Jump to content

YuZhouHao

Members
  • Posts

    6
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Posts posted by YuZhouHao

  1. On 7/17/2018 at 8:07 PM, tuzicr said:
      Hide contents

    There are many things that are hard to comprehend unless you have a native speaker to explain it (and sometimes the answer I still get is: "thats just the way it is. no reason":wacko:).

     

     

    This is what troubling me. I'm learning it character by character but when those characters are combined to create a sentence, sometimes, it doesn't make any sense to me like HOW? but anyway, thank you for the tips! I'm now hunting for a chinese speaker around my area, , ,

    • Like 4
  2. Hello everyone, it's my third post here and i really want to confess a little bit about how i feel since i started joining this fandom. i know it's gonna sound so cliché because it's what everyone has been through but anyhow, i'm still gonna say it hahhaha.... bare with me, my English level is intermediate so i'm just going to make it short and i hope you guys can understand. 

     

    Just for your information, I have never encounter any BL stuffs(especially drama) before. During my semester break(last april), i stayed at my hostel alone because my house is so far away and my break duration was only 1 week. At that time, I was so bored so i randomly played any drama on youtube because i didn't know what else to watch. The drama that I watched at that time was History 2 : Crossing the line. After completed watching the whole episodes in one go, i started to get addicted. I searched for another chinese BL drama and i encountered Shang yin. Since then, my whole life became chaos especially when I found out that there'll be no second season.

     

    It was a really hard experiences for me as i struggled with depression and heartbreak during the whole one week, alone. I've re-watched it again for only god knows, 10 times? but I still can't move on. At that time, I really wished that i didn't encounter Shang yin and I feel so regretted for watching it because I can't get it out of my mind. I've tried watching other BL dramas but I still can't move on. At that time, I was not into ZZ and JY yet because when I found out that the two of them are banned from appearing in public together, i didn't really mind at all because i was only obsessed with Guhai and BLY and want the second season so bad.

     

    What made me more depress is that i can't tell about it to anyone including my friends and family because they're a bit conservative so i had to bear it alone. I struggled with it for 8 weeks and slowly my life returned back stable. During that 8 weeks, i tried to ignore my feeling, hold myself from re-watching it again but i feel like it made my feeling worst. Also, i saw lots of comments about reading the novel to know about the continuation of the drama. At first, i didn't want to read because I'm not a book or reading person. But, i don't how i managed to start to read it and finished the whole novel on whattpad. The novel kinda cured my emotion a little bit but it also addicting! I remember myself crying silently in class during the lecture because the topic that we were learning was about hepatitis virus:joy:. When i had free time, I was being quite while reading the novel and my friends think that i was being weird. Everytime right after I finished my classes, I returned back to my hostel as fast as i can to continue reading the novel. I admit that It really affect my study but I don't know who to be blamed. I just can't help it but most of the time, the surrounding and situations around me always keep reminding me about scenes in Shang yin it made me smile and sometime I cried haha. I remember one time when I was on a motorcycle with my friend, I saw a Chinese family which has a motorcycle workshop business, they were eating happily together on a table in their workshop with their dirty clothes on and I can't help myself from crying so hard watching them.

     

    One time, I found a 1+ hour duration of summary video about ZZ and JY journey since their first meet until the banning and I was crying during the whole video. Since then, I started to follow and study everything about Shang yin and ZY slowly like following ZZ and JY on Instagram, installing Weibo to be keep updated about them, finding fan accounts and so on and finally, now, I SURVIVED! I mean, I can now live with it in peace. I am now focus on ZY more and and i've never been so proud for being one of CPF. I actually struggled with myself whether or not I should go to ZZ's concert in Thailand last may and in the end, I chosed to not go and guess what? Its the decision that I regretted so much in my life. Now, I started to get obsessed and appreciate with Chinese music and language so much. I started to know about Teresan Teng, Na Ying, Jay Chou and many more and I really love their songs especially those that are related to ZY. I've also discovered about a singer named Zhou Shen and dayum! He has one of the most amazing and angelic voice ever.

     

    Honestly, It's been a hard and wonderful journey for me and I know It's also the same for you guys. So KUDDOSS to everyone! This is actually my first obsession ever. I always thought that all my Kpoper friends are overly-reacted with their kpop obsession but now I finally understand how it feel. After I found this forum, I realized that I'm not alone so I would like to appreciate everyone for their hardwork to keep us updated in this forum. I really jinjja cheongmal appreciate it soo much!

     

    Now, I'm actually learning Chinese slowly and girllllll.... It's way harder than learning any other language. If anyone of u have any tips on learning Chinese easier for a beginner like how to memorized the character easier, any book recommendations? Hope that you can share it with me. My goal is just to be able to read and understand Chinese because I want to read a lot of Chinese novels but unfortunately, most of them are not translated yet and the novels that are being translated is updated so slow like one chapter per week. Imagine if a novel has 200 chapters? It would need 200 weeks@ 4 years to finish translating the whole novel. So, I am thinking that it would be better if i learn Chinese rather than waiting for the whole novels to be translated.

     

    Sorry for the long post!

    • Like 8
  3. 10 hours ago, crystalclear18 said:

    I also wanted to let you guys know that ZZ has mentioned he will be having more concerts in the second half of the year, along with new variety shows and film projects. :D:D 

     

     

     

     

    Omg! guess I need to start saving now... I really hope that he'll make the concert in Thailand again cause its the nearest to my country(and also cheap flight tickets)  even though i know high chance that he wont make it in Thailand for his next concert :joy: definitely not gonna miss his concert again like last time(hopefully) ... btw, thanks for sharing crystalclear18!

    • Like 6
    • LOL 1
×
×
  • Create New...

Important Information

By using this site, you agree to our We have placed cookies on your device to help make this website better. You can adjust your cookie settings, otherwise we'll assume you're okay to continue..