[[Mainland Chinese Drama 2020] Go Ahead 以家人之名]

oh my goodness i haven't been on here for like a year...but here i am.

so i am only on like ep 23 but i have been spoiling myself ~ i cannot help myself 

anyways i noticed it was mentioned somewhere around maybe ep 20 that the year is currently 2015. when i saw that, i gotta admit i let out a heavy sigh. esp wondering where exactly the time jump will happen  it makes me so nervous thinking of different scenerios lol. 

please just let LX be happy. and let his mother..ugh..just disappear. i really do not need any reconciliation. i just need her to disappear.

does anyone remember the child's book that LX read to get himself to sleep? he described it as being about 2 children who run away to a foreign land together. do you think the book's synopsis will somehow come into play at some point? i also wondered if the book really existed. it looked like a good read 

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Awwww Ryan drove to DM's place and called her. She came running out so happy to see him. Awww I love that he went to her when he.needed comfort. I think he just days he wanted to see her face. And he's going to leave. But she runs after him and back hugs him and then turns him around and front hugs him. Awww she can tell something is wrong. She tells him it's okay and they hug tightly. Awww Ryan is crying! She is comforting him! It's so sweet!! My heart!!! I'm crying now! Bring the tissues! 

 

Preview - couple cuteness, mom memories, looks like possibly love line with EG and DI 

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I can't tell Ryan's reaction to her room lol. But now she's telling stories about how she got everything and they're being happy and cute. Think Ryan is critiquing SA's photos lol. Ryan is really the best guy being so sweet about it all!! 

Oh no the crying scene is coming up!! It's night time and Ryan is dreaming about his mom dropping him off at the orphanage I guess and baby Ryan is crying and adult Ryan wakes up crying. My heart!!

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Ahh I missed quite a bit but somehow DM and Ryan are at her place and her mother showed up and was trying to beat up DM with a pillow lol I dunno. Mom was worried about all of DM's SA memorabilia but DM reassured her that Ryan knows all about her fangirling and accepts it.

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DM and Ryan went to a storage room at another gallery perhaps and found another bubble painting actually. So I'm a little confused as to what that other painting was. Or was the bubble one hiding behind it and I didn't notice ? 

I guess they acquire the lee sol. Ryan gazes at it intently and DM takes his hand and holds it. 

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As predicted this whole time, SJ and hubby are having serious problems. Not sure it's going to end well for them 

 

At the gallery, Sindy gives DM the flash drive with all her stalker pics on it. 

 

The other two curators (who are either dating already or will be dating soon), find a painting that piques their interest. Is it another painting by Lee sol? It is different from the bubbles ....

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EG at least got it off his chest even though he was rejected. Kind of sad scene. 

Aww Sindy and DM's mom are sitting and talking while I think mom is knitting a sweater for Sindy. Sindy has become so likable! 

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DM took Cindy to her parents house. I love that DM is so freely wearing Ryan's clothes around her parents. Think Cindy is jealous of the bond DM has with her parents. I guess Cindy is gonna stay at DM's parents house for a while ?? Not sure....

 

DM went outside to meet EG per preview where he really confesses tho he knows he has no chance now.

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Ahhh that's why DM is wearing his shirt. She quickly changed to it to come greet Sindy at the door with Ryan. No hot sleepover, yet. We know they only troll us cuz they'll come thru before the end of the series 

 

Sindy came to discuss the situation with her mom. She must want their help with how to handle it crazy mama hehe 

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I'm not really doing a play by play today but gahhhhhhhh they are sooo adorable I can't stand it!!! 

The "anger" lasted all but like 5 seconds and it turned to straight cuteness. Even when Ryan confessed to being Latte she just chased him around cutely and they cuddled! 

And now they're kissy kissy....

But the doorbell interrupts them and it's Sindy haha...k maybe I'll play by play 

 

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Ryan and EG having a face off. Pretty sure EG confesses his feelings for her to Ryan. Ryan calls DM to come out of hiding. He tells her it is okay. Oooh!! He calls her the fan girl page name!! Lol it's revealed all he knowssss. Episode ends with this juicy cliffhanger. 

 

Preview oh I don't even know. Face off between Ryan and DM that could turn sexy. More EG and DI getting in the way! Someone was crying in bed but not sure who it was, SJ or DM ? Need to see again. It looks like any angst with Ryan and DM will be "light" angst but wish we could get rid of DI and EG as second leads. It's really pointless since we know they won't end up together ....

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Ryan laying in bed thinking about seeing EG walking with the suit. He tries to call DM and no answer. Next thing you know it's morning and he's been sitting up in bed feeling worried this whole time. 

Stream cut out so I missed some. At Sindy's house she's leaving for an SA event to take pics. Mom catches her though. She's in trouble.

DM is also getting ready for the event at her place. SJ is passed out drunk. EG is there too. EG goes with her. Oh no it's gonna look like they spent the night together to Ryan lol. If Ryan shows up at the house. Oh yeah he does lol oh nooo. Ryan shows up and here comes DM and EG down the stairs with EG still in his suit. Ryan gives them the death glare. DM hides behind EG. She doesn't want Ryan to see her paparazzi outfit. Let's see how much Ryan trusts DM....

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Ryan drives DM back to her place. He doesn't want to let go of her hand hehe aww. He lets her go and waits for her to go up the stairs. Then he gets a cute gift necklace from his car and follows her up the stairs. He calls her name and gives her a nice sweet hug. He takes out the necklace and puts it on her aww. He kisses her forehead again and now lips again. His hand still in his pocket lol. They stare at each other and smile but no continuation to he room cuz he leaves. As he is driving away he sees EG walking down the street in a suit. Ryan stops the car. Oooh what's gonna happen. Ahh my stream died a minute. Now it's back. EG is on the rooftop talking to DM who has changed to a hoodie. Just as EG starts confessing, SJ comes up the steps a disheveled mess. Thanks to her hubby. 

The three of them go inside to drink. Well actually just SJ and EG are drinking. SJ's hubby calls but she ignores it. EG throws her phone to the side. The two of them keep drinking.

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Back to DM and Ryan date. They are being cute in a park. They start walking hand in hand. DM gets a text from EG. They talk about EG for a minute. Wonder if Ryan will tip her off that may be EG likes you. I dunno what they're saying sorry. My recaps are pretty much all strictly guesses. Now they're talking about DI. Maybe they're both discussing how they have someone else who likes them. I dunno. It's nothing bad though. 

 

EG is dressed suit and tie and rehearsing at his studio what he will say to DM. I feel a little bad for him even tho he played dirty. 

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At cafe, SJ 's employee is practicing his guitar. SJ admires the purse her hubby bought her again. Uh oh trouble coming....

SJ goes into the chat room on the fan girl page. They are all talking about....a program...thats going to air.....and expose fangirls.......uh oh SJ realizes exactly who produced the program. She calls her hubby. Questions him. Think he's playing innocent. Oh no SJ is out for blood. Hubby comes into the cafe. SJ giving him the death glare. Poor guitar boy is going to be stuck in the middle of it all. This cafe getting trashed tonight .....

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Gallery everyone sitting around. Not sure what they're all talking about but Ryan and DM leave together. They walk hand in hand outside. It's nighttime now. They are indeed taking a city tour bus. Sitting on the top deck. They were going to listen to music but instead end up talking and taking selfies cuuute. He wraps his arm around her and pulls her close. Sweeet . They are having sweet talk now. Holding hands, holding each other awww. 

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Oh they were laughing at Sindy cuz all her stuff is the same stuff DM has heh now i get it. I really like Sindy now lol.

DI shows up at the gallery. She goes to meet with Ryan one on one. Not sure what they're talking about. DI seems to be acting nasty. She put some printed copies of lee sol's work on his desk. 

DI meets DM in hallway and says the mean thing from the preview. Then she just walks away. 

 

At cafe. EG says something to SJ to make her drop and break a glass. DI comes in and recognizes EG and mentions Ryan I think. I think SJ doesn't want EG to find out DM and Ryan are dating so she quickly gets EG to leave. EG takes the little boy and puts him in his judo van. The little boy comments on a suit that EG has hanging in the van. Guess it's the suit EG will confess to DM while wearing ....

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Next morning DM goes to see SJ and immediately flirts out I'm dating lion!! She gives her all the juicy details. Then SJ starts to ask her questions. She orders Ryan a drink and brings it to him at the gallery. He, also, has ordered her a drink. Ryan backs her into the wall and she gets prepared for something but he moves the side lol. Whomp whomp. They talk a little and giggle. 

 

Cut to DM's parents house. EG is there looking at pics of him and DM as kids. 

 

Back to gallery. DM is soo happy at her computer. All the coworkers are having different thoughts as to what's going on. Ryan walks in and asks to see DM. She's so happy and practically skips off towards him. 

 

During their group meeting, DM is stating the entire time at Ryan lol. Sindy pulls out her design for SA's light stick. It has some words on it I guess which are funny. Cuz they kind of giggle under their breath . Sindy also pulls out tons of other SA stuff she has. They kind of giggle some more. But then Sindy pulls out a power point presentation and it seems to be good. Think she gets some praise for it so she's happy. 

Meeting ends and other coworkers pull DM aside to find out what's up with her and Ryan. Think they're like don't take back his cheating butt lol I dunno just my guess. 

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EG's mom drops him off. 

 

DM and Ryan still on rooftop. Looks like getting ready to say their farewells. Ryan wants her to call him Ryan. Think she feels weird saying it. Hmm not sure what they decide on. Ryan gives her a sweet kiss on the forehead and leaves.

 

DM goes inside all happy. Remembering what he said to her. She's blushing and giggling. 

Wonder if she'll text Latte lol. 

Ryan gets home. Oooh i think she is texting Latte! Ryan gets a message and reads it and smiles. He text a her back as Latte. Hehe. She sleeps soundly.  

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DI and SA are still talking, prob wondering where Ryan went haha little do they know. 

Ryan and DM still kissing, start knocking over some wood. They giggle and laugh happily. They are so giddy. DM's tummy growls. They leave hand in hand. DM picks up the light stick, I don't think Ryan knows what it is lol. Think he's like what is that. They soo cute. 

 

Quick scene of EG and his mom talking. Think EG may be mentions his feelings for DM, not sure. 

 

Back to Ryan and DM driving in car. They go buy sushi rolls or kimbap or something. They take it to DM's rooftop. Doesn't she realize he'll want to go inside hehe? I don't know all their conversations in the car and on the rooftop but clearly they're cute conversations. 

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Episode starts back outside. While DM cleans up the broken dishes, Ryan and SA sit talking. SA seems to be giving Ryan advices on his relationship with DM. DI comes and sits down and Ryan asks where did DM go. Maybe she didn't feel welcome at the meeting? Suddenly Ryan gets up and goes off to find DM. He gets in his car and drives to the work shop. Work shop is in a different location? No one will be interrupting them haha. So he did not get the message to Latte before seeing her. 

Now we have repeat of her asking why you no like fake dating me, etc. 

More kissing coming....full attention to screen haha. Oh dang! Someone is interrupting them. Oh Ryan ain't having none of that. He pulls her into a different room lol. Kissing continues dang! They all over each other. He lifted her into the table yesssss. Hot. 

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Wow, I expect to open this up and you all would be on page 100 already. Ha ha not quite yet though I see. Pali pali people 

Just wanted to say real quickly that I firmly believe there will not be a breakup scene. I don't see DM getting that angry over Latte's secret identity. To me, it's kinda cute and fun. 

Plus, I think there's enough mysteries still to be solved that there is no need for any kind of angsty break up. 

I'm glad EG will get his confession out of the way tomorrow. Once he's rejected, he can move on and we don't have to see him laying around thinking about it anymore lol. As for DI, her comment in the preview really irked me the wrong way. I hope DM uses her heel to step on DI's foot after a comment like that. 

So we are sure the white car isn't just DM's car? Have we not seen her driving at all? I can't remember. If not, that is really funny that Ryan would get rid of the car that DI decorated so horribly. 

 

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Preview, cuddles and more kissing, we are blessed my dears!!

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DM is having flashbacks to all her and Ryan's moments together. She starts crying oh no! She gets on chat room and types something different to Latte. Don't think she likes the advice she gave Latte earlier. She's giving new advices. 

The door chimes and Ryan comes in. She sees him and stands up. She Sri crying. They greet each other. Think she tells him she misses him? Can't quite understand. Think she says she's likes him and he confirms his feelings. Sweet kiss #1. Sexy kiss #2!!! 

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They only talk for a moment outside the gallery. 

DM goes on her way, checking things for SA's exhibit. 

Ryan goes to see DI. Oh DI and Ryan are meeting with SA to sign the contract. DM shows up too. She is watching their meeting from afar. She keeps looking at Ryan and DI interactions. Wow she's not looking at SA at all. What is this? Ryan steals a glance at her too. DM is bringing out drinks to them but she trips and breaks everything. 

Ryan helps her clean up. DI goes to check on her. DI seems to get an interesting phone call. 

DM goes down into the workroom. No one is down there. She's sitting on a work table by herself. It's pretty dark. She's having memories of working with Ryan in the workshop the other day. She pulls out her phone and looks at the pic of them her mother tool at the picnic. Actually she's scrolling thru all their pics. Awwwww.