starlit_pinay
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looks attract me, but personality attracts me more. the guy i like isn't the hottest guy on earth, but he's probably the funniest, most witty, and sweetest guy you'll meet. He's also guy that you can laugh with and have a great and close conversation between just the two of you. that's probably why so many girls hover around him everyday. ahaha oddly enough, because of his personality, I now find him pretty much a really attractive guy, both physically and personality-wise.
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I wish i could see you more often. i always felt so special with you always beside me and making me laugh. i loved how close we were when we last talked and how I could make you laugh and smile. And now I can't help but feel like everything that we built is slowly fading away with every day we don't see each other. I wanted to know since day one where you stood when it came to us, and I'm afraid that I will never know the answer. If nothing happens between us, i still want us to be close friends even when i move away. I don't want to lose someone as great as you, and I'm afraid that I won't find someone as funny and as sweet as you either.
I miss you. I miss you alot.
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@ prechuz_azn: OMG seems to me like they're all not very happy in japan. makes me really sad seeing them like that.
same thing happened to dbsk too when they went over to japan.
aigoo...whatever it is that's causing those unhappy expressions...i hope it stops...i want to see their bright faces.
i miss the boys already even though i'm in the states.
Yea, the same thing happened to dbsk. They said that the first few months felt extremely lonely and most of the time they were kept in the apartment instead of being busy like they usually are.
I hope that big bang will cheer up soon, though. I know that if they work hard, they will get noticed a lot and become a great and well-recognized group in Japan. Their music is amazing and they have great stage performance. It just takes time is all.
Oh, and by the way, this is my first time posting here. I'm not a new fan, but I'm new to this thread. So...hi
Hope to receive some warm welcomes from fellow big bang fans! <3 -
everyone is pressuring me to go to med school...i'm the 3rd and last child of 2 sisters who already got accepted...so the pressure to do well is getting to me...
my bf and I have been so close lately and he always tells me how much he loves being with me....it just that he has a best friend that's a girl and sometimes, it makes me so sad and kind of jealous to see him talking to her or whatever...
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someone has said to you.
This pertains to your bf/gf or just someone you like. What is the sweetest thing someone has said or done for you?
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in soompi hangout
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I started college a few days ago, and I can honestly say that up until now, I haven't felt homesick at all. I had the occasional feelings of missing my friends and my family and the want to come back in town just to see them. But up until now, college has been more amazing than i have ever thought.
Up until now.
All summer, I've waited for at least one sign that you still wanted me in your life, that you still wanted the kind of friendship that we had before. All summer, I waited to see if you were avoiding me or if it was just because you were on vacation all the time. Every day, i wondered why it felt like our friendship was slowly fading away. I missed the way we were. I missed how you always seemed to make me laugh and feel like i was on top of the world. I missed how close we were and I missed you.
And i was tired of always being the person trying to keep in touch and maintain this friendship. I was so damn tired of waiting for your response and never knowing what was on your mind the whole entire time. It wasn't until august that i almost I gave up on you. I was so close to letting you go. I thought about you everyday and I hated it because a part of me believed that you couldn't care less about me to even think of me once this summer. Up until the night before heading off to college, i held a tiny hope that maybe you'd call to wish me luck. But you didn't.
Then college comes and for the past few days, I can honestly say that I only thought of you once or twice the entire time. I was so confident that I would be over you soon, and part of me was glad that you didn't make the effort to put me in your life during the times you were free this summer.
Why did you have to call me yesterday? Why did you have to try to keep in touch right when i was so ready and so anxious to let you go? I always wanted a call from you or at least a sign that you wanted me in your life, but now that I have it, I can't take it anymore. I'm back at square one all over again and I miss you more than ever.
I cried all night because of you and because I missed us so much. I cried all night because you reminded me of all of the great friendships I have had in highschool and all the memories I had with all of my friends and family. I'm homesick because of you.
I miss you so much.