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  1. Gosh, how many weeks has it been without MLSHR? My heart still feels empty.  It's like a forever lingering hangover.  I tell myself it's just a freaking kdrama DAMN IT!  That doesn't seem to work at all.  Oh how I wish things were different.  I wish for more.  I will never be ok knowing Wang So is left forever lonely in the palace.  How many times will Hae Soo wake up from her dream crying until she meets him again? Ugh...the feels.  

    https://instagram.com/p/BNSbfTODxgUjVXnAnoHVBj23scDXGw_Bn16bgE0/

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  2. Still not moving on.  Feelings are too strong & they linger in head.  That emptiness in my heart...I don't know how else to make it whole again.  Yesterday, I saw Kubo & the 2 Strings & Kubo reminded me of WS.  His hair, his eye patch...ugh! I have a playlist of the OSTs on replay.  

    https://instagram.com/p/BMiO3NTjMC7FVmwKNj8qq1ATWjlk1RJtG8QsC40/

     

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  3. 20 minutes ago, kdramawriter said:

    It's not a single mistake. It's his entire attitude since he's become king. I've said in earlier posts already. Since she's become his woman, her world has become limited and her freedoms taken away. She did initially because she thought that being without him would be worse. As it turns out, being bound to someone who doesn't understand her is much worse. 

     

    I beg to differ, but HS's world has been like that the minute she enter Goyreo.  Her position was way worse than before WS became king.  She was forced to married the king & almost killed herself.  She was framed, severely punished & almost executed.  Lady Oh died in her place.  Then she was demoted to a water maid for 2 years & endured extreme labor.  She was lifeless.  Her life became slighty happier when WS helped WM ascended to the throne.  Then HS's beloved Wook masterminded WM's death, Yo became king & HS partly responsible for Eun & DS's death.  HS ended up serving Yo while WS was away for 2 years.  So to say that her life has become limited & her freedom taken away after becoming WS's woman is a little harsh on WS's behalf.  

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  4. That's it!  I'm passing on episode 20.  Sigh, who am I kidding?!  That's what I said about 18 & 19.  Except for 19, I had the episode set on pause for 4 hours before watching it.   MLSHR has seriously turned me bipolar.  I love it just as much as I hate it.  

    I completely understand those who are siding with WS.  Likewise for HS.  However, I can not bring myself to support HS's decisions.  One can argue that she's selfish & looking out for herself.  Another can argue that she chose to leave to save WS from causing bloodshed in the palace.  Everyone who has died under WS's ruling, which I only counted 4, are responsible for their own death.  Yo died from his own guilt haunting him.  Queen Yo from her own greed taking over & unwillingness to accept WS as king.  CR  was punished for her unforgivable crimes.  WH sacrificed herself to save BA.  I don't agree with HS blaming WS for bloodshed in the palace, which is almost inevitable when power is involved.  No one innocent was killed or wrongly punished.  Well...maybe just Jung for being irrational & hard headed.  

    Maybe WS was so angry about consummating his marriage with YH that he's taking it out on HS for rejecting his proposal.  I don't know.  I'm sure they did it.  THANK YOU so much for not showing it.  That saved my life!  That would have cut it for me or turn me bat-s*** crazy b**** mode.  

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  5. 5 hours ago, briseis said:

    The Day When Dreaming Ends

    “How could you do this? How could you hurt me like this? Why is it Wook, of all people?” 

    It’s clear that until this moment, Wang So truly believed that this all is just another argument between them, another misunderstanding, another of HS’s many rejections - he survived so many of them and in the end he won her. But now everything comes crushing down, as he finally reaches his limit. After 10 years of rejecting him and hurting, Hae Soo finally did it - she finally managed to break what was left of his heart. The secret about Wook is only the last drop IN A 10-YEAR LONG SERIES OF PAIN, TORMENT AND HURT SHE’S CAUSED HIM. Her continuous distrust, rejections, abandonment - HE FORGAVE HER EVERYTHING, including her involvement in Eun’s death. But now Soo wants to leave him, abandon him forever, marry a different man when she refused to marry him so many times; and now he learns that her first love was Wook. And So is not blaming her because she loved a different man because he didn’t care all those years ago and because that’s all in the past. He blames her because EVEN AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS SHE CHOOSES WOOK OVER HIM, SHE CHOOSES TO FORGIVE WOOK WHILE SHE CANNOT FORGIVE HIM. She told him once that this isn’t about choosing sides, yet she chooses Wook’s side - THE SIDE OF THE MONSTER WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR SO MUCH DEATH AND THEIR MISERY. He cannot forgive her for that. 

    “Starting today…I will not see you ever again.”

    “I did not abandon her. Soo…abandoned me.” 

    When WS tells HS he won’t see her again, it’s because he loses all hope for their future. The fact that she protected Wook combined with her willingness to marry Jung made him see that she is TRULY ABANDONING HIM. He always wanted her to love him, to be with him, but he wanted her to want it as much as he did; there is no point making her stay in the Palace when he knows SHE WILL NOT TRULY BE BY HIS SIDE. She has no right to reach out to him, because she gave up on him first, SHE GAVE UP THAT RIGHT WHEN SEH DECIDED TO LEAVE HIM. And even now she is still keeping too much from him, even now she hasn’t come clean in front of him - he doesn’t know that she warned Wook against him - he doesn’t know the full extent of the pain she has caused him.

    This perfectly words & sums up exactly how I feel!  

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  6. Wang So ah....I just can't hold it in whenever he cries.  I was bawling when he said "don't touch me" & "she abandoned me." Then when he picked up her wedding dress...I can't!  I went looking for my inhaler & then laugh about it after I realized I'm still alive.  MLSHR is NOT good for my health & I'm so glad we only have 1 more episode left.  Curse you writer-nim!!! My heart was tearing apart watching episode 19 & it will never be the same.  I don't know if I hate HS more or Won (seriously, he needs to die).  Heck, I not even mad at Wook anymore.  I forgave him because even his parting scene with HS was sad.  Sick & tired of HS's whining...I can't take this anymore, I want to leave the palace, I can't change anything. OMG!  She continues hurting WS.  He even said at least "lie to me" about Wook.  That look on Wook's face when he told WS about HS comes off like HS never loved WS.  I think WS always felt like HS never completely gave him her heart.  Knowing all the horrible things Wook has done & her willing to get on her knees begging for his life can be misinterpreted in WS's eyes in so many levels. Yet, she gets so mad at him about CR's death.  Mu didn't hurt anyone.  Neither did Eun or DS.  Wook & CR were partly reponsible for the bloodshed.  Where is the outrage in HS?!?!  WS did not punished CR out of greed.  He didn't kill Jung.  Still didn't kill Jung after he was exiled.  

     
    Aside from all that, is it just me who absolutely loooooooves how WS says Ji Mong's name.  It's so incredibly sexy to me.  
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  7. HS has done it.  She's going down as one of the most indecisive heroine EVER in kdrama history for me. She changed.  She doesn't trust WS, but then she trust WS completely.  She said she will never leave, but wants to leave whenever issues arise, whether it'd be WS's fault or not.  This girl just does whatever she wants when it comes to WS.  I'm so annoyed, mainly, because I have been very understanding of her.  

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  8. Ladies & gents...I got my bottle of soju ready.  Bring on the pain & sorrow.  :cry::dissapointed_relieved::bawling: I feel so nervous for WS.  He's going to be so heartbroken.  And I'm so scared for BA, who has been my favorite of all.  If HS would have just accepted WS's proposal.  He would have dropped everything for her because he now has the power to do that.  If they are going to die anyway, why not spend & cheerish the rest of their days in happiness.  HS's reasoning is so contradicting & will separate them.  

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  9. This is definitely one historical kdrama that I wish had more episodes.  I don't think 2 more episodes is enough to cover everything.  Let's say, HS goes back to the future & meets WS in the future.  With how fast things are going, we may only get 5-10 minutes of present/future screen time.  They both have been through so much & deserve to be happy, finally, for more than 10 minutes.  And we, deserve to witness their happiness.  MLSHR never dragged for me.  Instead, it's a bit rushed.  A complicated story & series of events like this need more time.  Or maybe my greed just wants more as the end is nearing us.  

    Brace yourselves chingus!  Here comes the tears.  Here comes goodbye.  

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  10. I'm so jealous.  I want a fan meeting here in the US too.  Preferably in the West Coast.  Korean fans are so lucky.  Chinese fans are lucky too.  US fans are just SOL (ugly cries).  MLSHR is well loved in the US too LJK.  Don’t forget about us.  I hardly EVER comment on any celebrity’s IG, but I’ve commented at least 3 times on LJK’s IG & anticipate more.  I’m forever damaged & life will never be the same after MLSHR ends.  While waiting for new episodes, I’ve pulled so many all-nighters & rewatched Arang & the Magistrate (3rd time), finished Gunman in Joseon (loooooved it), finished Ilgimae (LJK cuteness overload) & finished Two Weeks (cried my eyes out & now one of my favorite dramas).  Sometimes there are some kdramas that you absolutely loved, but can’t bring yourself to watch it again.  So even though I loved MLSHR until now, I can’t see myself rewatching & going through the emotional roller coaster again. 

     

     

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  11. I’ve never blamed HS before.  As I’ve mentioned, I wasn’t even upset with her when Eun died.  I understood her actions.  After episode 18, I feel she is letting her emotions take over.  Yes, WS broke promises, but so did she.  She said she would never change.  She did.  She said she would never leave him.  She’s going to.  Like some of you, I was surprised by WS’s sudden changed in behavior (not heart because he loves HS).  His punishment for CR is based on crimes she committed.  Remember how badly HS treated WS after her “visions?”  WS hasn’t kill anyone for his own greed…yet.  CR was involved in murdering Moo.  Her only crime is being born a slave?  She did it for love?  WTF HS??!!

     

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  12. CR's crime is unforgivable, yet, HS wants her to get a slap in the hand.  Being that she's been in Goryeo for years now, you'd think she'd have an understanding of punishment during that era.  Then she gets upset at WS for wanting to protect her from CR.  She understands EVERYONE, but usually gets upset with WS only.  Why??!!  Even BA said WS has known for a while & tried getting CR to leave the palace before she gets exposed.  HS is just being so unfair to WS.  I didn't agree with WS preventing Jung from seeing his mother, but even I understood.  It's like WS can do no wrong.  But enough of that.  The ONE thing that pissed me off the most in episode 18 was that thick-face YH got WS's signature waist grab!!! OMG...I thought I died seeing that.  The almost kiss didn't bother me as much as that.  

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  13. You guys are so brave.  I haven’t found the courage to watch.  I’m terrified.  I napped 3 times after I got home from work to avoid watching episode 17, but then that didn’t keep me from reading all the spoilers here.  My husband who is also obsessed (to the point of no return) didn’t bother to wake me up so we can watch it together.  He’s scared too LOL!  We are both so emotionally invested in MLSHR & nervous about how things will unfold.  It’s the second kdrama we watched from episode 1 up until now.  The last one was Chuno.  Usually we would start, then he either drops the drama half way or I do.  And, surprisingly, we’ve had several discussions about MLSHR & actually agreed on almost all things.  The last kdrama we tried watching together (Doctor’s Crush), we got into a heated debate & he ended up dropping the drama LOL! 

    Though I haven't watch the last 2 episodes, my take on So being upset is maybe he's doing it for Soo.  After finding out that Soo & Wook even agreed to get married, he thinks Soo will be happier with Wook.  I'm trying to think positive here.  

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