Guest gpie9 Posted June 6, 2008 Share Posted June 6, 2008 The things I do for you. And you don't even know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest 01nc7 Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 not this again. why did you put your arm around me like that??! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
macy Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 No -- I'm not happy. Thanks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
la folie Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 So I wonder what you mean. Are you implying something when you said if you'd make me happy by going there with me? Hm. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest IATEYOU Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 you dont know how much my heart jumped when you said, "i didn't forget you." .. thank you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chifuni Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 Until this point, I was walking forward confidently. Everything until now had been laid out so well, so stable. It was almost as if life really was just one long road until that final point. Then suddenly, I'm faced with an intersection. Left or right? Up or down? I chose my next destination - to the east, far off from what is familiar to me. Was is the right choice? I don't know, but it's too late to veer off. The space beside me is still empty, no matter how many friends I have. Somewhere in my hurry to grow up, despite my constant reminiscing, I lost myself in the whole mess. I buried my concerns about changing just enough, but now I'm shaking. I started crying while sitting in bed because I didn't know what to do. Just when you think you have a firm grasp on life, it turns into a silky ribbon and slithers out of your fingers. All I can do it watch it, and hope that things turn out as I hope. What are the things I'm looking forward to anyway? The little pieces of the puzzle of life that I painted out expectantly aren't fitting together. Where does the plan for a family fit in with graduate school? What about researching but still living here in the city I've grown up in? I was never really meant to be moved around so much, but here I am, a tree stuffing myself in a bag trying to be what I'm not. It's all I can do to defy nature and define msyelf. The last day we officially had to go to all our classes, and I didn't feel that great inside. There was something next to the sadness, some sort of longing that I could do it all over again, even if I hated it. This will be the summer to answer many questions I've been holding in. And I'm sinking in the quiet span of sky, in the thrumming of guitar strings until sleep is no different from being awake. I float in my existence, unsure of what to do about the change in course. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest happy2friends Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 i learnt alot from you. finally come to accept some things. i can't believe i would say this, but, thank you.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest bloopy_babo Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 LIFE IS SO CRUEL. it isnt my situation but im so depressed because of you guys. perfect situation, and it is ruined. why do things like that happen so late. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest AMIbunny Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 Am i annoying? I know you say i am.. and i know i am XD but.....seriously... =/ am I annoying you right now because i'm going with you to the hot pot thing? =[ I really do feel like im annoying you.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Antz Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 NOW I CAN'T FREAKING CONCENTRATE! i told you i can COME OVER and pick up my god damn file. i don't need your mum coming over to drop it off. seriously it doesn't matter to me! i was thinking about going to the library ANYWAY! goodness gracious. and you say you're trying to do the right thing.. WELL WHY AM I ON SOOMPI NOW WHEN I TOLD MYSELF I WOULDN'T GO ON TODAY & WHY CAN'T I CONCENTRATE ANYMORE!? HUH!??! i still have to go outside ANYWAY to get the file, that is GIVEN that she doesn't ring the doorbell or anything! GOSHHHHHHH. look, thanks. but i didn't ask for it so why are you even doing this? i told you before that i don't need other people doing things for me. i know how busy your mum gets so she doesn't need to do that for me. i'm a grown girl, i can do things on my own. i'm 18 and i'm responsible for my own actions !! you sounded like you didn't want to see me or anything. jeez. have fun today with YOU AND YOUR DAMN VIDEO GAMES. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LittleDeeDee Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 ................................... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest xlush Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 so this time im back, im back with a new me. i'd never thuoght that i'd be able to live through it if i knew that you were dating her, but matter turns out that i ddin't react as bad as i thought i'd would. in the end, i guess i do miss you even thuogh my mind is telling me that i had already let you go. in my mind, you're half forgotten. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest wish4or Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 thank you for everything. You make me soo happy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest jew-lee Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 For some reason i feel whenever i go out i feel so protected by him even though i go some where everyday i alwayss can seee his facee well im pretty entertained everyday with him whos knowws wats next i still really miss him everyday Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lilliums Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 I wish you'd talk to me more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest remmy Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 thanks for tonight babe you're the sweetest :] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest BakaPrincess Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 One would think that those "butterly" feelings would fade as the relationship goes on... But when you grabbed my hand today, my heart fluttered and that "butterfly" feeling overcame me again. At that moment, the first thing that popped into my mind was, "He's definitely a keeper." Hon, you've made me realized how much I just absolutely love being with you no matter the circumstance. Thanks for everything tonight. I love you. =) And dammit, I miss you already. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest fightforfreedom Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 dsja;fksajfdlkajfdslksajfdalksjfdlkasjflkajflkajfdsksa i'm sorry baby T.T but this is really bugging me T.T Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest twinkle_l0ve Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 Am I enjoying the way things are going? Or am I just lying to myself again? I hate this feeling of being unsure. Feels like people know me better than I know myself. Now that's pretty messed up.. 5 months to go Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest shiawasebeam Posted June 7, 2008 Share Posted June 7, 2008 things between us have become weirdly good lately. maybe it's because i have been actually trying to talk to you..? i kind of wonder what you thought when i fixed your shirt ^^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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