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If it's a dangerous situation & violence is needed, I would be grateful. But I don't want that kind of situation happens. My 1st thought is that: he's very interesting, artistic and we may have many common things. A bit later, I think: it's so good, but let's see. Because I know a man who is quite good at many things, but his character is not OK. Are you describing a perfect man for every girl (draw, dance, wealthy...)? It's OK for me. I think, he does not want to show his wealthy at the beginning because showing it to every body is maybe not good for him. But at least, don't pretend to be so poor & have many difficulties. That can push me away. Because this life is real & I am although romantic but I try to be reasonable.

So, I don't know. It's not so clear for me. Last night I woke up at 3am, was sleepless for more than 1 hour. Conflict with my colleague made me feel bad. Thoughts went around my head, what I want to say back to him, what I intend to say to him tomorrow for explaining myself. I tried to observe myself, pampered my little self, lying just in my arms. I felt what she wanted without saying. She wanted only me, embracing her, covering her with peaceful atmosphere. And she could be in peaceful relaxation. Slowly, my question appeared. So what happened to you? Why were you so hurt?- I asked her gently. I felt tired. He blamed me guilty for saying that his work is wrong. Another female colleague blamed me for that too. That man sent the angry energy to me. I just said that I doubt if his work is correct. I knew he is too sensitive with compliments. But why am I so hurt? I still can't make it clear.

There are several things. Healthy kids: they are so lovely, innocent, kind hearted, no prejudices. A funny sitcom series: basically it's already fun and light hearted, we don't have to think. The nature: walking in the nature, watching trees moving in the wind, blooming, branches w. no leaves in winter, listening to birds whistling.... But it's just me, not all the girls laugh/smile at them.

Oh, I just want to write something. After self training by walking up and down 8 floors, I feel tired. And I want to eat something delicious. Pure water & a coffee candy does not satisfy me. My head hurts a little bit. Oh I train to develop good health & lose weight if possible. But it makes me a little bit tired and wanting to eat more sweets now.

This morning I have a juice cup of blended mango and no sugar milk, a slice of bread and a piece of pork roll.

Oh it's a working week of the new year after Lunar new year festival. Feeling so full with the breakfast: Bread, a boiled egg, a piece of sausage with a little bit chilly source and a cup of much warm milk, cacao & a little coffee. I also feel peaceful after relax time, visiting pagodas, temples, communal houses in the villages, watching escort of Gods etc.

I guess that you wrote about my breakfast. Thanks! Your meals sound interesting. I learn new things from your dishes & words. I like them. This morning I had similar things. Oh I am a creature of habit. Juice of half an apple, a banana & some pieces of pomelo blended with no sugar milk, a slice of bread, baked with half a sausage and some fresh cilantro. And the last thing is half a fig again. I left home to work, feeling well fed hihih... Actually, I felt good, after my exercise then Qi gong training & the breakfast.

This morning I have the same thing as previous day, but with a slice of bread and eggs and butter. Feeling not so good but determined with something needed to be done.

This morning I have a big cup of juice, which includes a banana, half an orange & half an apple blended with no sugar milk, a slice of bread with pork bologna and half a fig. I feel so good when I go out after breakfast, while wearing warm clothes in this winter.