AshleyUchiha
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So I planned to go to karaoke with some friends a week ago, and today, we went, then went shopping and had a lot of fun until my best friend called me and asked to join. Now, a lot of people in the group of friends I went with have a problem with her (I had no idea before this) and discouraged me from asking her to join. I told her that I would call her back after my friends finished looking through that store. She sounded really hurt and hung up, so I felt extremely guilty the whole time and bought her a small gift to show her I was thinking about her. I know she's my best friend and should take priority, but I had planned this beforehand and it would've been extremely rude to blow my other friends off to run off with her, so I decided to stay with my other friends once in awhile and call her when I had an exact location to where we were (I didn't know the name of the store we were in). But I when we hung up, she have me the impression that she didn't want me to call her back and that she was angry at me.
Furthermore, my best friend is the kind of person who doesn't have much free time and is always unsure of if she'll make it to an event or not. So that morning, when she texted me that she might be able to join us later, I kind of figured she was getting my hopes up as always. That's not really as much of an excuse as much as it is the thought process behind why I did what I did (I know what I did was wrong, and I'm ashamed). Anyway, she's really hurt and maybe a little angry that I left her alone in the streets to wander. I screwed up... and now I feel so guilty...
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Let me tell you something, girl. You are not Korean, so stop pretending you are. Be proud to be Chinese, and stop lying to yourself and everyone else. Stop with the "Oppa!" and the "Hajima!". Do you think it makes you any less pathetic to tell everyone you're "half Korean"? It doesn't make you cool. And another thing. You have friends, so why do you need to pretend that know these cool model-esque people and hang out with them all the time? And you go far enough as to make AIM and Facebook accounts for them too. Everyone knows you're faking it, and it's so stupid. One more thing. Stop pretending that you're a "tortured soul". Everyone has problems, and your life is great. Maybe I'm being close-minded about this, but there are a lot of people that have it worse than you. If your smile was really fake every day and you were just making your pain, you would NOT post that on your tumblr. You'd hide it. Don't go as far as to pretend you have a serious metal problem by pretending to cut yourself with a candy cane after hearing about friends who've cut themselves in the past. It's an insult to those who have actually struggled with depression. I'm sick of your lies, so would you please drop it?
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wtf? do you know how dirty money/phones are? dirtier than the floor...
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-Country of Origin: USA
-Gender: Female
-Weight: 102 lbs
-Height: 5'5"
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never worn makeup, never will...except maybe on my wedding day...? >.>
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Hello, I have combination skin, dry in some parts, oily in others. I also have lots of acne and acne scars. I have really big pores around my cheeks and nose too, and my skin is very pale. I'm looking for something with good, natural coverage, but won't break me out because my skin is sensitive. Normally, I don't wear ANY makeup, so I prefer it to feel natural... Thanks so much! Send me over a PM when you can :3
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Age: 16
How much makeup do you wear?
zero, ever have, never will (except for my wedding day)
How intense is your makeup?
don't wear any
Anything that makes you wanna CRY in your HEART
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Hey guys. I don't know if this is the right place to post this, but I can't stop crying right now. My boyfriend broke up with me 2 days ago, saying he loves me but isn't in love with me. He's in college and I'm in high school and he told me he's changed a lot and doesn't want a relationship right now. I cried for the entire night...we'd been together for 2 and a half years. He told me he's been out partying and drinking and smoking weed, and he's just not the same person anymore. It broke my heart to hear that he's destroying his health. He said his classes are so rigorous that he has no time to talk to me, and it's been so stressful that he'd rather not be in a relationship where he never has time to spend with me.
The thing is, I know he's lying. If he has time to go out and party, he can take 5 minutes out of his life and call me once in a while. He says he loves me, and that I'm still his best friend and I really believed him. I believed him until I did a really bad thing...and went on his Facebook to check his messages. He gave me his password a long time ago because he trusted me and had nothing to hide.
Well... he asked another friend for help on breaking up with me. He said that I was annoying, that he just wants me to stop talking so he can get on with his life. On the phone, I told him to leave, but he didn't. On Facebook, he messaged that it was taking forever and that women are so annoying and that having a girlfriend in high school ******* sucks.
I checked his messages again today. He told his friend that he had a threesome and made out with various people. I trusted him so much. I could've checked these messages every day since he started college...but I didn't. I just can't believe this. He used to say that people who do drugs and drink alcohol are idiots and that he hated them. He used to say that he'd never leave, and even though I know that can never be true, I believed him. Where did I go wrong? I gave him everything I could. Albeit, I'm a depressing person to be around and I'm pretty clingy, but I've been giving him space. I've been so supportive of him going out and meeting new people and I tried not to get jealous when he made friends that were girls (he never had any friends before me). How could this have happened?