men just continue to disappoint me. its usually the ones that i adore that treat me the worst. when i see the red flags why do i lose strength and give in? it's the 20th time this has happened to me. if he wasnt so tall and good looking i wouldn't have even though TWICE about leaving please god, i'm so weak. why cant i just be strong? time and time again this has happened. the ones who chase me usually end up hurting me so am i supposed to get with the ones who meet me halfway? i have to remind myself, if he chases you he is probably (a) desperate/gross (b) a PSYCHO or (c) a narcissistic piece of CRAP. on a side note, i got a great compliment from my director today. she said i am catching on alot faster than she though =) *zing!* point one for me!!!
how could you just throw me away and forget about me completely? did i really mean that little to you? some people are truly terrible creatures... i just want to hear from you ... just one more time... i just want validation that i meant something to you
I recently got out of a relationship with a guy I met on OkCupid. At the beginning he was very sweet and nice and would call and text me very often. When we finally met up, I was instantly attracted to him and decided to continue and maintain the relationship. After about 4 weeks of talking to one another he asked me to become official with him. I thought it was very cute how he asked me and decided to give it a shot. After our second date, he asked me if he could meet my friends. I was a little uncomfortable about introducing him to my friends due to a bad experience I had in the past with an ex boyfriend. I decided I would take it a little slow and wait until I could fully trust the guy I was dating to introduce him to my friends. Many things he did in our relationship (that only lasted about a month) came off as shady. In addition, he had a very bad temper and difficulty communicating when we had issues. (when we would hang out or talk on the phone he acted happy and like nothing was wrong but later would text me to tell me he was angry). A few weeks ago I told him that I would introduce him to my friends this upcoming labor day weekend, but decided last Sunday to change my mind because a week before he flipped out on me and started acting shady again. The day after that, i messaged him and he broke up with me and told me never to speak to him again My question is (a) Why was he so desperate to meet my friends? (b) I understand that I did not treat him nicely sometimes either but why couldn't he communicate and work out our issues rather than running away and resorting to texts as the only form of communication?
i emotionally invested myself into this person. i tried to guard myself as much as possible but failed due to my clouded logic/judgement. he was a tool to begin with but the more i saw him the more i grew fond of him i was just "girlfriend" number 11 to him. my heart feels like its been thrown into a blender. i truly thing this is a blessing in disguise but i really thought for once i would be able to date a guy i was actually attracted to (and he would feel the same way)... it's always the ones you don't give two craps about that follow you around and act like they are enslaved to you when all you want is for them to go away.... WHY... WHY do i put myself in these situations and repeatedly hurt myself? it took alot in me not to cry today even though i wanted to..
damn this weak mind of mine.... i wish i could say "bye felicia" UGHHHH men ....seriously annoy me.. *___* is it that difficult for me to find a guy who makes me feel secure, safe, and happy? i dont know why its just SO hard for people to be good doesn't it take less effort?
i dont often use online dating websites because i find that most men on them tend to be liars and/or scumbags. one day i was bored at work and decided "hey what the hell... i'm bored, this may be a nice way to pass time", so i created a profile and started fishing. i received a couple messages from different men and picked out the ones i was somewhat interested in and gave them my contact information. then i deleted my profile completely. there was one guy in particular who seemed to be quite pushy and thirsty but seemed decent enough to meet. he would call me and message me everyday and act like he was completely in love with me. i thought it was very sweet and cute and finally went on a date with him. when i saw him in person though i began to have many doubts about him. my intuition was telling me that something was off, but because i was so physically attracted to him i decided to continue seeing him. fast forward three weeks and everything i assumed about online dating comes true. everyone close to me that i spoke to told me to give this guy a chance... but it was ME who was right about him the whole time. i'm just done. i'm DONE