Having A Bad Day? Wanna Rant? Right This Way!

[Guest STEPHOO--]

john teshing sick.

[sarcasm] great timing. Like I seriously don't have another week of exams left. T_T [/sarcasm]

& on top of that, my procrastination skills surprise me at times. I already know how bad I can procrastinate, but I seriously do surprise myself sometimes. john teshing hell. i'm so lazy and unmotivated.

[Guest Alt.Loves.Ctrl]

God i wanna be so much more than i am

but you won't let me.. why not??

we both want me to be, but something's pulling you back

i wish you would get over it and realise that you're making a mistake

i said i'd do this for you

i said i would be okay with it ..

but i'm not, john tesh i'm dying inside.. slowly.

when i'm not with you i feel like this. sad. depressed. regretful.

but when i'm with you, i feel like nothing's changed.

like everything is back to normal, but in reality it's not.

i think about that when we're together and it puts me off.

i just hope that in the end .. you haven't pushed me away ..

and that i still love you the same ...

sigh.

[Guest twinkle_l0ve]

group assignments are mini cooper

especially when you have people on both ends of the spectrum

one person is pushing us all to be perfect while others don't do jack mini cooper, don't respond to emails or messages and don't even turn up to meetings

for john teshs sake, this is mini cooper. and it's only going to get worse from now until the end of semester

I WANT UNI HOLIDAYS

[jisol]

i hate that i never have time to myself anymore

and i hate that school stresses me out so much

[Guest MangoStar]

I hate feeling so confused. I like to have the answers when I need them, but life is proving

that is doesn't work that way. I love him to death and I want to be with him for the rest of my life,

but do I really want to deal with him being deployed to far away countries and such all the time?

Or if we decide to get married and have children, how in the world am I going to do it by myself without

going crazy? Most girls think I'm crazy, but they have no clue how it feels to have him gone. I need an answer,

so please present yourself to me.

[Guest Pkr645]

Too much DANG homework -.-

[belle_kd1413]

FRICK.

I'm about to be late for ... but all I keep thinking of is HIM.

[Guest oishiipeppero♥]

So I'm ranting on here, AGAIN. Anyway, today isn't so much a bad day for me, but a really sad one. My family and I just came back from Washington. My older brother, and only brother, is staying up there for school, its also his new home. We arrived in Hawaii today and I felt so empty. Like we were leaving someone behind :[ I am just so sad, I am uncontrollably crying. I knew that someday this moment would come, I just hate the feeling of letting go. He had such a characteristic personality and he was close with us. Very unique personality I tell you, which also another reason why I'd miss him so much .-. idk what to do and how to stop crying, I have school tomorrow and I know I'm going to look like crap. I'm not ready yet for him to leave, the house seems quieter. I won't have anyone to back me or my sister up now if we get into arguments with our parents. No more Mr. Wise guy, imaginative, creative, fun, hilarious, awesome older brother. I wonder if he knew I looked up to him so much. He was in a way my role model. Q.Q Miss you brother~

[lee-chan]

i was hopeful the other day and now everything is just washed down in the drain! I just hate it when people expect too much from you. Can't you people leave me in peace?! I'm not a bank nor a super woman who could do just anything! That is why I want to go somewhere badly. Oh heavens I hope I could by the end of this year. I seriously need to clear my mind!

[Guest Hongki.love]

Lots of homework...I have to memorize the periodic table, too. By tomorrow. What the heck is this madness...ugh. I don't think I can take another week, nonetheless an entire year...I need so much strength & energy!!! =[ And where will this ever go...

[stjapo46]

Feeling gutted, I thought everything was going to be fine *sighs*

I think I have stomach ulcer =( It can't just be heartburn, not this often.

Uggh you freakin ripped me off!

I see nothing new about the CD, it's obviously used D=<

I'm giving you a 2 star, what a liar.

[Guest STEPHOO--]

okay, i'm getting a bit 'cbf' with writing notes on this labour market topic for economics.

This has seriously got to be the MOST BORING topic we've done all year.

[Guest Mishi-san]

BAHHH I HATE MID SEMESTER HATTE HATTTEE HATTTEEE whats with all the tests and whatnot T.T so saddd cbb with sociology T.T

bah 2000 word essay for politics too FAIL!!!

plus my bf lost his job so hes stressing nowww looking for a new one T.T

[Guest Octopus__]

I can't sleep. It's twelve eighteen in the morning. I'm

thinking about my parents, my future, my everything.

Just thinking about the words my, me, and

I make me feel so selfish. I can't help but feel

this way though. I hate myself for being selfish. I hate

the bad things in life. I hate how ignorant I can be. Why

am I so stupid? Why are people so dictating? Can't

someone just be the way they are? Understanding isn't

that hard. Why don't people have different perspectives?

Is everything just black-and-white? Are people stuck

in tunnel-vision? Can't you see the world suffering from

your lack of sense? Can't you understand that everything

has its reasons, you're just overlooking it? Calm down,

it isn't that hard. Just put yourself on pause for a moment

and take a look around yourself. See that everything

can be done another way and you don't have to keep

yourself on repeat. Switch it up. Stop yelling at me. Let

me do my own thing because we all know, you don't

even understand what I want. Or give a john tesh..

--

You.. who the hell do you think you are? My friend??

Don't even make me laugh. I know you're only hanging out

with me because you have no one else. I can easily do

without you, but for some reason, I keep going back to you.

I don't understand myself, but really.. stop it. You make me

confused. I know you lie to me. I know you say those

things just to make me happy. When I first understood the

whole ordeal, I was flattered really. It made me think you

didn't want me upset or were protecting me, but really.. I

see what you're trying to do. I'm your back up 'friend,' your

last resort. Thanks.. 'cause it's like I don't have enough

john teshed up stuff going on. You don't even know half the

things I go through. Not even what's up with me or why

I act this way. I'm different, you're different. I'm learning

to accept that. I see that you're still trying to lie to me.

Please stop, I don't need your mini cooper. I don't like

the fact he's the one that can see you more than me.

Honestly, I don't like him at all. You two should just

get pregnant and just stop ruining my life. Selfish as

that sounds, I can't help but feel this way. Ever since

you two have been going out, you've left me behind,

done things you told me you would never do, and

worst of all.. still have the face to lie to me. Get a life

stop trying to be in mine. I'm tired of you, your man, this

school, and your mini cooper. john teshing stop. I'm done with

telling you my dreams 'cause really, you have no interest

with what I have to say. It's like you even care anymore.

If you want to tell me something, don't even try. It'll seem

like I'm listening, but really, I'm not.

[Guest tranceeee]

i am seriously on the verge of killing someone! everyone's against me today!!!

probably karma hitting me ALL at once! guhh...

anyways, i HATE YOU ALL (as in the people who i'm angry at!) i would say more but i realise the my friends actually read and stalk my comments on soompi... creepy right? O.o

[Ayame]

al;sjdoasdjoajsd. Why do I have a feeling I'm gonna suck majorly on my Japanese exam tomorrow? After taking Japanese for 2 semesters, why is it getting so much freaking harder every semester? UGH.

[Guest xKanane_1]

I hate how everyone asks me "What do you want to be when you grow up". I have absolutely no idea, yet I've already chosen my subjects for next year. Looking over them, I really regret many of my choices since I have no interest whatsoever in half of my subjects. ARGH! I'm going to die :C

Too many what ifs...The future is too scary for me to think about...

And it doesn't help that I'm failing at school too. UGH! Hating school.

[Guest squishie]

^ yeah stupid fkn hsc

everyone knows what they want to do

medicine optometry

the smart people... knowing I can't obviously do anything that smart

it's so obvious what you're implying.

you keep saying my marks arent that bad, but i hear you telling others how crap you would feel would my mark

RAGE

i seriously really hate you sometimes.

selfish. you talk about yourself allll the time, yet you say you don't.

it's so annoying

i wish i could say this to your face

thankgod i don't see you as often. i'll probably kill myself holding it all in

...happy cus i didn't talk to you.

[viviians]

hating the thought of tmr.. i dont wanna know whats gunna happen..

[Guest Irrationallyrational]

worst day ever in uni like...sigh I just want to go home now.