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[shuwei]

 

On February 27, 2016 at 8:01 PM, hryy said:

Some wondered about the 8 years separation gap. Actually, the author did not really explain deeply why BLY decides to leave GH and what exactly happened during the 8 years. Personally I felt the author could elaborate more on why BLY made the decision but I guess she could be wanting to leave some room for readers own interpretation. Nonetheless, I thought the 8 year separation is quite a good plot device and I must say I enjoy reading BLY's and GH's interactions 8 years later just as much in the first part. Although they have matured, but when it comes to each other, they remained impulsive and at times childish. As mentioned by other posters, BLY also became more assertive and expressive of his love for GH in the second part but of course, still have semblance of sanity compared to GH 

Just to elaborate more on the reason the author gave in the novel for the separation:

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The accident is caused by Guyang (he tempered with the car brakes) who meant to kill BLY as he thinks BLY will only bring harm to GH but did not expect GH got on the same car. From the accident, BLY realised how vulnerable is GH, in his heart, GH is forever healthy and young and he will never lose him. But when he saw GH covered in blood and seriously injured in the accident, he became scared and worried and GH's well-being is at the top of his mind and nothing else matters. It does not matter whether they stay together as long as GH remains safe. Hence after seeing GH is out of danger at the hospital, he told Guyang to tell GH that he is dead and left. The next scene is BLY screaming into the night at a bridge "I love you, GH!" 3 times and "you must continue to live on and live well!".

After running into BLY 8 years later, GH immediately flew to Hong Kong to confront Guyang (who is running a very successful business in HK). GH did not blame Guyang for the car brakes as he's the one who suffered but he wanted to know exactly what happened and why they hide the fact that BLY joined the military. Guyang told him that it was BLY who told him that to tell him that he was dead but Guyang admitted that after seeing how devastated GH was after learnt of BLY's "death", told GH BLY went abroad instead and contacted BLY's relatives (including BLY's dad) to collaborate and hide the truth from GH. Upon GH's questioning, he admitted that GH's dad knew about BLY's enlistment and that in return, GH's dad promised BLY to leave GH alone and let him be and not force him to join the army. It was not stated in the novel if BLY made any promises of never to see GH again or that kind of stuff. In the confrontation, Guyang mentioned that isn't it good that they broke off early as given their temperament it is unlikely they'll stay together. But GH told him that is for him to decide, if nothing good comes out from his relationship with BLY, he's willing to accept the consequences, but they should not decide for him.

Later on, BLY explained to GH that he has to leave him despite he really really did not want to was because someone (should be referring to Guyang) couldn't accommodate him (BLY) and he was really afraid the person will use GH's life to threaten him and GH's safety is the most important to him. He added that by joining the army he hoped that his father will not give GH any more pressure.

Actually during the 8 years BLY also misses GH a lot, besides sleeping with GH's school uniform throughout, he also kept the gloves GH gave him during Christmas. There's also once during the 8 years he requested GH's dad to allow him to visit the tunnel GH dug between their rooms there and sat in there and cried.

 

i just finished reading chapter 208, the ending to the first part of the novel, and in terms of fictional separation, its probably one of the most painful one i have ever read  probably bc there were 200 chapters building up to it

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in terms of the logic behind bly's departure, i totally agree with your reasoning. i think the last few lines of the chapter made it clear:

Gu Hai, the truth is I'm a coward. I'm scared of being alone, of going far from home, of hurting people close to me...Because I met you, I became stronger.

That's why, you have to live well for my sake!

the core of bly's character and also his ultimate weakness is fear (of losing himself, of losing people, of pain etc.) his cold exterior and his guarded personality are manifestations of this. gh broke through every of bly's barriers and through their experiences together allowed bly overcome a lot of his fears. but i think when bly realizes there is nothing more fearful in this world than gh's death, he runs away. furthermore, bly at that point had a rude awakening to the kind of cruel methods the gu family will resort to to separate him from gh. as long as they are together, these people would continue endanger not only bly but also gh (who bly now know will put bly before his own life). leaving is a way to let gh give up on him and ensure gh's safety 

talking about gh, gh's every word and action from when he knew they were in danger up until the moment he lose conciousness was really touching for me. the way he made bly close his eyes and told him a funny story under that kind of situation...he protected bly not only physically but also mentally...the extent of his strength and his love for bly made me cry.

cjd is good at building suspense. the moment gh realized something was wrong with the car, my heart was in my throat. everything that came after was really devastating sigh...

 

[Guest skeletonworks]

2 hours ago, smeowly said:

do you think CJD did 'research' by watching lots of gay porn before writing this? or does she just have a very vivid imagination?!

 

so explicit some of the details!!!

 

What and how she described the coughsexscenecough is totally from gay porno to me... Oops....

[liesl]

5 minutes ago, shuwei said:

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in terms of the logic behind bly's departure, i totally agree with your reasoning. i think the last few lines of the chapter made it clear:

Gu Hai, the truth is I'm a coward. I'm scared of being alone, of going far from home, of hurting people close to me...Because I met you, I became stronger.

That's why, you have to live well for my sake!

the core of bly's character and also his ultimate weakness is fear (of losing himself, of losing people, of pain etc.) his cold exterior and his guarded personality are manistations of this. gh broke through every of bly's barriers and through their experiences together allowed bly overcome a lot of his fears. but i think when bly realizes there is nothing more fearful in this world than gh's death, he runs away. furthermore, bly at that point had a rude awakening to the kind of cruel methods the gu family will resort to to separate him from gh. as long as they are together, these people would continue endanger not only bly but also gh (who bly now know will put bly before his own life). leaving is a way to let gh give up on him and ensure gh's safety 

talking about gh, gh's every word and action from when he knew they were in danger up until the moment he lose conciousness was really touching for me. the way he made bly close his eyes and told him a funny story under that kind of situation...he protected bly not only physically but also mentally...the extent of his strength and his love for bly made me cry.

cjd is good at building suspense. the moment gh realized something was wrong with the car, my heart was in my throat. everything that came after was really devastating sigh...

 

 

Naaaaw.....

[shuwei]

1 hour ago, skeletonworks said:

 

Sorry I just have to quote this. I know the rumour died down already but I just have to bring this up (sorry!!) because I need to get it out from my system.

If it's real, it's kinda revolting. I think it's just me but I feel like she'd be breaking the rule as a fujoshi (of course there's no explicit rule per se but it's something along the line...). It's just so weird. So wrong. I'd still feel the same way if she was dating Johnny or Fengsong or Chenwen or any of her boys... There's just some lines you don't cross..

Zhouzhou, undoubtedly, will one day has a girlfriend.. It's inevitable. We can't deny this fact. But no, not with Chai Jidan... 

i also find it a bit awkward, definitely not because she is a fujoshi, but because she is his boss. these kind of relationships are always a scandal for reasons everyone who has ever participated a workplace will know...that kind of power imbalance will make people assume things and its damaging to wz, cjd, and the work they are involved in aka addicted

[WeLoveSoompi]

22 minutes ago, Lester Gordula said:

hahahaha ur funny. No we meant if someone could translate the lyrics better in english. Because google is sometimes not reliable hahaha

oh , let me try 

[Guest skeletonworks]

1 hour ago, lalatelev said:

 

WOW what is this about? No I havent' seen it. Anyone has the link????

 

@alvinboi See.. Someone is shocked 

@lalatelev False alarm 

[palz4u]

What a day.... (roller coaster ride)

Rumors, heart ache, more rumours..... I was going almost nuts

Then the lovely Weibo post by WZ,  Ahhhh the relief.... amazing feeling

And now what better way to end the day with

1. WZ's new song... (such a soothing voice)

2. More pics and videos of Zhouzhou and Johnny (wish I knew Mandarin). They both are way too adorable...

3. New hot summaries, fanfics and more episode comparisons Woooow....

Love you all for the wonderful posts today  (can't mention all the names as I liked so many of them)

Well goodnight fellow addicts. 

Will be waiting for new updates eagerly...

[porcelainwhite]

22 minutes ago, shuwei said:

 

i just finished reading chapter 208, the ending to the first part of the novel, and in terms of fictional separation, its probably one of the most painful one i have ever read  probably bc there were 200 chapters building up to it

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in terms of the logic behind bly's departure, i totally agree with your reasoning. i think the last few lines of the chapter made it clear:

Gu Hai, the truth is I'm a coward. I'm scared of being alone, of going far from home, of hurting people close to me...Because I met you, I became stronger.

That's why, you have to live well for my sake!

the core of bly's character and also his ultimate weakness is fear (of losing himself, of losing people, of pain etc.) his cold exterior and his guarded personality are manistations of this. gh broke through every of bly's barriers and through their experiences together allowed bly overcome a lot of his fears. but i think when bly realizes there is nothing more fearful in this world than gh's death, he runs away. furthermore, bly at that point had a rude awakening to the kind of cruel methods the gu family will resort to to separate him from gh. as long as they are together, these people would continue endanger not only bly but also gh (who bly now know will put bly before his own life). leaving is a way to let gh give up on him and ensure gh's safety 

talking about gh, gh's every word and action from when he knew they were in danger up until the moment he lose conciousness was really touching for me. the way he made bly close his eyes and told him a funny story under that kind of situation...he protected bly not only physically but also mentally...the extent of his strength and his love for bly made me cry.

cjd is good at building suspense. the moment gh realized something was wrong with the car, my heart was in my throat. everything that came after was really devastating sigh...

 

these two just want to love and protect each other and would do anything for one another which makes their 8 year separation even more heartbreaking to me

I just really want this novel to finally be completely translated so I can cry my eyes out 

Edited March 9, 2016 by porcelainwhite
i forgot to add the smiley and I felt it was needed pls let me live i am forgetful

[Guest skeletonworks]

48 minutes ago, shuwei said:

 

i just finished reading chapter 208, the ending to the first part of the novel, and in terms of fictional separation, its probably one of the most painful one i have ever read  probably bc there were 200 chapters building up to it

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in terms of the logic behind bly's departure, i totally agree with your reasoning. i think the last few lines of the chapter made it clear:

Gu Hai, the truth is I'm a coward. I'm scared of being alone, of going far from home, of hurting people close to me...Because I met you, I became stronger.

That's why, you have to live well for my sake!

the core of bly's character and also his ultimate weakness is fear (of losing himself, of losing people, of pain etc.) his cold exterior and his guarded personality are manistations of this. gh broke through every of bly's barriers and through their experiences together allowed bly overcome a lot of his fears. but i think when bly realizes there is nothing more fearful in this world than gh's death, he runs away. furthermore, bly at that point had a rude awakening to the kind of cruel methods the gu family will resort to to separate him from gh. as long as they are together, these people would continue endanger not only bly but also gh (who bly now know will put bly before his own life). leaving is a way to let gh give up on him and ensure gh's safety 

talking about gh, gh's every word and action from when he knew they were in danger up until the moment he lose conciousness was really touching for me. the way he made bly close his eyes and told him a funny story under that kind of situation...he protected bly not only physically but also mentally...the extent of his strength and his love for bly made me cry.

cjd is good at building suspense. the moment gh realized something was wrong with the car, my heart was in my throat. everything that came after was really devastating sigh...

 

 

I'd be totally grateful (maybe I could make gifs??? *starts bribing*) if someone can translate chapters related to the accident & how Luoyin finally decide to leave Guhai... if it's not too much.. if any of you are free... As much as I love the smuts, I'd also want to cry a river witnessing their love for each other... 

Edit: Is that a wiper that prodded Guhai's back because I know he was prodded by an object but I don't know what object it is. And scrutinising the drawing I still couldn't tell...

[Lester Gordula]

22 minutes ago, shuwei said:

 

i just finished reading chapter 208, the ending to the first part of the novel, and in terms of fictional separation, its probably one of the most painful one i have ever read  probably bc there were 200 chapters building up to it

  Hide contents

in terms of the logic behind bly's departure, i totally agree with your reasoning. i think the last few lines of the chapter made it clear:

Gu Hai, the truth is I'm a coward. I'm scared of being alone, of going far from home, of hurting people close to me...Because I met you, I became stronger.

That's why, you have to live well for my sake!

the core of bly's character and also his ultimate weakness is fear (of losing himself, of losing people, of pain etc.) his cold exterior and his guarded personality are manistations of this. gh broke through every of bly's barriers and through their experiences together allowed bly overcome a lot of his fears. but i think when bly realizes there is nothing more fearful in this world than gh's death, he runs away. furthermore, bly at that point had a rude awakening to the kind of cruel methods the gu family will resort to to separate him from gh. as long as they are together, these people would continue endanger not only bly but also gh (who bly now know will put bly before his own life). leaving is a way to let gh give up on him and ensure gh's safety 

talking about gh, gh's every word and action from when he knew they were in danger up until the moment he lose conciousness was really touching for me. the way he made bly close his eyes and told him a funny story under that kind of situation...he protected bly not only physically but also mentally...the extent of his strength and his love for bly made me cry.

cjd is good at building suspense. the moment gh realized something was wrong with the car, my heart was in my throat. everything that came after was really devastating sigh...

 

where do you read this?? is it online?? 

[gayyoxx]

English translation of Dust, Zhouzhou's new song (courtesy of maddeningrush, from another forum):

Nothing can replace the absurdity in these eyes
Nothing can remember my existence in this world
Maybe I am only some dust, floating, awaiting in this world without reason
Not knowing why am I waiting

It's a pity, while I am passionate/warm(温暖), but there is no one to share that warmth with
It's a pity, because I am infatuated, yet I am trapped by that love
(Who ask that/It is because) I am only some dust, with no one to look after me
If it's is too difficult, it is only because it's either everything or nothing

Should I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will bear both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then only maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

It's a pity, while I am passionate/warm(温暖), there is no one to share that warmth with
It's a pity, because I am infatuated, I am trapped by that love
Who ask that/It is because I am only some dust, with no one to look after me
If its is too difficult, then either it's everything or nothing

If I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will take both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

If I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will take both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

 

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If season 2 is out and ends with the separation, I am not sure how hard it would hit me and how long I need to recover  

[Lester Gordula]

Needed your help guys. I want to read the novel as well. I know it is not yet completely translated but so fae ive only read till chapter 7. I'll appreaciate your help. Thanjs in advance

[chlorox]

4 minutes ago, gayyoxx said:

English translation of Dust, Zhouzhou's new song (courtesy of maddeningrush, from another forum):

Nothing can replace the absurdity in these eyes
Nothing can remember my existence in this world
Maybe I am only some dust, floating, awaiting in this world without reason
Not knowing why am I waiting

It's a pity, while I am passionate/warm(温暖), but there is no one to share that warmth with
It's a pity, because I am infatuated, yet I am trapped by that love
(Who ask that/It is because) I am only some dust, with no one to look after me
If it's is too difficult, it is only because it's either everything or nothing

Should I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will bear both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then only maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

It's a pity, while I am passionate/warm(温暖), there is no one to share that warmth with
It's a pity, because I am infatuated, I am trapped by that love
Who ask that/It is because I am only some dust, with no one to look after me
If its is too difficult, then either it's everything or nothing

If I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will take both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

If I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will take both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

 

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If season 2 is out and ends with the separation, I am not sure how hard it would hit me and how long I need to recover  

We shall carry the anguish together *cry*

[lalatelev]

10 hours ago, samscheetah said:

SINA interview * same day with weekend interview*

 

TRANSLATORS, WE NEED YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Men's uno is also finished in translation, you could check @ https://www.instagram.com/yzonlykt/ or https://www.instagram.com/estreline/ for English translation

And here is one more pic from Men's uno

 

Who wants to buy this magazine

 

OMG I didn't know that

MOD EDIT - NO QUOTING IMAGES!

 

 

Cute interview! Hahaha we need to see more of this side of him. 

I don't really have the time to translate the whole thing... but until subs are out, I can help translate specific parts that you guys want to know!

[shuwei]

huang jingyu the narcissist strikes again  

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his shamelessness is too predictable for zhouzhou now

 

 

[WeLoveSoompi]

33 minutes ago, gayyoxx said:

English translation of Dust, Zhouzhou's new song (courtesy of maddeningrush, from another forum):

Nothing can replace the absurdity in these eyes
Nothing can remember my existence in this world
Maybe I am only some dust, floating, awaiting in this world without reason
Not knowing why am I waiting

It's a pity, while I am passionate/warm(温暖), but there is no one to share that warmth with
It's a pity, because I am infatuated, yet I am trapped by that love
(Who ask that/It is because) I am only some dust, with no one to look after me
If it's is too difficult, it is only because it's either everything or nothing

Should I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will bear both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then only maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

It's a pity, while I am passionate/warm(温暖), there is no one to share that warmth with
It's a pity, because I am infatuated, I am trapped by that love
Who ask that/It is because I am only some dust, with no one to look after me
If its is too difficult, then either it's everything or nothing

If I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will take both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

If I understand true love, it is only because of you
And I will take both your pain and your joy
Though I am only dust, I shall hold dear that love
Then maybe someday I can share with you my warmth

 

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If season 2 is out and ends with the separation, I am not sure how hard it would hit me and how long I need to recover  

Chinese Piyin

 

Méishénme nénggòu qǔdài, yǎnzhōng de huāngdàn
méishénme nénggòu jì xià, zhè shìjiè wǒ de cúnzài
wǒ kěnéng zhǐshì yī lì chén'āi, piāomiǎo zài shìjiè xiàn shàng wúfǎ děngdài
bùzhī wèihé děngdài

kěxíle yīshēn wēnnuǎn, méiyǒu rén yīn wǒ ér nuǎn
kěxíle yīpiàn chīqíng, xiànrù ài de wéilán
shuí jiào wǒ zhǐshì yī lì chén'āi, zài shēnbiān yě méiyǒu rén qù guǎn
tài nán, nà jiù bùjiàn bú sàn

wǒ míngbái shìjiān de zhēn'ài, zhǐ yīn nǐ yīgè rén cúnzài
shòushāng, shìhuái zhīhòu quándōu yǒu wǒ chéngdān
wǒ zhǐshì yī lì chén'āi, miǎoxiǎo què shǒuhù wǒ de ài
huòxǔ yǒu yītiān wǒ néng gěi nǐ wēnnuǎn

kěxíle yīshēn wēnnuǎn, méiyǒu rén yīn wǒ ér nuǎn
kěxíle yīpiàn chīqíng, xiànrù ài de wéilán
shuí jiào wǒ zhǐshì yī lì chén'āi, zài shēnbiān yě méiyǒu rén qù guǎn
tài nán, nà jiù bùjiàn bú sàn

wǒ míngbái shìjiān de zhēn'ài, zhǐ yīn nǐ yīgè rén cúnzài
shòushāng, shìhuái zhīhòu quándōu yǒu wǒ chéngdān
wǒ zhǐshì yī lì chén'āi, miǎoxiǎo què shǒuhù wǒ de ài
huòxǔ yǒu yītiān wǒ néng gěi nǐ wēnnuǎn

wǒ míngbái shìjiān de zhēn'ài, zhǐ yīn nǐ yīgè rén cúnzài
shòushāng, shìhuái zhīhòu quándōu yǒu wǒ chéngdān
wǒ zhǐshì yī lì chén'āi, miǎoxiǎo què shǒuhù wǒ de ài
huòxǔ yǒu yītiān wǒ néng gěi nǐ wēnnuǎn

[Lester Gordula]

13 hours ago, BLFANS said:

 IM DIED . . Our Johnny so handsome 

http://i64.tinypic.com/wksn6q.jpg

 

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i saw that they are selling these coats online. But i want the school uniform though.

[thoron]

Thanks @shuwei . I wonder if you can do this for the remaining parts.. Hehe kidding. (or not) thankyoo

[mctmy8]

57 minutes ago, shuwei said:

huang jingyu the narcissist strikes again  

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his shamelessness is too predictable for zhouzhou now

 

 

Over confident hubby. Love it! Hahahahahahaha!

[guhai]

4 hours ago, smeowly said:

do you think CJD did 'research' by watching lots of gay porn before writing this? or does she just have a very vivid imagination?!

 

so explicit some of the details!!!

As someone who also writes a lot of graphic, gay...'scenes,' let me just say that it involves both of that and

I always have a tab open with a graph of the human body. Writing smut is like a freaking anatomy lesson. 

But honestly it doesn't require much of the first one. Things just flow once you start  (Make of that what you will HAHA.)

On another note, thanks to everyone who's subscribing and has read/is reading Chapter 200 Reimagined (Extra-Detailed Version)! All the support is much appreciated.

Edit: @Lester Gordula If you're referring to my fanfic/rewrite, it can be found here: Chapter 200 Reimagined (Extra-Detailed Version). If you're referring to the actual translated novel, I believe you can find the link to the first few chapters in the thread's first post. If you're referring to the original translated Chapter 200, please head back to page 203 to find @alvinboi's post.