[Chinese Webseries 2016] Heroin Web Series 上癮网络剧

[Tari Tari]

Another FF https://www.wattpad.com/261693044-yuzhou-fan-fics-loneliness

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Jingyu is not his usual self. Yup, he spends almost every second missing Zhouzhou. It’s not like they meet every single day. But thinking that Zhouzhou is in another country and with other person than him, how could he be happy. 
Jealousy perhaps. But since the beginning he decided to trust Zhouzhou. It’s not like Zhouzhou will fall for another guy that easy. It’s just still weighing his mind while he’s thinking about his boyfriend. Guess it will be so much worse if Zhouzhou is close with a female. Jingyu really needs to control himself. It’s better to learn sooner than it’s too late.
Everyday Zhouzhou texts him and they talk on the phone sometime. There’s not that much difference with their usual activities. It just hit Jingyu that he really can’t go ahead and see Zhouzhou whenever he wants. 
He thought after they got together, they will only be happy together. He never thought that it will teach him about loneliness as well. 
He’s used to being alone. He’s a lone wolf after all. He could be surrounded by a lot of people and have a great time. But he also loves being by himself. Lost in his thoughts. He found freedom and peace when he’s alone. But just like what people always say, being alone and being lonely is not the same. Jingyu enjoys being alone and that’s why he never really get lonely. In fact, he’s happy when he’s alone.
Not nowadays. Sometimes he still enjoys being alone. Drift away with the wind. He’s found happiness in being alone for so long and it’s not that easy to let that go. He knows he needs time on his own sometime. But now he got to taste loneliness. Especially when he’s missing that special person. His beloved. His boyfriend. Zhouzhou.
That guy sure has taught him a lot about himself. He never knew before that he could be lonely. That he could feel sad when he’s alone. Being alone was equal to being happy before. He didn’t know when it started to change. All he knows right now is that he’s lonely when he misses Zhouzhou. Worse, when he can’t get in touch with Zhouzhou when he misses him.
Loneliness finally gets him. He gets emotional, sentimental perhaps. So he decided to sing a song to express his feeling. It’s a weird feeling and it’s not a really good feeling. He hopes he could just let it all out and be happy again on his own. He needs to be able to be alone, separate from Zhouzhou from time to time. It’s not just for them. Every couple needs to do this as well. Let’s face it, even married couple need time and space alone. He just needs to learn how to deal with the loneliness since he’s so good at being alone before.
There’s a song that came to his mind right away. More Lonely Than Before. He thought why not and started to sing. He might not have the greatest voice. But he sings right from his heart to express this loneliness he’s feeling.
He sang and sang and sang. The plan backfired. He thought singing will help him to overcome this loneliness. It only made it worse. The loneliness gets more real than ever and he’s just helpless. His thought is only full of one person and one person only.
Suddenly he heard his phone’s ringing. He couldn’t believe what he’s just seen. Are they that connected so Zhouzhou can feel his longing and read his mind? Let’s not get ahead. But it’s not Jingyu if he let this coincidence goes to waste.
“I was just thinking about you,” he said warmly.
“I called because I was thinking about you too.”
Then silent. Zhouzhou wanted to hear Jingyu’s voice so bad that he decided to call. He never thought he could miss a guy this much. He feels lonely even though he’s supposed to have fun in Korea. As soon as he’s alone he called Jingyu.
Jingyu breaks the silent as he said he missed Zhouzhou. Both of them did. They still do.
“When will you get back?”
“Soon… What do you want for souvenir?” Zhouzhou tries to light up the atmosphere.
“You?”
Zhouzhou is happy to hear that. He’s blushed and thankful they are not on video call. He will get so embarrassed if Jingyu saw how blushed he is because that one single word.
“Then I’ll buy you something that will always remind you of me. Something that allows you to see me all the time.”
Jingyu’s demanding more clues or the answer itself. He got curious.
“Just think of it as me. And that seeing it is also seeing me.”
“You know I’m not in the mood for being a detective.”
“Why can’t you just wait for it?”
Jingyu gives in. But not without fighting back. “Fine, I’ll wait. But you give it to me yourself. And spend a day just with me.”
“Y-you.”
Zhouzhou is speechless after hearing how straightforward Jingyu was. Doesn’t want to embarrass himself longer, Zhouzhou cut his phone line.
Jingyu’s surprised but he smiles while seeing his phone just cut off. 
Today he comes to a conclusion, the only cure for his loneliness if Zhouzhou. He could hear or sing a lot of songs to express his loneliness. And it wouldn’t go away. He could play with few friends and laugh. But it just made the loneliness worst. He could try to sleep if not being awake because of the loneliness itself. Yet hearing Zhouzhou’s voice for a while could ease his loneliness. 
At least he won’t be lonely for a while. Until he decided to call Zhouzhou again later. Since Zhouzhou is the only one who can help him deal with this loneliness.
So he smiles again and dedicated his song for Zhouzhou. He wants to let Zhouzhou knows how much missing him has caused much loneliness. Zhouzhou needs to take responsibility.

 

[lielee]

I just found out that Astro Quan Jia (ch308) airs Happy Camp and Run For Time. *jump off cliff*

What's even the point. Even if the ones with YuZhou was aired, I already missed it.

Then again, just the thought of watching YuZhou on tv than computer screen makes me all tingly and excited.

If only...

[narakeiko]

1 hour ago, gayyoxx said:

AFAIK, ZZ is a very complex person with very diverse hobby. Yes, everyone is unique and complex but I am astounded by the sheer diversity bottled in someone we know as ZZ. He is a rocker/latin dancer/otaku/gamer/class president/actor/musician/jiu jitsu doll. Personally, I have never know someone with such diverse interests and talents.

I'd say, ZZ is cute. During Shanghai FM, during various interviews, he often acted in ways that I describe as cute. I guess, he is basically expressive in nature thus does not shy from showing expressions we find cute, such as pouting, mimicking kittens etc. But he also has other expressions too. Stoic BLY-like, charmingly handsome during Madame Figaro, sizzling bad boy hot in Men's UNO, etc. Have I said how hot he is on Men's UNO video? I have? One more time? Njbekjajlken knelk ijsoijs! There.

To contrast: in my head, JY's image since I watched Addicted, Shanghai FM, interviews has been consistent: he is a brooding, solitary, lonely wolf. Lately, his personality is becoming warmer because of ZZ and we get to see his dorky, charming and funny side more and more. But still, JY is a wolf. You just can't expect a wolf to mimick a puppy. When JY lost his weight, I saw him sick and unnatural. JY is at his best with fit body, and as yesterday's Bazaar pics, with confidence, maturity and authority (wipe my drool). JY is always "handsome" and maybe "domineering". I just can't describe JY as "beautiful" or "cute". Yet, I can describe ZZ as handsome/cute/beautiful/alluring or even the combination of those adjectives.

Lately, ZZ lost 10 kg and that made him look... Elfin? Ethereally beautiful? If my naked, untrained eyes can get that impression, I am sure professionals such as magazine editors and photographers understand that too and see the potentials of this facet of ZZ. I guess, that is why lately ZZ has jobs which promote his cute image futher. Like his last job with cosmetic products. That's women cosmetic products, right? Only ZZ can pull such stunt: being the star in a women cosmetic product, looking cute, yet undeniably male.

 

Agree... He can manage to be a manly male even as a star for women cosmetic,,,, He's what i see as someone who has many universes to go to... He can choose which universe he'll live in... 

 

 

[_supermai]

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21 hours ago, may said:

Hi all,

A little bit of ranting.. just want to say something and telling everyone i am restarting my Addicted marathon ep 1 today ..again. 

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 I dunno what had happened to me... i am a lover of BL, BL radio drama, yaoi manga...all boys loves related. After Addicted drama, it is so hard for me to get back to other BL series. I rather spend time re-watch Addicted eps rather than watch new. All new BL series seems so hard to digest, can't feel the loves, the chemistry between the leads, I watched trailers for a while than close it. Seems like Addicted makes in deep cave.. maybe due to the real life of YuZhou that keeps making me delulu, fantasize and can't walk out from it.

Other BL leads showing too much fan service till I disgusted but how come YuZhou's subtle fan service (or real) are so much real, especially their longing eyes to each other. It makes me keep coming back to this. 

 

 

Well guess what? You are not alone! 

I was at the very same spot you are in. I was a bit late and it was a tough road for me. I got into the ship just in time when all the mishaps started to happened. I got hooked, I faithfully waited for the S2, tried to grab BKK FM ticket and failed, patiently waited for the FM update and got heart broken from the news after. It is quite hard replacing something especially if you got attached to it. I looked for other alternatives. Some made me happy but not the same feels from what I got from Addicted.

Long story short, I made my way out with a heart full of acceptance though subtle delulu's still there but I know it won't hurt much anymore.

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Being addicted to Heroin, I'm glad I found my cure - Love Sick (not really promoting though lol)

Sorry for this unsolicited advise / opinion. 

[xix19xix]

Addicted was mentioned in this English/Mandarin article about a recent real life love confession between two male university students in China.

They got one fact wrong though. Addicted is a high school drama.

http://www.danlan.org/disparticle_53628.htm

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In case you are interested in who is one of them.

 

[Ariodante]

Feeling like spamming some three month old (old? are we allowed to think in such time concept already?) FMV… Focus? Kisses, holds, throws, and so on … + upbeat sounding Cứ Thế Mong Chờ remix to boot. Three minutes to make you smile*

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(cr. JDK Boys Love Channel)

*or feeling lusty/nostalgic… your pick

[palz4u]

1 hour ago, ryokise said:

Zhouzhou's NG in Glo Ray promo>

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4GJNvDEzx-g

"Hello everyone, I am Xu Weizhou. Beauty within you, Glo & Ray cosmetics is officially on their offici..guan..ma..ma..en..ah yi..ah..heh~~~"

*He accidentally mispronounced guan fang(official) as guan ma

OMG OMG.... why not kill me at once.... he is so damn handsome and adorable at the same time. 

Zhou Zhou is amazing...  I love him.

But I am still worried about his excessive weight loss. He has such a firm and buff chest in the cut ep 12 scene but in his recent pics his rib cage and collar bones are so prominent. I hope his management not only focuses on just his performances and on ways to exploit his fame but should give him some days in between to relax as well. All this reminds me of how Mariah Carey and Justin beiber have also suffered bad health due to excessive work pressure in their earlier days with newly found fame. Hope ZZ will turn off his OCD mode for a while to gain back his health especially weight.

6 hours ago, aeislaeigh said:

Johnny...

Source:  Bazaar

JY looks suave and handsome as ever. I love the confidence and attitude he exudes in his photo shoots. Man of dreams of every damsel on this earth... ha ha ..

I have never come across such handsome and sexy young Asian guys ever before (maybe a few before I shouldn't lie he he... ). JY and ZZ are seriously the light of my life. My day starts and ends with them. Seriously this addiction is incurable. 

So fellow addicts we all are connected by this strange yet amazing addiction. It's fun to have so many comrades.

Have a nice time everyone..

[jlt4ever]

1 hour ago, palz4u said:

JY looks suave and handsome as ever. I love the confidence and attitude he exudes in his photo shoots. Man of dreams of every damsel on this earth... ha ha ..

So true. What I love about Jingyu is that he can be such a different person in photos and in person. In magazine photos, he always looks extremely cool, collected, and sometimes even distant. But in person (or perhaps in interviews, because I haven't met him in person - such a pity!), you feel that he is a very lively, humorous guy with a soft personality.

IIRC, in an interview (perhaps with Sohu???), JY joked about such difference himself. He said that his friends always told him to talk as little as possible, because "once he opens his mouth, it ruins everything"...LOL... Please JY just ignore your friends' advice. We all loooooove your jokes so much!!!

[Scandani]

I am still collecting the body evolutions pictures of the boys from Shangyin til now, but I have some gifs that I saved and would like to share.

I have said before, HJY, 23 years old you said? More like 5 yo, 6 max!

Lemme take you away from the grown up JY you saw on Harper's Bazaar today, and introduce you to kindergarten age JY

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5 yo JY in his kindergarten in Bangkok

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(I still have not find a way not to be sad watching Thai FM, since these are just the very few of his smile during the FM)

Still don't believe me?

Lemme refresh your memory on his superb ability as professional pole. Yup, stiff as a wood. 

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This make me face palming so hard. He might not be embarrass, but I am. LOL

 

ZZ, we plead ya' please teach him a move or two. Puhleasseee

 

Back to kindergarten JY

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cr: iron-whale tumblr

 

and my favorite of all time is a re-share of JY's tantrum with the wig. I prefer the video version tbh, because he sound so god damn hawt with husky bedroom voice. I shared the vid before.

23 you said? pfff...6!!!!

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oml so cute, snoozing during make-up session with annoyed face cos he think he would look so ugly in that wig.

so what say you? does he look that ugly in his uhm failed cover?

 

while am spamming, I will just re-share JY's biggest fanboy

YUP, HIMSELF! LMAO

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tbh I believe that all of these hype is just to hide his sadness during Thai FM, really. He just tried hard to look very hype. But, all along he had this sad eyes, since he was separated from the other three. He came up the stage already with gloomy face, singing very sad song, and all the while his expression never really hit the notch to his usual self. But, I admire him for trying to look happy. Admire him to still stand tall on the stage. I love you baby whale T_T

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oh almost forgot this one, Elle Men photoshoot this one was. He seems enjoying himself tho'

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@jlt4ever funny that you mentioned humorous JY, and I just have all of these gifs to show you how wonderful his layers are. I also really believe that he is a solitaire, who enjoys solitude. And that's one of his side that I really love about him.

tagging gorgeous @ximichem

[aeislaeigh]

Timmy for Yue-Sai

Source:   羽西品牌官方微博

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[kmmyzz]

For those who weren't able to download vocal-only version of By The Sea (JY and ZZ duet), can click here to download. Sorry for the late update, I just reached home.

P/S: Heard JY has a schedule today, but I see no updates on that

[Tin Le]

Friendship v.s. Love. Very hilarious, guys 

[kmmyzz]

JY will be on next episode of Date With Star, which will air tomorrow

cr. 约吧大明星

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Edit: JY attended a charity event held by OLAY

cr. on pic

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Short fancam by Hirok的小钢镚儿

Another short fancam by 一天到晚游的鲸鱼嘤

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JY attending Olay charity event

cr. 潋滟cc

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[Scandani]

2 minutes ago, kmmyzz said:

JY will be on next episode of Date With Star, which will air tomorrow

cr. 约吧大明星

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OML Kimmmyyyyyy, I am having spasm!!!!! JY-ahhhh!!!!

[gayyoxx]

Thanks, @kmmyzz! Glad to see JY again after almost a week! Too bad not with ZZ, eh? 

*squinting hard, squinting hard* Is there any irregularities on JY? Like red marks on his neck? *squint*

[kmmyzz]

Excuse me for spamming JY on the thread, this is his first schedule after so long hiding to take care of his boyfriend

Fancam by Jlopve630

Preview by uuuops_

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So handsome even if it's not HD ;_________;

cr. Whale_Dream

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cr. 凤哈_

SO HANDSOME OML

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EDIT

Seems like there is a live stream for today's event: here (IOS users: here | Android users: here)

EDIT2: Nvm seems like the live ended already haha

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More previewssss

cr. 肉包儿zzZ

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[bearology]

Looks like JY has gained a bit of weight  I guess taking care of his boyfriend meaning taking care of himself too. 

 

Recently both of them loves this sparkling earring. Cr on pic

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[kmmyzz]

Gotta calm myself down with some updates of ZZ

cr. 因杂因杂小因杂

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cr. -PussyCAT-

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Vivi updated her IG

cr. Vivi IG

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Caption: Become A better U 

EDIT: Live stream of JY's event started again, you can watch it here

Same app as the one I included before, and can be watched on pc to

[lielee]

Yu-ya, where's your gold ring? I understand the necklace (I NEED TO SEE YOU IN IT AGAIN) but you wore both rings. Why not the gold one too?

[bearology]

ViVi jie updates IG

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Cr YIHAlock

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