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  1. thanks @wookay. yeah he has a gf now and they look great together. it was really perfect though that far away memory.. of us sitting on a bench.. i met someone new but it also didn't work out.. the new guy wants to see me as friends.. but he keeps talking about the girl he slept with.. feels dirty.. that i dont want to see him and contract bacteria or anything...
  2. @camelknight yeah.. he told me he's just another idiot and dont stress out about it.. but he'll be there for me whenever i need.. i heard this many times.. from lots of different men that they'll be there for me whenever i need.. i find it all bs... i'm sorta of shocked he's just another one..
  3. @CamelKnight I don't know what he's saying. But I think he's trying to be funny. Anyways, so here I am another month.. The guy I like.. told me the girl he was seeing dumped him and he has more time. I sort of tried to cut him off two weeks before because every time we hang out, he's always messaging a bunch of girls. It hurts me. Feels like I'm inadequate. So I told him last night I don't want to get involved with someone seeing multiple girls. He told me he's talking to me as a friend and I am taking it too personal. Even if he sees me as a friend. I am getting hurt. So I decided to ignore his messages. I don't know what to do. But for now.. I need to focus on other things. Maybe get a new wallet and go to the gym. Better myself.
  4. I asked a relationship coach. She told me he doesn't have sexual passion towards me. When she told me straight up. I knew it was the truth. She wasn't belittling me because I said I'm asking for a friend. He friendzoned me. I shouldn't take rejection so personally. I friendzone guys all the time.. That's because I have a hard time looking at them or being with them for too long.
  5. babygirrll

    a guy I like.

    I honestly think if you post up here.. about someone.. whatever thought you have of them.. they will think the same for you.. I was in the same position. I like a guy and he just wants to be friends. But I hate hearing him talk.. the words he put in my mind
  6. So I met this guy at an event and he also met another girl I invited. The other girl really likes him and they get a long well. In the beginning I saw him as just a friend and I was talking to him because I wanted to get over someone. Last night we went out for the third time.. It was great seeing him in the beginning. I find him very handsome and has a great body and nice. However, he texts other girls infront of me. Tells me we're just friends. He says he neutralizes things. I studied him. People tell me I'm beautiful all the time and I know I am. I'm starting to read the bible and really change my mentality and personality. I told him I need god in my life to stay normal. He's like why can't you do the right things on your own. I told him.. In the beginning before I studied the bible.. my mentor told me there was darkness in me. He laughed and was like wth. Anyways the next moment I started to lose likeness for him. I don't know what happened. I just liked him less and that holy fuzzy circle thing around him was sort of gone. He was still handsome but he wasn't.. love.. When we're walking I linked his arms and I sort of hugged him. He's like do you do this with all your guy friends? I don't want to take advantage of you. I told him I do this with all my guy friends but I only have two. Honestly I do link arms with them but it's really settle but this guy I'm like grabbing him. Just felt right but he didn't feel it. So as we're walking and trying to find my car.. We walked for like a long time.. Couldn't find it. I studied him.. He was a nice guy.. I understand a little bit of him. He likes people then overtime he stops. And I get that too. I stopped him when we're walking. I told him.. I can find the car myself.. It's close by here. You can go home now. And he said okay and he left. I gave him a hug. It wasn't hot anymore.. I don't want to see him again.. I like seeing him.. But it's not a good time after the first date.. Maybe as I got to know him.. There's so many barriers and blockades he has.. So many females around his life.. I'm just not interested in rejection or listening to him talk about people I don't care about.
  7. I live in Canada and I met a guy at a dj event in a club.. He came here for a bachelors party.. He's from California.. I saw him sipping alcohol and wondering to the front.. I thought he was a younger guy.. he looked really cute and I automatically thought he's just hanging out with his friends.. Anyways so I just danced with my girl.. and out of no where.. he started talking to me.. there was a hunter a little creepy vibe while he talked to me.. asking if this is the right place to be.. I told him yeah it is.. so he didn't leave after he asked me that... and I wanted to sell him stuff.. and he told me he's leaving tuesday.. so as we talked more.. he told me where he worked and what he did.. Such an admirable career and so intelligent.. i looked at his face.. I don't even get hit on at all by ugly guys.. and this guy is amazing.. and my friend told me he's hitting on me.. I looked in his eyes.. He's probably thinking what is this girl thinking.. For a moment i wanted to kiss him and ask him to marry me right there.. he looked sorta like boys i met before at raves that hated me afterwards.. So after that night.. we met up for dinner.. he looked different from the club.. more nice and dorky.. whereas the club he was sexy.. anyways he was a little strange.. told me he likes comics.. and i laughed.. thought it was cute.. he was a nerd.. as we're walking.. he told me he's a nerd.. and i love that too.. just everything he did.. i didn't do it.. but i love what he did.. We sat on a bench.. and he told me when you're down go explore and do things.. don't be sad ever again.. i told him.. i'm looking for a significant other to travel with.. he looked at me.. we're not there yet.. i was a little sad.. he's like we're miles apart.. I didn't feel that was even an issue.. I thought I can just fly over and we can get married.. be together.. but I didn't dare say that out loud.. i told him i want to see him again.. he's like i'll have to check my schedule.. I felt sorta sad.. like he has someone he's seeing.. back home.. and he told me i'm beautiful and have awesome proportions.. but he doesn't want to continue this with me.. i guess for him it was just a one time meet up.. anyways the end of the date.. we were on a bench.. and he kissed my forehead.. then kissed my lips.. we started to make out.. and held his arm.. i really like holding his arms.. it feels so masculine and nice.. so huge.. honestly when he kissed me i hope my tongue doesn't stink.. and i kissed gently.. i felt shy.. and he stuck his tongue in my ear lobe.. i screamed..then he kissed my neck and below my collar bone.. i thought i was panting at one moment.. and now thinking back.. he's sorta like a random guy.. but like a dream.. it's like a random guy told me.. all these great things about me.. he put his tongue in my ear lobe.. and i wanted him to marry me.. like i keep thinking about him.. i try to talk to other ppl.. but no one wants to talk to me.. help me... the california guy didn't talk to me since he got back home.