Message To Anyone

[Guest mojomunkeez]

So we met again today, after over a month. I've forgotten how beautiful you were and are. As we talked I could help but think and lambaste myself; I blew it with this perfect angel. Perhaps you could hear the constraint in my voice, perhaps you could see my bursting at the seams, perhaps you could sense that I wanted to embrace you and do all the things we used to do.

Perhaps you felt the same way, too.

Perhaps.

But it's not meant to be, I know that, now.

[Guest Susq]

i always wonder if our path have cross yet. Sometimes when i'm hurting or alone i want to call out to you, but not yet..its not the time.

[Guest severus]

today........ why?

[larlar]

hmm..

interesting, very interesting. they way we are.......

hey.

why do you have to move to cali!!!!!!! really, i don't want you to go there. i want you to stay where you are at. can't you tell your parents you want to stay with your bro and sis? can you? i mean, it's just so soon! argh!!

[Michelleys]

I reaaaaaaally don't want to be in the same class as you. It's so awkward. Once we had something going on and now..it's like we don't even know each other. I hate this.

[Guest LOVEspell.]

today u werent here

i realize i have no feelings for you

you better not fall for me.

maybe next week, fate will lead me.

[Guest Purple.Orchird]

now that i heard that you might go to the movies with her i no it's time to let go.

forget about you.

you always made me laugh when u got in trouble

you really knew how to make me smile.

but now i think she's right for you.

i dont like to glance at you now and then anymore.

i hope you two will be together

today will be the last day as i think of you this way.

thank you ___

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i still like you.

i really want to forget you.

it's hard looking at you in class all the time.

it takes time i guess.

______.

[Guest dying1004]

how dare you lie to me again.

[Guest boballay]

it was nice seeing you today, i missed you too much baby<3

and that question you asked, i would love to, but i don't want to make it official yet cause, we're just too young to think about that.

but anyway, i love you <3

please please please go tomorrow =/

[Guest mr. lovely]

You're weird O__O;

It's like you're giving me a freaking survey.

"Him or him?" "Do you think she's nice? Explain why please."

Duuuude, don't try to force your opinion on me okay?

I think Daniel Radcliffe is ugly. End of discussion.

=__+

[Guest what~the~vu]

you said you dont want to start anything, but you treat me as if we are dating. Getting mad at me for reasons "friends" shouldnt be mad about. You frustrate me and keep leading me on. i dont know what you are thinking. i dont think you even know what you are doing. hopefully you will realize it soon because i am getting tired of it.

[GOOMBA]

i'm surprised at how well you play your role

[touchthesky]

=( miss you. so not the same without you here.

i heard what happened... hope you and your family are doing well <33

[larlar]

hahaha, you're so cute!

and um, no..of course i wouldn't get mad at you if you drank. i'll get really disapointed. i wouldn't act rational...did you want me to?

feels like it's suprising to you that i'm not easily angered. is that a bad thing? i know you've experienced with a lot of anger, so is it surprising that i'm not with you? i don't get mad at friends, just very upset

[Guest Aurelius]

You all confuse me. Am I being delusional or is there some fragment of my hopes still lingering in your gazes? I'm not sure what to think anymore and it's probably better not to. Maybe it's just not meant to be.

[Guest shiawasebeam]

why aren't you emailing me anymore?

even though i don't like you like that anymore, i'm still worried.

they got to you didn't they?

that's why i had the separate email account to the one i use for msn.

i didn't want them harassing you...

but they found you and i haven't heard from you since.

all my other friends continue to email me when they can.

even if you had spare time from studying, i'm guessing you wouldn't reply.

you told me

"anyway~ hope to hear from you soon~~

take care~~"

and it's been almost a month since you said that.

maybe i'm being paranoid, that you don't really like me, even as a friend..

only emailing me because i emailed you.

[Guest prizzyy]

am i forcing you? when you dont even like me.. its all useless.

i really like you now, but you made it so clear to me. you broke my heart over and over again, along with the girls in your past. somehow i dont even dare to love you; the pain you inflict seems so excruciating..

you might not even be a good friend of mine, or i might be a good friend of yours.. but first, ive got to try not to love you..

想你有时会缺氧 少了你就会缺氧。

缺氧的时候。。 要学会不要窒息。

[Guest danchooox]

i don`t care if you`re reading this.

i still can`t believe you google`d up my account name

to search up my posts that has anything to do with soompi.

"just to find my youtube account". HAH. sorry.

i`ll take that as a lie. (:

i don`t care if my vents in soompi has offended you.

i don`t really care to have anything to do with you anymore.

& you`re telling me that i`m the hypocrite. lmfao.

stop making me laugh; &dur, how can i NOT laugh?

you`re the one who vented off to lyn.

to me; soompi is a place where i can relax & vent off in this thread.

read the fckin` title, silly. "message to anyone"

& you really think after everything you & the others have been through;

i don`t have a say in this? you think I have nothing to vent about?

nothing to say? you think you`re the one who`s going through hard times?

you think you`re the one who`s being mistreated & want to die?

you think you`re the one who`s getting YOUR heart broken?

i don`t care what william ever tells me about you;

that you can`t remember everything you say, & try to make yourself sound so right.

so right, that you don`t even listen & MEZMORIZE what we all have to say.

so right, that you want us to feel like crap so you can feel victorious.

is that what you want to do & feel when you get so frustrated?

i`ve had enough with your crap. why would i want to go back to someone

who can`t remember what he said? and what I said.

you read my posts about you? tehe. mkayy [:

you wanted to know the truth. there ya goo.

even though i explained it to you over the phone PLENTY of times,

BEFORE YOU READ MY POSTS,

but like i said; you don`t remember my own words either.

even if you tell me you`ve heard & read it more than 10 times.

gtfo my life.

& no. i`m not that one person that can make you happy.

look at you right now. am i making you happy? (:

you see this sarcasm; this is what you were to me.

before you came coming back to me.

[Guest x_shinae]

I'm so confused about you right now. I don't know who you are, even after our longgg conversations.

You blew me off yesterday morning.... did you not call me like you promised because you were on crack?

why do you do drugs, you don't need them at all. You were really sweet and caring about me that night two days ago.

That song we talked about.... how you liked it so much, even though it was kind of a girly song.... how ironic, the song's is really true for about my situation with you right now.

why don't you call me?

don't you know that i go to sleep with my phone in my hand, waiting for you. I wake up every hour and check my phone just in case.

i fainted this mornign because of stress, and because i didn't eat because of the stress.

i need you.

you act so different when your on weed.

..... but....

.... i think i'm beginning to love you

[Guest Rainie_Days]

Why do I bother with you?

I'm stupidly waiting for you, after that one line of happiness, "I'll spend time with you on Saturday".

I was looking forward to today, you better have a good reason.