론으로 돌아가서 To get back to the seminar.. 나는 강연장 꽤 넓을줄 알고 사전 당첨 못해도 누구든 기다려서 들어갈 수 있을거라 생각했는데, I assumed that the seminar room will be big enough to hold even more audience who wanted to get in even without tickets. 갤러리에 의자석이 거의 20석정도 있었나? 진짜 협소했어.. But there were basically only about 20 seats. It really was small. 저녁 6시 땡치자마자 갤러리 앞에서 직원들이 번호표 나눠줬거든? As soon as the clock hit 6 pm, the staff passed out numbers to the waiting people. 근데 거의 당첨된 사람들만 이름 확인하고 받아가고, But, basically, only those who got picked before were able to get inside. 나는 운좋게 선착순으로 티켓 받았어. 티켓없음 못들어감. 너도 나도 볼 수 있는 쿠가 아님! But, I was not picked and luckily was able to get in. Without tickets, one could not get in. It is not easy to see Koo!! 근데 사전 당첨자가 거의 열명 넘는 것 같아서 1등으로 줄서지 않는 이상 선착순 입장은 거의 불가였음. More than 10 people were picked through prior selection so, if you were not standing in the beginning of the line, you could not get in. 어쨌든 6시반쯤 입장.. Anyway, we all went in by 6:30 pm. 쿠 등장할 때 심멎하는 줄...ㄹㅇ When Koo entered, I thought my heart stopped..For Real! 쿠가 길 잃어버릴까봐 두시부터 와있었대 주차장 차 안에서 음악듣고 빵먹으면서 셀카도 올리고.. Koo said that she has been there since 2 pm for fear she may get lost. She waited at the parking lot listening to music and eating some snacks and posting her selca. 근데 쿠가 셀카는 항상 도도하게 찍잖아, 가을여자같이 분위기 좀 달라졌을줄 알았는데 You are all aware that Koo takes somewhat of a cool, non-smiling selcas. So, I was expecting Koo who may be distant and cold. 엥? 전혀!!!!! But? Never!!!! 생글생글 잘웃는 사랑스러운 쿠였어 한시간 내내 She was full of smiles and loveliness throughout the whole hour. 입장할때부터 나중에 사진찍어줄때까지 한시도 안웃던 때가 없었음 From the moment she entered the room to taking pixtures with us, she never stopped smiling. 쿠 요즘 살 빼려고 수영 다니고 있다는데 (어디 뺄데가 있는지...?) Koo says she is swimming to lose weight these days. (I swear I don't know where she needs to lose..?) 동네 수영장에서 어떤 할아버지랑 수영배틀하기도 한대. (어디 수영장이니..?) She goes to the neighborhood swimming pool and often has swimming battles with a grandfatherly neighbor. (I wonder which swimming pool that is...?) 강연 주제는 쿠가 고른 것이 아니었대, Koo says that she did not pick the title for the seminar, 갤러리측에서 주제 선정하고 쿠한테 강연해주십사 연락이 간 수순이었던듯.. The gallery personnel chose the topic and approached Koo to become the speaker. 쿠는 그게 오히려 영광이었다고.. (쿠 6월에 전시하는 갤러리도 주최측이었던듯?) Koo says that was such an honor for her. (the same organizer most likely seems to be hosting Koo's arts in June.) 원래 쿠의 꿈은 배우가 아니었대 Koo says her original dream was not actress. 소박한 미술선생님이었대, 그림 그리는 게 좋아서. She wanted to be an art teacher because she loves drawing. 살면서 좋은 어른들을 만나서 여기까지 오게 되었는데, She says she came this far thanks to meeting many wonderful mentors and teachers. 초딩때였나, 아파트 옆옆옆옆동에 살던 미술쌤한테 미술을 배웠는데, As an elementary student, she took art lessons from a teacher who lived in the same apt complex. 하루에 한장씩 무조건 그림을 그렸대. No matter what, she says she drew one picture a day. 쿠가 그림을 그리고 음악을 만들고 소설을 쓰고 영화를 연출하는 이유는 She says that the reasons that she draws, composes, writes novels and make films 자기 본인이 어떤 사람인지 알고 싶어서. 이 이유였대. is that she wanted to find out what kind of person she reall is. 어릴 적 엄마가 쫄쫄이 바지만 입혀서 별명이 쫄쫄이었고, 그게 너무 창피하고 싫었는데, Her mother dressed her in ??pants and people called her by that pants and she was extremely embarassed by it. 돌이켜보니까 그 별명을 기억하는 사람도, 부끄러워하는 사람도 나 자신밖에 없었더래. But, she realized that nobody remembers such a nickname and nobody felt embarassed for her, except for herself. 아무도 기억못하는데 자기 혼자서만 기억했던거였다고. Nobody but she remembered it. 그러니까 내가 실패해도 남들은 신경도 안쓰기 때문에 남시선 의식않고 하고 싶은 일을 하였다고.. So, she realizes as an adult that nobody really cares whether she fails or not. Rather than being sensitive to others thoughts of you, just do what you wnat to do. (이런 류의 내용.....이었따고 생각) Basically, that was her theme., in my mind. 쿠는 옛날의 자신이 너무 못나고 찌질하고 지금과는 전혀 다른 사람이었다고 생각한대. Koo says she used to be so unlikable and stingy, very different from who she is today. 근데 그것도 자기 자신이기 때문에 찌질해도 나, 못나도 나, 그렇기에 그런 나도 안고 가야 한다고.. But she feels that because that is part of who she is, whether unlikable, stingy or not, she accepts and embraces all parts of herself. 이런 자존감에 대한 이야기도 했고.. She was really honest.... 쿠의 단편영화 <미스터리핑크> 도 같이 봄 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ We also saw Koo's short film, <Mystery Pink> together. kekeke 쿠도 바로 옆에 앉아 꼼짝없이 같이 봐야하는 상황을 심히 부끄러워했음 Koo was just right next to me that I felt somewhat embarrassed. 그리고 Q&A 시간이었는데 during the Q&A time.. 내가 느낀건 쿠가 진심 질문하시는 분들 하나하나 아이컨택하고 질문에 정말 정성껏 마음담아 답해주고 있다는 것. My feelng is that Koo answered each question with eye contact, sincerity and depth. 그냥 대충 답변하는게 아니라 자기가 예전에 느꼈던 것, 현재 느끼고 있는 것, 어떤 일화, 사례 다 담아서 길게 답변해줌. She did not just give out conventional or superficial answers, but shared her real self. 아아아 Ahhhh 그리고 갤러들이 제일 궁금해하는 문제 있잖아. I know that you are all very curious about... 쿠도 고민이 많대. 상황이 많이 변하였고 (결혼도 했고, 나이도 먹어간다고 하는데, 솔직히 20대 쿠나 30대 쿠미모 갭 전혀 없음) Koo says she stresses over it as well. Situation has changed a lot, (You know, she is married and is getting older...honestly, I really cannot tell the difference between Koo from her 20 to 30;s) 그래서 할 수 있는 역할에 제한이 있을 수 밖에 없고... (근데 그건 쿠가 그렇게 생각하는 거 아닐까?) There is limit to type of roles that she can play now...(but, maybe that is just Koo's thinking??) 자기가 지금 꽃남 여고생 역할을 할 수 있는 것도 아니고, 고민은 많은데 아직 생각중이다...It is not like she can play a high school student...she is pondering about future of acting... 이 정도로 답했던 것 같아. I think that is how she answered it. 강연 끝나고 단체 포토타임 시간 있었음. After the end of seminar, we all took pix as a group. 되게 자유로운 분위기여서 (무서운 경호원 형님이나 뭐만 해도 제제하는 직원 따위 없엇음 ㅋ) Atmosphere was very free (no such thing as scary security guard or strick staff telling us not to do things. ke) 한줄씩 (네다섯명?) 나와서 쿠랑 같이 사진 찍음 ㅋ (직원이 다 찍어주었음) The staff actually took pictures for the fans who wanted to take pix w Koo. ke 쿠랑 자유롭게 팔짱끼고, 악수도 하고, 얘기도 하고, 가져온 선물도 다 줄 수 있는 그런 분위기였음. Just very free...we could even hold her arm, shake hands, talk give her gifts, whatever.... 솔직히 쿠 팬이 놓치기엔 진짜 아쉬운 자리였다고 생각함. I really think it was amazingly precious time for any Koo fan. 쿠 6월에 전시회 또 하니까, In June, Koo is having her exhibition. 이런 강연 형식은 아니어도 팬들과의 교감 자리 얼마든지 또 있다고....믿을래. It may not be like this seminar, but that there will be many other opportunites with fans...I want to believe. 전시회때는 팬싸 한번 더 했음 좋겠네...I hope she has another fan signing in June. 이 정도로 마칠게. That is all. 강연 내용을 막 녹취하거나 그런게 아니어서 기억력 흐려졌을 수도 있음 ㅋ I did not write down or record the seminar so, some of my memory might be off. ke 어쨌든 사람은 듣고 싶은 것만 듣는다고 저런 내용들이 계속 기억에 남았어 Anyway, people hear what they want to hear. But I just remember what I remember.