blahdee
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just my fotd, I always want Korean styled eyebrows, but I don't want to shave them x___x -
My bf and I trust each other to not go into each others stuff, but honestly I don't care when he plays with my phone and stuff and he doesn't care if I play with his (and now that he has hopped onto the smartphone bandwagon, I can play with his phone more xD)
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I don't like that there's not a more defined way of separating each thread topic, it hurts my eyes and it makes it look like there's too much to read.
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LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!! xD
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thanks guys! i've never worn blue before, so i wanted to test it out ^^;
@snowfallsz: I would recommend liquid liner with a felt tip or a liquid pen liner, that way it'll be easier for you to draw lines with and it'll be waterproof
but i personally love my pencil and gel liners!
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beautiful, lovely, bad lol
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Wanted to do a dramatic eye and play around with my Urban Decay 15th Anniversary Palette
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Happy 5th anniversary to Big Bang!!
I can't believe it's already been so long. Keep up the good work!!! <3 -
"I miss you for no reason at all hun : )"
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He texted me at 4 this morning, when he was gonna go to sleep =]
"I know you're asleep, but I love you sweetheart
"-- it made me super happy, cause he hadn't texted me randomly like that in awhile <3
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does anyone have invisalign?? I would want to do that, but it would cost wayyyy too much anyways >.< but i wanted to see how it worked for anyone who has tried it...
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Some guy stole my seat in my Packaging class!!!! GRRRRR
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mine was in middle school and high school LOL so long ago xD i'm getting old "orz
i've only had 2 real ex-boyfriends, both the break ups were pretty bad ^^;
first one;i liked him for 2 years (cause he was really nice to me~) and we went out for like a month in 9th grade (lol),
but he broke up by asking one of my best friends (I had 2 best friends, this one is A the other one is B ) and one of his friends to break up with me for him...
over the phone =/ then the day after, A told me that my ex-bf liked B.. hurt me so bad to know that i wasn't as good as someone else... sighhh
-- after that, i distanced myself from B, and even though my ex-bf and i didn't do anything (no kissing), it still hurt like hell to see them kissing and hugging in the hallways =/
second one;
i went out with my blind date for my 10th grade formal dance lol (for like only 1 1/2 months)
this one day he got really tired while on the phone and called me his ex-gf's name =/ from that day i was already heartbroken,
then a couple weeks later he called me and said he was still hung up on his ex-gf and that he didn't really like me
he was my first kiss, and now that i think about it~ i didn't like him a lotttt lol i was just lonely >.<
-- but he tried to get back with me last year saying that he missed me (which was random cause we hadn't talked in years LOL)
but since none of my "relationships" lasted longer than 2 months, i thought there was something wrong with me and i went into depression and started gaining like 10-15 pounds per year until i got into college. ohhh those were dark days lol
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I miss my boyfriend~ :'(
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I used to not like my single lids at all~ but now I've gotten used to them ^^;;
and i have decent-lengthed lashes, but i don't like using eyelash curlers~ cause my lids look weird afterwards~
so i keep my lashes natural~ or just throw on some mascara~ here's a look i wear sometimes when i'm not lazy~
sorry the last picture is so blurry! Dx
lol same look~ but the last one's lighting was x__x
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Lee Carr - Breathe : )
if you ever been in love
then you know just what i'm talking about
except when you really know you finally found the person you want
and you wanna spend the rest of your life
i thought i've been there before
but now that i'm sure, i finally found somebody who cares
i've given my heart and my soul to her
and i just want the whole world to know
you're the reason that i breathe
i want you to know that
if you were to leave, then i couldn't go back
my life will be incomplete without you here
you're the reason that i breathe
ladies if you got a man
fellas if you got a girl
why don't you tell em that they mean the whole world to you you you you eh eh eh eh eh
tell em you're the reason that i breathe
the feeling you get when you call them and they don't answer
and you feel like you're whole world's about to stop stop
and you can't believe somehow, somebody makes you feel this way
i'm talking about
you can't eat
you can't sleep
you can't think at all
their like the puzzle thats been missing in your life
why don't you look em in they eye
and tell them
I cut it off, but it's mostly just repeated~ it's a nice song <3
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Happiest: Everytime he says "I love you", it gives me butterflies like the first time he said it.
Saddest: One time, when I went to visit him (his college is 2.5 hours away from mine =/), an hour before I had to head back home, we were snuggling in his bed and he said something jokingly and I turned away and pretended to get mad lol~ then he touches my back with his hand and says, "hey, you should turn around and hug me tight before you go..." in a really sad tone. so my heart dropped a little and i turned around and hugged him as tight as i could and started crying my eyes out. we stayed like that for at least 30 mins, while he and i both cried.. and then when it was getting closer for me to leave~ he puts on a slow song and grabs my hands and we start slow dancing~ =] it was very sad for the both of us~ and we both were crying our eyes out while we danced
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my boyfriend sent this to me and made me melt~ lol
"Lmao my fortune is: your natural charm will attract someone special. That's already you. : )"
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HIM: u jus suck at ninja kisses now babe
u're just not as fast as u used to be xD
ME: =[
lol
im getting old
hahahahahaha
HIM: lol!
ew that means u might have to grow old with me <3
: )
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we have too many names~ lol
I call him: candy (taeyang "you're my" reference~), hun/hunny (his favorite~)/hunny buns, love, darling, hubs/hubby/tubby hubby, tubby/tubs, dorko, boo, babe, dummy, eskimo
He calls me: honey, babe, baby girl (my favorite~ <3), dum dum, ice cream (taeyang "you're my" ref), baby, lover, cutie pie, fat, bestie girl, wifey, hunny bunny (love this too~ ^^)
FYI, before him, i HATED cutesy names with a burning passion! D:< lol but with him it comes so naturally <3
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My boyfriend wanted me to text him during class, but i couldn't, so when I got out of class~ I read my new text message and it said,
"Hey babe
when you see this I hope it makes you smile" I replied, "Grinned like an idiot~
LOL" I couldn't stop smiling the whole way back to my dorm, people probably thought i was crazy~ xD
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David Choi - By My Side
I’m just listening to the clock go ticking
I am waiting as the time goes by
I think of you with every breath I take
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine
You’re all I see
In everything
I just want to hold you
I just want to kiss you
I just want to love you all my life
I normally wouldn’t say this
But I just can’t contain it
I want you here forever, right here
By my side
All the fears you feel inside
And all the tears you’ve cried
They’re ending right here
I’ll heal your heart and soul
I’ll keep you oh so close
Don’t worry I’ll never let you go
You’re all I need
You’re everything
I just want to hold you
I just want to kiss you
I just want to love you all my life
I normally wouldn’t say this
But I just can’t contain it
I want you here forever, right here
By my side
No one else would ever do
I got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy but it’s true
I love you
I didn’t think that it would be
You who made it clear to me
You’re all I need
I just want to hold you
I just want to kiss you
I just want to love you all my life
I normally wouldn’t say this
But I just can’t contain it
I want you here forever, right here
By my side
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omgosh!! this is so cool~~!!
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It's what this topic is here for... No worries
1. Well given that I haven't talked to her in a while... I would think that something was up, she misses me, she wants to rant, or I'm about to get my heart broken..
2. Happy and grateful. I would've planned the surprise without expecting anything in return
3. Depends on how much she needs it, and a number of other factors... but most guys would stay within budget.
He may get it. You must insist on not getting it if that is what you truly want.
I would be an incredibly happy man. I consider myself to be a bit on the feminine side, so any more than me is a no.
Thanks again MrPower! you've helped me a lot~ haha
you're always answering my questions~!!! xDnow my problem is trying to find a gift!! lol
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LOL sorry for all these questions ^^;;;
+ First, how would you feel if your girlfriend, who never calls ANYONE (besides the occasional family member), called you out of the blue? lol just wondering.
+ How would you feel if your girlfriend bought you a gift, because you've been telling her that you're preparing a surprise for her?
+ Also, you wouldn't get her a certain gift if you said it was above your budget, right!?????
Because he told me he was looking at something for me but it was wayy too much, and then I said he was dumb xD 'cause I really don't need anything (and i don't want him spending money on me >__<). But he said he really wanted me to have something that reminded me of him. He won't get it right?? (lol sorry i'm freaking out a bit..) BTW, i have no idea what he was even looking at (i tried to force him to tell me, but he wouldn't D:)
+ And, would you like it if your girlfriend was basically a female version of you, but girlier? LOL
I can't believe it's already been so long. Keep up the good work!!! <3
you're always answering my questions~!!! xD
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Still hung up on me breaking up with my ex over a year ago. NOT because I miss him, oh god no! Because I'm angry at myself for not getting closure by telling him what a sh!tty boyfriend he was!! Now it's too late to tell him. *le sigh
He thinks I brought it up out of the blue, when I told him half a year before the breakup that I was thinking about breaking up with him. There were so many things wrong with him. Here's to list off a few:* He had no ambition in life* NEVER in his life did he have a job (he was 23 years old *rolls eyes* so pathetic, got one right before I broke up with him)* Lived off of his parents' money* Didn't know how to do anything!! (changing headlights, cleaning up, pump gas, etc.)* Played Magic the Gathering everyday, and spent all his money on that.* Never visited me in the three years that we were together* Never even got me a birthday present (one of his best friends bought me a birthday cake one year)* Never paid for any meals, or he'd make me split the bill (splitting the bill is fine, but seriously c'mon!)* The ONE TIME he did pay for a meal, he brought it up any time he could to remind me that I "owed" him* Never offered to pay for my gas* He couldn't even remember what town I was from or what town I was going to school inThere's so much more that I'm missing.
I was a poor college student at the time, he was also a college student as well, but by no means was he poor. His parents always gave him more than enough (they were great people). My stupid desk job only paid me minimum wage, and it was part time, so each month I made about $200, and still managed to visit him 1-2 times every month! On top of that, I paid for everything and drove him everywhere. There were a few times that he made me stay till the next morning just so I could drive him to class (because he didn't want to walk). One time, I told him I wanted to leave early the night before because there was a snowstorm coming, but he refused to let me go. So I stayed and took him to this stupid campus the morning after and upon exiting the city I got into an accident because of the snowstorm (nothing big, but it took me twice as long to get home and he didn't even care or notice). He even yelled at me because I was hysterical from anger and fear and yelling at him that he didn't even care.
When I broke up with him, he was bawling his eyes out saying, "This is so sudden, I was the perfect boyfriend. I don't get it, I did nothing wrong." *rolls eyes* I just told him I was tired of him and that all my feelings for him were gone and they weren't coming back. He had the guts to say, "You better not date anyone! I'm gonna get so hot that you'll come back to me." As if.
Now I'm with my wonderful boyfriend and couldn't be happier. He actually treats me right and I never even knew men could be so thoughtful!