Yui: Sorry I haven't answered quickly. I wanted to tell you that I decided to not finish Oppa. And then soompi just lagged on me. I think that I'm too...frustrated with it. I guess, what I'm trying to say is that I had written an ending only to not be able to see how to get there. The characters at the end of the story were so much stronger, so much more than the characters that I saw developing. I think that in my mind, I really can't bridge the gap, especially since I didn't want to suddenly have everything magically happen. If you want a synopsis of what I planned for the ending, I could tell you if you wanted. I think that the plot overall was killing me. It was resembling a drama in all of the worst ways.
For example, yesterday. I went to my sister's in-law's house and they were watching this Thai drama. I fell asleep through most of it but when I woke up, the drama was already at its climax. Girl A knew a password ans so was kidnapped by some lady. Boy A was her lover/heartbreaker/father of her unborn baby who was trying to save her and Boy B was an unrequited lover of the girl who was willing to lie to her face. What happened was the kidnappers died, shooting one another, one person went crazy, Girl A looked down at her white pants and saw blood (from her unborn baby?) and then...hospital.
Unrequited lover tells Boy A the baby is dead, that Girl A never wants to see his face and Boy A takes it without question. He even goes to the hospital and stops at the door.
I felt like I betrayed myself, watching that drama. I felt like...oh dear god. Don't tell me I wrote something like that???
I don't even know if I love the characters. Yunho, a bit but not so much KimSoo or even Changmin. I think that if I ever did continue Oppa, I'd have to completely rebuild it. There were moments that I loved but there were also so many moments that I feel could have been much stronger.
But please, if you would like a synopsis, feel free to ask. I'll try to recall what I had planned.
Thank you for asking though. I really am happy to get that off of my chest.
J K: It was ridiculously fun. I haven't seen 5x13 yet but planning to.
And yes, I'll probably jump onto the 2PM train. I support goofiness.
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February 2010