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On 10/11/2017 at 11:00 AM, miwasj said:
Let's do this..
Uri Gutaeng Hyung had so many wonderful moments during his 2 years cast in 2D1N, which one is your favourite one?
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There are a lot. But nicotinepath eps is seriously an awakening, so to speak. It was a birth of Kim Joohyuk as an entertainer haha.
From how he suddenly speak with slang to his penultimate confession. I think that moment was the first time I actually want to see him more, to be curious as his person rather than entertaining the idea to watch him while he is in the show. An example of my latter points would be like watching Insung in one eps, just have fun while he is there. No. I want to see more of him, I think he will make me laugh again and again. And that he did.
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@blackberrypie that is such beautiful words. I personally am sad that he is dead, not 'sorry' he has not this or that. I do not know how to eloquently describe it in English, haha. Life is really fickle
Your words is enpowering. Thank you very much.
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@kyunsangtrash I made it ! Finally learn how to mention !
I made an account here since so far this is the place I found to have the least drama in english sphere of korean entertaiment.. I want to practice my English writing. used to live in Korea, did part of my undergraduate there. My family lives abroad most of the time. I am now in Scotland, while the rest of my family lives in many part of Asia. All of us used to enjoy Happy Sunday programs while eating our dinner. We all love Jongmin, and was saddened when he had to leave for military. Tbh most of us dislike s2, but keep watching because that's just tradition. Now that we live apart, we keep watching via net and such.
When season 3 begins, I remember I read some post in DC gallery about probable cast members. I know everyone, except JJY (bro chirped we share the same country of birth). I was stunned to see KJH name. He's just a 'serious' actor. Just can not see him in variety at all. My family is fond of some of his movie. We talked about it in our chat room. But at that time our most immediate attention was to Jongmin, plus hopping the maknae PD can deliver some magic to revive the program.
That he did. And more. My whole family was sitting for dinner in Korea. I have not been home for months. We were watching the epq which Gutaeng hyung was born. It was a blast. All that I can say is that 1n2d was a family thing. Living apart with time differences is hard. I can not say good morning to my parents in the right time. But every weekend we tune in, apart, me and bro in our phone, parents in their tv. Then we talk about it in our chat room. Bro will browse Naver while I browse any fansite then both of us post meme or anything to have another laugh.
I do not know how I cope, to be honest. I think visiting this place daily, reading any of your post is one. Like I said before, I am in an illness that corrodes my mind and body. I cried after so long. When the fact that he is death singking bits by bits (I keep browsing naver), the suicidal part of me actually thought 'how nice'. He is in a good place now. I myself believe in afterlife. And how I adore him. He is just someone that is adorable and gave me so much laugh when nth else did. So I pray that heaven gives him the best. 1n2d always is a murky place that reminds me of better times, then the bitternes that those times are long past. But no matter, I do laugh. I do think that my reluctance to watch the spécial eps comes from my own messy sense of death itself. I get that he is dead. I get that now watching 'spring will come to you as well'-subtitle the crew loves to pin to KJH (I do not know how kbsw translate it) will leave a foul taste, a sweetness long gone for me. I feel bereaved. Today is the first day I speak about him in the past tense (met my psychiatres). It does come easier than before. Perhaps tomorrow I will wake up and have let him go. But today I have not, but at least I take a step forward.
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8 hours ago, gogumajet said:
I watch it with a roller coaster mood. I stare, laugh, cry, smile and then bawled heavily by myself at the end. And I do pause for few times to actually stop my self from crying so hard. At first, I don't want to watch but I end up watching it because I'm missing gutaeng hyung so much on 1N2D screen.
I can see the quote sign now, haha. Old poor me who I suspect could mother some of you.
I still can not. I applaud everyone who can really. I myself speak and read Korean just fine, but admitelly not good in translating. English is my seventh language haha. But if I see if there is any translation with nuance I am not comfortably with, I will speak out.
I went to group therapy today and someone talked about his bereavement. Gutaeng's hyung death is not the first death I encountered, and each teach me one thing : the let go moment is seldom sudden, poignant, and merciful. It came upon us like death itself.
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How come you guys be able to watch it ? I just close it when it starts, barely minutes. It is still raw....
I do think this is what the members must have wanted.
I hope I can watch it soon. I do need a closure for myself. My mom (lives in Korea) went to the procession (outside). She said it was really sombre, thoughtful. She was surprised there were a lot of people her age (50s). My bro went to Korea this week-end. He found some writing in the lieu of accident.
Gutaeng hyung, may you get the best heaven could offer.
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Hi LYD89 (how to mention a post ??), your assumption that Hojin PD usually followed KJH was most probably right. Traditionally main PD will follow the oldest cast (like how Ilyong follows Junho the most) unless it does not convenient him (like in summer work when he exchanged rôle so he stayed in the village with JY). The fancafe I frequently visit also has a popular headcannon that Hojin followed KJH around because he never casted in variety before. Btw, he calls KJH with nim while he call other hyungs bit more casually. I like how Hojin worded his word with the chief.
And fridgemagnets, hang on there ! I know how hard it is to live in hospital. To have to go through many treatments while our peer enjoy their life. I wish life would be nicer and kinder to you soon. I know how hard it is to make sense why we bereaved of someone we do not know. But since the feeling is real, let's try our best to face it.
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I am new and old girl I do not know how to mention someone post here.
Yes, people grieve differently. For me personally, I am not in a healthy mental state (clinically depressed, GAD, etc.) 1n2d reminds me of 'better times' when I was healthy, watching it regularly with my family while eating sodaeng. My Mom lives in Korea while us siblings attended school in Japan. We came home every week-end. Even now, season 3 succesfully makes me smile or even laugh. It is something precious. It is a breath I do not feel often. It is a part of family custom as well. When they went to Harbin, my Dad had bussiness occasion in Shanghai. He actually fled there to take picture of Jongmin haha. While for me, my favourite is always KJH. He is different than any eldest of entertaiment world. Is he the same guy as in Prague drama ? He has a soft voice. He has a gaze of someone that is listener than talker. I have synesthesia and I see him as someone that has been hurt (like the lady said in eps when Rain came). Someone that know what lonely is. Someone that does not really believe in unconditional positif regard. What is he doing in variety show, really ?
Sometimes my mind screams 'is he me ???'
I am surprised as well that I feel such bereavement of someone I never met. It is a strong émotion I have not had in a while. Well my psychiatres was happy, since any émotion is better than none. For anyone that feel so much sorrow without understanding why, you are not alone. Here I am in an autumn sky of Scotland, praying him all the best heaven could offer.
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It has been a tremendous hard week for me. I cried a lot. My daily habit of watching random 1n2d has stopped. Such bereavement.. I am thankful for everyone kind and beautiful words here.. It does help.
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[Variety] Happy Sunday -1 Night, 2 Days (1박 2일) S3 :KBS 1N2D S3 MISS ALL MEMBER -STAFF EXCEPT JY :PAGE 447 END MARCH 2019
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I do not have instagram and can not find it. My friend whose account I abused said it's not in first 50 or sth. Actually I am a bit glad I cannae found it.
My mom and bro did visit the site. It is about two hours from Séoul, in Chungnam.