Guest 01nc7 Posted July 1, 2008 Share Posted July 1, 2008 AHH its like a burden has been lifted! now i no longer have to worry about what you're thinking, or if im boring you, of if im interesting enough, funny enough, pretty enough, cool enough. i feel freer. for some reason, seeing you on the kd trip started something that kept growing inside me until i felt like i was gonna burst. when i reached that point, seeing you on aim was like seeing a lake in the desert. so i talked to you and flirted a little, i asked you about the message i sent and it turns out you wrote something back and thought you sent it. however, you left to go watch a movie without resending it. also, i was the one propelling the convo forward, and when i asked about coming to kumdo you only said "it wouldnt be very interesting." while that may not sound like much, at the end of the convo i somehow knew that whatever it was that we shared before was gone. to be honest, i was very sad and i cried knowing that it was truly over. soon after, i found incomplete melody by wang leehom and it cheered me up a lot. which is ironic because i searched for wang leehom songs expecting to get heart wrenching ballads haha. but while i was listening, my tears just dried up and i felt lighter. i dont know how else to convey what i mean. i feel much happier now. the old feeling of desperation is gone, replaced with carefree-ness, lightheartedness and hope. so whether we see each other again or not, i sincerely wish you the best in your life. thank you for caring about me. it's ok, it's all ok. you didnt know, right? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest predator Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 I miss you. I wish I could see you right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest &&TiFF;ANY. Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 i'm holding my breath hoping for the best it's hard to think optimistic at a time like this but if i don't, who will everyone will keep bringing you down with their pessimism i want to make things better everything is spiraling my head hurts i'm scared Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest manlytoe Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 i loved you then, i love you now, i don't know if i'll stop loving you like i did then and now. i missed you then, i miss you now, maybe one day, you'll be the one missing me. i miss you, love you and wish you the best. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 john tesh.... john tesh john tesh john tesh john tesh... Even when nice guys get the girl... they still finish last. john tesh john tesh john tesh this john teshing break up... It's hard... And yeah... I'm crying... I'm crying and I john teshing hate it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest rehonishi Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 i know you probably like her more but im still here right? i wish youd count me in sometimes or remember me every once in a while im still here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest &&TiFF;ANY. Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 this hurts i want to cry i'm confused what do i say what CAN i say? what can i do? kowai desu.... i'm scared to my wits end Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest LUX. Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 I don't understand myself right now. I don't feel what I felt when we saw each other on a regular basis. Maybe I'm finally over you, I hope. What's sad is that the only thing I know about me and you is that if I were to see you again, meet with you again, speak with you again, I would fall in love with you all over...again. Maybe it was all the Disney, but I thought that if you love someone, and it was truly love, each and every day the love you two share is just like the first day it was created. You might fight and cry, but still love. Does that mean I didn't love you? Or was it just stupid of me to have thought of love in that way? I think the only reason I'm asking that last question is because admitting that what I felt for you wasn't love...would be the most painful thing in the world. Even more painful than thinking about your wedding, and the future you'll have with her--the life you should be spending with me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Yoochun<3 Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 I rather you be nothing and happy than being something and unhappy.. its tearing us apart cant you see that? I want you to be happy, so i can be happy. if its me, please just tell me. I would much rather be hurt and recover than see you suffer because you're unhappy cause of me baby.. sometimes u get me so angry do you know that? how you treat me when you get in a bad mood & how you treat my friends when all they want to do is have a good conversation w/you. aii.. ill just stay out of your way from now on.. just be happy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest to.angie Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 Sorry, it's just that I've been so busy with things so I haven't really had the chance to speak to you all lately. I need to be by myself so it might take a while for me to get back to you guys. I'll call you up when I have the chance. When I'm done, we'll all hang out and do something fun..okay? - - ...such a terrible habit and because of it, I'll probably lose my eyesight .__. Usually this would be the point in which you'd lecture me... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest coreancc Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 The windswept valley bent down low With trees broken and bent askew - An eerie silence held the woe. Still dripping tears, the trees that knew Abuses of the night wept slow. Bit by bit I write it out... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
smylies Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 WHY DIDNT YOU DO MORE YESTERDAY! i loved it being only you and me. BUT at least...initiate something? oh boo, i even wanted one of your hugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest bloopy_babo Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 my father pisses me off. im a failure at life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ttris Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 today is canada day and i reallie thought u were there to watch fireworks but i couldn't find you at all.. and i started to cry.. i reallie wanted to see u there... u know i was so upset... i felt so bad for making my friends feel bad and everything... but then lucky i saw u there driving ur new car.. and i was happy again.. and then once i left to drive.. when i came back you were gone... but then afterwards i saw u again.. and let me tell u ... i was super happy... but y did u wonder off and talked to your other friend.. i reallie wished u came to talk to me.. and asked me out... i wish... but wait.. do u still like me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest joolee. Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 I am so tired of this. I don't want to care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest miriyum Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 richard simmons PARENTS richard simmons RELATIONSHIPS richard simmons ALL YOU HATERS AND D-CKS.. richard simmons YOU ALL! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest AMIbunny Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 i hate hate hate hate hate you...............................................you're so ANNOYING. I WANT A NEW BOYFRIEND. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest cathyy_ Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 arghh i don't know what i feel towards you anymore i'm sorry =\ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest babii_gurl Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 heehee^______________^ im so excited tosee you babbbyy!! i been up since 3 in the morning ^^" hehe time should go by faster gaah!! =] xoxo i loooveerrrss you! =] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest YUNMii. Posted July 2, 2008 Share Posted July 2, 2008 Hmm I don't know if I still like you or not ^^? Hopefully I'm over you though. ><! Because that would be great. Our friendship was something I really treasured Even if I didn't like you, it would still be the same. I'm glad we're still friends! :] Hopefully I got over you. I don't even know myself. Hey, at least I'm trying. ^^ ;; Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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