[[Chinese Webseries 2016] Heroin Web Series 上癮网络剧]

40 minutes ago, rictorcroix said:

Can I ask a question to you guys?

How much of an impact does Shangyin / YZ Fandom made to your life?

Because seriously, I'm trying to assess myself and came to a conclusion that this addiction is becoming unhealthy. It became an integral part of my life nowadays to the point that my mood for the whole day would depend on whatever news I get from this fandom.

It's like, if ever JY and ZZ would be really in a relationship, screw my life even if I don't have one, as long as they're together. I would be the happiest person alive. LMAO This sounds ENTIRELY CRAY CRAY but with the whole delulu feeding that I get from this forums, and my own infatuation to both our boys, it seems like this is getting out of hand.

It's more of a shock really, since this fandom is making me feel things. We all know the disaster that happened the last few events that our boys were involved. And the feelings that I got from that was beyond the feeling of a relationship that failed. Geez okay okay that's it I'm stopping now.

 

PREACH!!!! @rictorcroix 

This whole "Addicted" thing is like a drug to me too. The cast, the story, and also the drama that surrounds it.

[[Chinese Webseries 2016] Heroin Web Series 上癮网络剧]

Anyone of you feel the same way that I do?

I felt like it was a best thing to stop Addicted-related work for our YuZhou for their goodness sake. But my heart told me that we (the fans, the cast, the crew, and supporters) should fight for Addicted. I personally wanted Addicted to become a pioneer and a milestone for a freedom in a Chinese film, TV series, or maybe a web series, especially BL-themed ones. I don't know but since the beginning of the production, the story, the cast, it was like diamond in the making. Because we can see the popularity of this web series is growing bigger and bigger each day. And I thought by stopping this production, it's the same as tossing a big diamond to the bottom of ravine.

And I will never ever forgive Chinese government for banning YuZhou in TV shows, blurred their faces, and creating a mess which resulted a clash in both of their chinese fanbases. I studied journalism, so I can say that this is a form of character assassination at its finest.

Forgive me for this subjective and maybe selfish opinion but I can't hold this by myself anymore, and I think this forum is a perfect place for me to say my opinion. I'm in a mess and not being myself since the cancellation. I need to stop.

Lots of love for you guys..

[[Chinese Webseries 2016] Heroin Web Series 上癮网络剧]

This is actually my first post and I'm not a person who uses forum very much but I actually enjoyed watching this forum as anonymous. It's kinda sad to see how things got so messy right now but I wanted to say that I love you guys for keep me updated about Addicted. You guys were able to keep the positive energy and also keep me motivated. This forum gave me so much life!

Now it's 2:22 AM in Jakarta and my heart is in million pieces right now. I can't sleep right now, but it's always been a pleasure to stay in this forum!